Author's POV "Soojung-ah let's just call Top okay?..I don't really know what to do anymore" Jessica said while Krystal was vomitting her whole body chilling...though the younger Jung was weak she reached out her hand to stop her sister who was hugging her real tight... "I'll--be--fine" she said while panting...she always go through this every time her therapy ends and as usual, Jessica found her again infront of their doorstep when they thought she was staying at the hospital under Top's care...Krystal always do that since staying at the hospital with other terminal ill patients makes her feel even worse and she didn't want to see them die one by one...She already accepted her fate but still trying to hold on for her family...her sister always tells her to see baby sooyeon come out and grow...and among all this deep in her heart she's still holding unto Amber... Their mother then came in holding another blanket and wrapped Krystal with it taking her weak body to hold in her arms.. "sorry baby..mommy can't do much for you" the old woman said who broke down in tears.. When finally she felt better, Krystal gathered her strenght to speak.. "mom, is it wrong if I still want to see Amber?" "oh sweetheart if only she's one drive away" their mother amswered.. "I want to see her so bad...and say I am sorry" she said in almost a whisper..."I really want to see her" Krystal continued while she slowly drifted off to sleep.. Jessica was silently listening to her sister and mom's conversation...Krystal always looks for Amber whenever she feels like dying...she always wish to see her but Amber's thousand miles away...She doesn't even know where on earth does the tomboy lives in LA...her husband keeps his mouth shut everytime she asks and even Amber's friends doesn't know too...but this one girl named Suzy may know but the girl always finds a way to avoid her at school.. Jessica thought about it all night...she can't stand not doing anything for her sister anymore...watching her suffer is enough and she wanted atleast to make her happy... ___________________________________________________________________ A soft knock was heard on Krystal's room before the door opened revealing her sister smiling widely at her... "can I sleep here tonight?" Jessica asked sweetly as Krystal nodded in response adjusting to the side of her bed giving space for her sister.... Jessica came in hiding something from her back to which Krystal noticed.. "for me?what is it Unnie?" she asked excitedly.. "if I give this to you now,promise me one thing and only in my conditions"---Jessica "sure what is it?" Jessica then handed over the stuffs she's holding to her sister... Krystal's eyes widened when she realized what it was..."chinjah unnie?!"she stood up and hugged her sister tight..."how?!" she asked... "you know unnie will do anything to make you happy again..." the older Jung answered... "but since I can't come with you, I asked Top to come atleast I'll be at ease when he's with you...he knows what to do if ever youll feel sick again" "thank you unnie..."Krystal said unable to hide her excitement looking at her plane ticket.. "just get back here safe okay?...don't get yourself hurt in any way" Jessica her sister's hair said.. "yes I will promise" Amber's POV A smiled curved up my lips when I saw the called id on my phone screen..I was holding my exam results and I couldn't wait to show her I passed.. "can't wait to see me eh goldfish?" I asked and heard her giggle.. "ofcourse I do what's wrong with that...I haven't seen you for days now I miss you so much" she answered and I could picture out she's pouting right now...I wasn't able to meet her a few days since I was busy preparing for my exams and since I just started my duties at the hospital...I devoted all my time to pass them all so I could show hyung atleast I am really trying hard to make up...he may always be cold towards me but I am not giving up on him...I hope he'll somehow care for me soon...I hope he'll atleast be proud of me getting a degree... "I miss you more...what time should I pick you up?" I promised to take her out to dinner tonight.. "just come over after school I still need to work tonight in part of my friend who got sick"---Ailee "oh okay see you then" The call just ended when my phone rang again thinking it's Ailee, "forgot something again?" It was only silence on the other line causing for me to look at the id...anot