(FLASH BACK****KAI POV 3 YEARS AGO MARCH 12 2012)

I finished my duty in the recycling room and went to the office "she was a good student" a teacher said as i waited for the teacher to let me go. "kai, come here" the teacher called me and i went, "go home" he said after stamping the paper and gave me my bag pack. I bowed and went home. 

I passed my Jimin's house, i stoped in the corner of her street and looked at her house. 'i regret it' i thought 'and then again i dont' i took a step and another untill i got home. i went into my room and sat down on my bed. 'if i never told her how i felt with Sehun she would never treat me diferent.' i thought as i layed down. 

Yesterday i told her i wanted to be more... and i didnt even get an answer. 

***8.pm previous night (MARCH 11 2012)

"hello?" Junhee answerd the phone 

"is Jimin home?" Kai asked 

"no... she went out for dinner with Sehun" he told her 

"...." -kai "what time will she be home?" 

"im not sure, 'DAD! WHAT TIME IS JIMIN COMING BACK?" Junhee asked "im not sure but she's across the street, do you want me to go get her for you?" he asked 

"no thank you" Kai said and hung up, he went to Sehun's house 'what am i doing here?' he asked himself 

Maybe it was the pain in his chest and the rage that she wasnt home, or maybe it was Sehun. Its Sehun. 

He saw through the wide window Jimin walking to the couch twords Sehun's mother, she looked stunning. A dress and her hair was lose. i smiled then rememberd she wasnt dressed up nice for me... Sehun left the room 'where is he going?' i asked myself as i saw Jimin sitting with his mother for a while then suddently walking out in a quick pase, i hid next to the stair case and waited for her to go to her house. 

She stood infront of her house, back facing me and tied her hair up in a pony tail. I walked 'silently' out of Sehun's house and quickly ran down the street. I could still see her, she went to the bench and sat down. She sunk her face in her hands, clearly she was crying. 

'You always cry...because of him...his family' i thought as rage overflowed my body 

I ran home, and shut the door behind me and punched the tree making my hand bent, i yelled in pain and ended up sitting on the grass 'i feel like i cant do anything for her... because she never even trust's me' My hand was bleeding, i rested my back on the tree and looked up at the stars. 

a shooting star passed ' i wish Jimin can come to me' i said in my mind 

'i wish Jimin can come to me, instead of me coming to her all the time. for her to realize that im open to hear her, to hold her' 

(MARCH 12 2012)

"Im sorry" i whisperd as she walked away step by step

How else am i suposed to make you see me? 

will you see me if i treat you like Sehun? 

(MARCH 15 2012)

I went to class and her spot was empty, 'she must be late' i thouhgt as i sat down "so as you noticed one seat is still empty" the teacher said "one of your classmates has transfered to Seoul" she said making everyone start looking around and guessing names, i looked at Sehun who looked away "thats it Park Jimin has left us and moved to Seoul" she said and everyone including me couldnt beleive it 

"she left?" i asked and Sehun said "what, you didnt know?" i looked at him and he smirked "funny she didnt tell YOU..." he said  smirking 

"you..knew?" i asked "of course i even made her dinner..." he said

SHE LEFT...

'is that what she wanted to talk about?' i banged the desk and the teacher looked at me "Kai" she said i stood up and left for home, her home. 

No one opend. I stayed on the bench untill someone got home "Kai?" one of the twins saw me "Is Jimin home?" i quickly went to him "...didnt you hear she moved with Dad to Seoul" he said 

its true.... 

"do you have her adress there?" i asked him "no..." he said "oh..." i didnt know what to say "ill come sometime soon to see if you have her phone or something" i told him and he nodded "Oh...Kai" the other twin was walking in "hi" i told him "are you here because of Jimin? she told me she couldnt talk with you"  "Junho?" i asked and he nodded "its to bad she couldnt say goodbye to you, she said she was really going to miss you" he said and i bowed at both of them then went home...

(PRESENT)

For the past three years i moved back to military school with my father and began going to a special unit, if im honest ihavent been able to meet many women in my job area but i have been living well. My father has retired and he moved into the house i lived with before, i visite him once in a while and all of Jimin's family has moved out of the house, Its being rented by some other family now. 

All that is left from my memories is Sehun who still lives with his mother and older brother. 

My father's friend had invited him to a special event and he told me to go with him, so i complied and went with him to Seoul, i didnt expect to find Jimin. She looked....diferent. 

In many ways she looks like a woman. 

She looked beautiful... my heart stopped and i swear my tounge twisted. 

Who was that though? the guy? is he her boyfriend?

I kept an eye on them the rest of dinner and he kept hugging her... He also left with her and at no moment did he leave her, i needed to talk to her...

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"Father" i told him "i finaly found her" he looked at me "the girl i told you about... please let me stay here untill i find her again" i bowed 

"what about your duties? you have priorities" he told me 

"yes i do, thats why i choose to stay" i answerd him without lifting myself 

"okay" he said and i looked at him, he was smiling "just remember that you are a man now, you have to take responsability in your actions" he sand holding my shoulder 

"yes father"