Chapter Two; Tears Are Falling.
 

Hongki sat on the floor, his physical and mental self messed up in a way that is totally not him.
His disheveled long hair, his tear-stained face.
Even the surrounding he was in, was already depressing enough.

He wanted to scream.
He wanted to cry.
He wanted to give you everything.

He was afraid,most of all dissapointed.
Why couldn't he love you?
Why does he have to lose you?
He believed that if he loved you, it was enough.
You seemed to believe in him as well but all these had to happen.
You just had to leave him and the heart-broken man he is, he stayed unmoved in the changing world.

He gave up everything for you.
First of all, to woo you. To attract you.
It happened.
You fell for him, as hard as he did for you, maybe even more.
then like now, you leave him.
He gave you all his love, he's left with nothing.
Not even the slightest care for himself.
Even if he had die right now, he would if it was for you.

He don't know what else do to right now.
He was in a crossroad.
of either moving on or fight for you.
Moving on without you is never an easy thing that is why he chooses to fight.
But how does he do that?
All he do is cry and scream.
That's all he could do.

The love you both had was definitely enough for each of you but it wasn't enough to let your parents accept him.
Hongki is a good guy, he loved you truly and all but your parents knew better.
Love could do nothing.
It couldn't fill an empty stomach.

It's always like this.
His problems and pain, it's all because of money. Always.
His parents death was because his family owed money,
He had to quit school because he had no money.
He couldn't live proper, no fixed meals because he has no money.
And now, he lose you, the only thing that's keeping him sane, because of money.

He wanted to rob a bank now if eh could but that was beyond him.
Hongki's a nobody, just a weak cahsless guy who's madly in love with you just as you are with him.

He didn't want to be weak, that was the least he could be but the tears were falling again and no matter how hard he tries to stop, both the tears and his hurting heart, it was working nothing.
It was a total fail.

And so, the whole night was spend like all the others.
With tears falling down his pale cheeks.