I was walking to the bus stop when I spotted Exo-K’s promotion bus. Woah, they got so many exposures. I saw Jongin’s picture on it. I miss you, Jongin…

            They got the No. 1 spot on every chart. They received good comments from famous music experts, saying that they have a bright future. Their album sold in hundred thousand copies. Their songs are everywhere around Seoul. They are successful now. I smiled as I realized it. But, all the screaming fangirls in everywhere they go, paparazzi that will always ready to follow them and take as many photos as they can, spreading false rumors, packed schedules. Can I be a strong girl without him in my side?

            I tried to call him, but he didn’t answer. Is he that busy? Tsk.

“What happened?” Minsoon sat next to me in the couch.

“He didn’t answer my call,” I said. “Is he that busy? He didn’t text me either. Asking ‘how are you’ or ‘what are you doing’ is it that difficult?”

“He’s an idol now, he has busy schedules every day. You have to understand him.”

“Yeah, but.. I miss him so much.” I was so frustrated.

            Who supplies me info about him? Of course it’s my tv and netizens cause he didn’t have any minute or any second just to type a text for me. I looked at our picture together that we took somewhere in Myeongdong. I missed those times we spent together. I miss those times when we were in each other’s side. I miss those times.

            It’s been four days but he still hasn’t contacted me yet. I encouraged myself to call him.

“Yoboseyo?” he greeted me hastily.

“What are you doing?”

“I’m doing a photoshoot now. I’m busy Eunyoung-ah. Call me later, kay?”

“When do you finish? Wanna watch movie?”

“Bye.” He hung up. Why is he like this? Didn’t he miss me? I tried to be a strong girl but sometimes, I just can’t help but missing him. I feel so lonely.

“You called him?” Minsoon asked as I sat on the couch.

“I called him, he said he’s busy then he hung up.”

“What? Is he that busy? Come on!”

“Maybe he’s indeed so busy. I guess I'll try to understand him more.” I calmed down a bit. I’ll try to understand him and be a patient girl, I’ll hold my feeling. His career is everything for me and him. Because I love him, I know he’s been putting so much effort. I’ll be brave.

            I have to look for jobs. I don’t have money to go to the university. I bought tons of newspaper, but they required the bachelor ones. What should I do? I already don’t have money to pay the apartment’s rent.

            I was walking to the bus stop when suddenly a drunk man bumped into me.

“Argh!” I screamed.

“Take me home! Now!”

“Wha…” before I finished my word, he threw his car key to me. Then he pointed out his car. I obediently walked to the car. Fortunately, Jongin ever taught me how to drive. “So, where’s your house, ahjussi?”

“Nexa Apartment. Bring my car till the garage. You’ll get paid.”

“Thanks.”

            He paid me 25.000won. I received such a big amount at once? How about a driver? A special driver for drunk people! I’ll think about it later and discuss it to Minsoon.

“How is it?” I asked her opinion about my idea.

“Well, if you’re a driver than you have to stay up late. Can you do it?”

“Yeah, I’ll try. I have to make money.”

“Be safe, if you have any trouble, don’t hesitate to call me right away.” She answered.

            I went to the biggest club in Itaewon, Zero Clubs. I promoted myself as a driver to the receptionist.

“So, if any of your customers need me, just call me okay?” I gave my number to the receptionist. I was about to walk out when the receptionist called my name.

“Miss Kim Eunyoung, wait!”

“Yes?”

“You already have your first customer here.” The receptionist smiled.

            I took my first customer home. He’s a young man, looked so drunk. When we arrived at our destination, he gave me 25.000won.

“Can I get your number?” he asked.

“Ah, here.” I gave him a paper with my number on it.

“Thanks. If the boys need driver, I’ll recommend you.”

“Thank you.”

            I came home midnight last night. I woke up and found that I was alone. Minsoon left for work already. She worked at a gas station near our apartment. I took my phone with no hope about his message or his call. I was right, no texts and no calls from him. He must be exhausted.

            I decided to watch tv, hoping that I will catch a glimpse of his figure on tv. Just as I had hoped, I saw a news about Exo-K on a gossip show. The news about them going to Jeju for a magazine photoshoot. Finally, you could go to Jeju, Jonginnie. Going to Jeju with me is his biggest dream. You should enjoy it, even without me accompanying you. I texted him,

Jonginnie oppa, you’re in Jeju?

How is it? It must be beautiful yeah?

            It’s been 10 hours since I texted him. No replies. Well, maybe he’s so busy performing and doing a photoshoot. Yeah, maybe my text disturbed him. I sighed, I miss your voice, your text, and everything in you, Jonginnie.

            Two days later, he still doesn’t reply to my text. Am I wrong if I miss you, oppa? Are you that busy? And many other questions in my head. I couldn’t help it but felt stressed.

            I decided to call him. He didn’t answer it in the first call. But I called him again and he finally answered.

“Yoboseyo?”

“Oppa, what are you doing?”

“I’m practicing. Why?”

“I miss you so much. Let’s go out oppa.”

“I don’t know..”

“Oppa, how about watching movie tonight at 9 pm?”

“Yeah, I’ll try. I have to continue my dance practice now, bye.”

            Such a short conversation we had. But still, I felt so happy. I looked at my phone again, staring on the wallpaper of my cellphone. The picture of us we took in the graduation ceremony. Ah, I remember those times again…

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