Chapter 25; Come Back Again. 

” ALL THESE. IT. ”

Hoya yelled to the air his anger meter going overboard.
He didn’t know what to do anymore.
He tried, he swear he did.
He tried the best he could to get you back but the just didn’t work and it’s getting him all worked up.

No. Actually it’s not that.
He yelled out of regret for not stopping you when you left and overflowing desire to be next to you.
It was so much that it killed him to breathe every time.

There was no way. It was impossible for him to simply just let it go and move on to someone else.
Sure, it seemed like he could do it in a jiff but honestly, he wouldn’t give anything to forget you.

Hoya had loved you for so long and both of you had been together for just almost forever.
He could think of no one else who could know him the way you do.
Or someone who could take your place.
There was just no one who existed that could replace you.
He couldn’t do anything if it’s not with you.

” Please, I just need a minute. ”

Hoya begged through the phone.
You were diligently rejecting his calls as he was diligent calling you up.
He had left, probably, up to a thousand voice messages to which all you deleted.
You didn’t need him anymore.

He pulled his hair in desperate attempts to change the pain he’s feeling.
His heart was hurting so badly, he thought that maybe by hurting his head, another part of his body would hurt and his heart would hurt less.
What bull that was.
There seemed to be nothing as painful as what his breaking heart is feeling.

He didn’t understand the reason you left. You said that he didn’t treat you well enough.
If there is one thing Hoya did well, it was that he treated you with much more care than his life.
What had he done wrong?

” Please, come back. I just, I need you. ”

He pleaded, his tears falling freely.