Chapter thirty nine
꽃 Flower
After dumping the lifeless bandit leader’s body to the side, everyone decided that it had been a long enough day and decided to get some rest before helping me figure out the secret mission and actually completing it.
I, on the other hand, decided that I was too tired mentally to sleep so I left the sleeping bunch of Exo M spirits alone and went to get a take of fresh air.
Closing my eyes, I exhaled a deep breath and began walking with just my senses alert. My feet finding its own way, I walked down the familiar road I used to walk every day as a child.
When my eyes opened, I was standing outside my house.
“Hah.” I let out a small laugh, “long time no see.”
Taking a step forward, I attempted to enter my house when my feet suddenly caught onto something and sent me tumbling forwards onto the ground face first.
“A-are you okay?”
I blinked at the startled voice behind me, and my eyebrows furrowed together at the familiar voice.
Heaving myself off the ground, I brushed imaginary dust off my pants as I glanced backwards into the face…
…of Oh Sehun.
My eyes widened dramatically as I just stared at him at a loss of words.
Sehun seemed to be just as confused as me for he stared back at me with eyes as large as mine.
“H-Hey.” He finally said after a few minutes of uncomfortable silence.
“Hi.” I replied as I finally tore my eyes away from him and glanced down at the floor.
“So,” Sehun scratched the back of his neck, “How are you lately?”
I kept my mouth shut as I focused my attention on a small ant trying to heave up a crumb on the ground.
“Soyoung…” Sehun trailed off as he saw that I wasn’t going to speak any time soon, “Are you mad at me?”
I glanced up from the ant to Sehun.
“Yes.” I answered him simply.
“Why are you mad at me?” Sehun looked a bit upset, “Is it because I didn’t prevent you from leaving me?”
I frowned slightly.
“How could you ask such an obvious question?” I kept a strong gaze on him, “Shouldn’t you know the best that the reason why I’m mad at you is because you chose to believe rumours over me?”
Sehun blinked for a bit before he let out a confused laugh.
“But I had always believed you, Soyoung.”
Another round of silence came as my strong gaze faltered into a puzzled one.
“But you said ‘sorry’ and everything…” I trailed off uncertainly, “You told me you needed time to think and-“
“-Didn’t you hear my answer to that question you asked me?”
I paused.
“I…” I stared into Sehun’s face, “I’m not sure.”
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Sehun’s POV
“Do you hate me now?” Soyoung’s lips hitched upwards into a small smirk, “Can you say that you still love me? I’m not the innocent girl you thought I was. I’m just a petty, thieving, cunning little… .”
When Soyoung said those words, I didn’t need a second to think about the answer.
“I’ll never hate you Soyoung,” I answered her calmly and confidently, “Even if you turned into a monster, I will still love you with all my heart. Even if you don’t love me, I’ll still love you with all my all. You know, I felt this sort of connection to you when I first met you…it’s an indescribable feeling that I cannot explain. I…I need some time by myself to confirm some things, so I might need to leave you in this time when you need someone by your side the most so…”
I heaved a deep breath after spilling out all these words in one breath and raised my eyes to look into Soyoung’s.
“…I’m Sorry.”
Soyoung’s eyes widened.
“So…you don’t love me anymore?”
I frowned a little.
Hadn’t I just told her clearly that I will love her no matter what? Or does she think I don’t love her anymore because I need to take some time away from her?
“I…” I was at a loss for words to say, “I need time to think.”
Soyoung’s eyes hardened as she bit her lips so hard that I feared she would draw blood to her lips.
“Good. Then now that you know I’m such a horrible person. You can leave me alone.”
And pressing her lips into a thin line, Soyoung stormed into the palace without waiting for me to say anything more.
All I could do was stare at the palace walls with confusion.
Just what exactly…did I do wrong to make her so upset?
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Soyoung’s POV
My intention of coming to my house was to get a breath of fresh air and maybe think about some things.
Yet all I got out of it was an even more confused state of mind after bumping into Sehun.
So…Sehun never doubted me in the first place?
I cried my heart out for nothing? I held feelings of great disappointment for nothing?
I felt a sense of relief wash over me as Sehun explained the scenar
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