Hi to everyone who's reading this. There are no words to express how apologetic I am for not updating this story for almost THREE YEARS. A lot of things happened. Some are bad, some are good. Truthfully, I'm still not really in the best conditions, but I'm trying. Back when I was just starting, I really didn't have to deal with writer's block because the ideas kept pouring in so I just continued writing down what I thought of. But, these last few years have been different. I went from updating multiple times a week to once every few months to just not updating at all. I'll admit, I lost motivation and coupled with real life obligations, I didn't really have enough time and energy to write anything. Every time that I tried, I just felt unsatisfied and always ended up scrapping everything I wrote at that time. I actually thought that maybe writing isn't really for me. But hey, I'm still here. Might as well try again, right? 

As for the update, my mind is so jumbled and all over the place that I can't write the chapter properly. Also, if I remember correctly, the longest chapter I wrote here is at 5.5k word count. This chapter, however, is currently at 4k+ word count and it's not even half of what I initially wanted to write. It's really hard for me to organize my thoughts and ideas and come up with a concrete storyline for the final chapter. I kept adding and removing parts that's why it's still unfinished. But I'll keep trying. Little by little, I know I'm