Amber's POV 'I know you did....but you did not do anything to stop me' I wanted to tell her...'Krys I thought I have hurt more than enough that I won't feel anything if ever I'd see you again...I never----I never thought you could still hurt me much more than that now...and I hate myself that I can't do anything for you' I thought in my head as I bravely stared straight in her eyes... I never expected to see her now...like this... "your selfish...and so unfair" I tried hard not to let any tear fall down my eyes...she smiled but it never reached her eyes... "I had my reasons.."she looked away..*that you chose to hide from me* I answered in my head.. "but see?...you've grown enough..seeing you now, I know I did the right thing" she continued walking ahead of me.. "because I didn't know" I felt my cheeks came wet good thing she can't see nor hear what I've said as she ran excitedly like a kid in a swing from a distant.. FLASHBACK.... "and you expect me to believe that?!" I raised my voice at Top..I looked around and saw people looking at us so I sat back...he told me everything that Krystal was keeping from me and it only made me feel worse...I hated it..kept me asking what did I do wrong... "ask your brother he knows everything...she was hesitating at telling you how she was and talking to your brother didn't really help...he wanted her to stay away from you...he asked her to keep you out of her misery...that she ruined your life and because of that she came to realize everything you've gone through since she came into your life..." "and she didn't realize how I fought for her?she didn't see I was ready to hold her hand all the way?!..I could have endured anything for her...did she---forget that?" "Amber she was blaming herself...and didn't want you to feel how she felt when Yiyun died.." "bulsh*t!...she never considered my feelings...she was only thinking of herself...she wanted me off?fine and you know what? I hate her even more now...why are you telling me this anyway?!what? You wanted me to thank you for only telling me this now?!why bother making me know if she doesn't even bother..." "Amber all I'm asking is...please treat her well like how you used to..please don't avoid her...don't make it hard for her...specially now you came to her drunk maybe you've also given her false hopes now..look we do know you have your own life now..a girlfriend,she's not asking you to take her back...she just wanted you to forgive her and atleast give her a chance to make it up to you..." "you know...."*sigh* "I wish I could too but no I would never want to see her or you again...so please just tell her to go home...and stay out of my life!" -End- I was so mad that day..totally frustrated...I hated myself and wanted to confront my brother but I ended up infront of Ailee's apartment...trying to act cool trying to conceal everything in...she never asked me why but she never left my side either...but then that night when I saw Krys at the bar for the first time that I'm aware of what she's going through, my knees felt weak and yes I was afraid...so afraid that I can't even look at her...I wasn't mad anymore but I was sorry...and now there she is acting like she's all so