SORRY EVERYONE. I HAVE TO LET IT OUT.

I WAS STANDING RIGHT THERE (SEE ABOVE PICTURE) LAST TIME I WENT. WHY WHWYWHWHWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYW

SO. BASICALLY. EXO IS LESS THAN 40 MINUTES AWAY FROM ME. ABOUT 30 ACTUALLY.

Yesterday:

Me: hey mom, can we go to Disneyland tomorrow? (we have a pass)

Mom: Oh yeah sure.

Me: okay (:

Today:

Mom: oh I'm so sorry, we're blocked out today.

Me: oh it's okay... *dissapointed, but not horribly

Me: (goes on Tumblr) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Guess what guys?

FREAKING EXO K AND EXO M ARE AT DISNEYLAND. KAI IS LEANING AGAINST THE SAME WALL THAT I HAD LAST TIME. HIS IS IN THE SAME SEAT AS I WAS. I HATE LIFE. OMFG

I WAS GONNA GO

AND I KNEW NOTHING ABOUT THE TWELVE GODS BEING THERE.

AND THEN

I GO ON FREAKING TUMBLR

AND THERE'S MY Y BOYS

LEANING AGAINST THE SAME WALLS AS I DO

STANDING IN THE SAME LINES

AND SEEING THE SAME SIGHTS

AND HOLDING THE SAME RAILINGS.

WHY ME.

HOLY CRAP

I DIED

AND I'VE BEEN CRYING ALL DAY.

LITERALLY.

WHY.

WHY ME.

WHY GOD, WHY.

WHAT  DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS.

OMFG.

THIS WOULD HAPPEN TO ME, WOULDN'T IT. I CAN'T EVEN GO TO THE CONCERT.

DUDE.

THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST EMOTIONALLY TRYING MOMENTS.

I DON'T EVEN KNWO WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF.

HOLY. CRAP.

so here i am, doing the same thing i've done all day. ranted, cried, looked at disney pics, been like I STOOD THERE... and crying more.

the worst part is, I WAS GOINGGGG TO GO TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. sigh.

SORRY I HAD TO LET IT ALL OUT IN ONE RANTING RAGE OF HORRIBLE DISSAPOINTMENT.  DO U UNDERSTAND HWO HORRIBLE THIS IS? 3 MOST OF MY FRINEDS DON'T. BUT IM SURE MY BELOVED READERS WILL....AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH3