Hyoyeon’s POV

Wow. Great. Awesome views here. Great sceneries. I have been sitting up here for 45 minutes after taking off my make up in the toilet. I just want to relax myself. I just don’t want to have the feeling of me being an idol as of now. I want to be a normal human being like those people below.

If you’re asking where I’m sitting right now, rooftop. Yes. I’m sitting at the rooftop.  If you’re curious about what’s the feeling like, it’s awesome. There’s slight win blowing and my face is fresh, free of makeup. I feel like a normal person now.

I am just sitting here; thinking about what is happening to my life. Career? Sure, lots of haters, I don’t mind. I can’t change their thinkings anyway. Love life? Just it. I screwed them up totally. Best friends? Of course I have. Sunny. I feel like I can’t be best friends with Jessica anymore. She’s closer with Taeyeon now of course there’s nothing wrong since they’re dating. But right now I can’t even tell her how I feel about Taeyeon. Maybe because Taeyeon’s her girlfriend now?

But now, I regard Sunny as my best friend. She knows every little thing about me. From how am I doing in the morning, to night, to have I had my meals, to how I feel, to my feelings for Taeyeon. Basically everything.

I wonder what my members are doing right now. Are they gonna find me? I’ve been missing for 50 minutes, almost an hour.

Manager oppa most probably settling