Its not fair
S/he's PerfectSehun's POV:
"Hi" i told Jimin who was walking out for school, her brothers hadnt come out yet. "hi" was all she said as she began to walk away "lets go together...today" i told her as i catched up, she didnt say anything. I followed her up untill a block before school, she walked into a store and Kai was inside. I walked to class and as usual Kai would go in before followed by her.
She was smiling "your dad is scary" Kai said probably about yesterday "Jimin! why didnt you come yesterday?" Eun shi asked fake caring. "i went out of town with my dad" she said arraging herself on her chair "oh, cool" then everthing went back to the notmal, everyone ignored her.
"Jimin, lets have lunch" Kai said picking her bag for her, she walked behind him and today i just followed behind them. "why are here?" Kai asked me "Luhan told me to meet him here" i told him, Jimin was already seated in the backyard benches (i didnt even know were there) Kai continued his way next to her, took her hand and they walked away.
It bothers me. It fu*king bothers me he spends so much time with her.
All of a sudden i feel the need to be the center of attention for her again.
She never noticed i was taking care of her.
She didnt even try to listen to me after what happend.
It bothers me so much she doesnt want me around anymore.
I think its worse now, being ignored by her is worse than being followed by her.
I dont know what it is or what it was but even though she was always there i just expected her to stay there, like a comfort zone.
I had no expectations with her, i dont know why now i expect her to be here.
Would she leave Kai if i asked for it? i know she would have before...
I need her to be around. NOW.
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Shortest update im sorry ive been so busy with uni i havent written anything.
Ill be updating soon i promise!
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