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I only miss you when I'm breathing

Impatiently she looked at her watch. He was already late. Sora looked up as she heard fast footsteps approaching.

 

>>I'm sorry.<< Chaejin said while catching his breath. >>The schedule took longer than I thought.<<

 

>>No need to run<<, she told him and held out his iPod.

 

>>Thank you~.<< He smiled.

 

>>I bought your CD today.<<

 

>>Really? Thank you very much.<< His smile was getting even bigger.

 

>>You didn't get much sleep, didn't you? You should rest more.<<

 

>>I'm really tired but it's okay.<<

 

>>Schedule and school is hard, isn't it?<<

 

>>Yes it is.<< He looked exhausted. >>Would you like to. . .walk around for a bit?<<

 

>>Don't you want to go home and sleep?<<

 

>>No, it's okay.<<

 

>>Hm. . .okay then.<<

 

They started walking and ended up being at a park.

 

>>Can I ask you something?<<, Chaejin asked and sat down on a bench.

 

Sora nodded and sat next to him.

 

>>When I met you for the first time, why were you crying?<<

 

>>Because. . .they talked about me being just like . . .my mother<<, she whispered. >>Whenever I think of her I start crying. . .<<

She rubbed her eyes in order to hide the tears forming in her eyes.

 

>>Are you okay telling me what. . .happened?<<

 

Sora looked up. >>She died.<<, she muttered.

 

>>You don't have to<<, he immediately said.

 

>>I'll only tell you. . .<< She swallowed before she continued.

>>My mother. . .she didn't found out that she had cancer until it was already too late. . .and she. . .she hadn't told me until she got. . .until she got hospitalized. To this time her condition was already too bad.<< Tears were strolling down her cheeks but she didn't mind. She cried in front of Chaejin. She felt comfortable around him so she didn't even bother to hide her tears. >>A week after she went into hospital, she. . . died<<, she whispered.

 

Chaejin froze. He didn't know what to do with a crying girl next to him. He got out a tissue and handed it to her.

 

>>I'm sorry<<, he told her and tried hard to held back his own tears.

 

>>I cried for a long time and I only stopped for sleeping. Then my aunt forced me to eat. . .my father came to the funeral. It was just my father, my aunt and me. . .I refused to go to school so my aunt taught me at home.<< She looked at Chaejin and saw his tearing eyes. He reached out his arms and pulled her into a hug.

 

>>I often thought. . .of. . .killing myself. . .there was nothing that could held me a live. My aunt cared for me, but I didn't love her as much as I loved my mother. I didn't see my father often enough to love him as much as I should. . .friends I didn't have.<<

 

For a while, they just hugged each other without speaking.

 

>>Why. . .why didn't you have friends?<<

 

>>Because. . .I once had a best friend in California but he moved back to Seoul. After that I became a loner. My friend back then, never replied on my letters, he never called me. . .<<

 

>>Is this old friend. . .L.Joe?<<

 

>>Yes. . .<<, she muttered.

 

 

After Sora had stopped crying they left the park and separated.

 

>>I'll see on Monday.<< Chaejin smiled and waved goodbye.

 

>>Bye.<< She smiled back at him.

 

As she walked home, the guy with his camera carefully followed her.

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kimkibumk #1
Chapter 45: woow this was really nice ^*^
ji-yeol #2
Chapter 1: i love this :') <3
Moricchi
#3
Chapter 44: Can I revive L and make him my personal prisoner? Pwease? *puppy eyes* He was the most smoldering, adorable, cute, PERFECT character ever and EVERYTHING I look for in a stalker romance. Venus, he was amazing. You did awesome. L, saranghae. I luveded you, Ellie. I luvded you~ *if anyone, anyone at ALL understands that reference in the last line, you are awesome*
sofina11 #4
The ending was well... Different I guess...
shmur_itskurry #5
Aww our Myunggie!
Still this story DAEBAK! ^-^
Cutie_TT #6
uwaaaaah!! sad ending...Myungsoo and L.joe are both damm hot so i accept your desicion...<3
-cheesecake
#7
Daebak! Sad but right choice...
OH MYUNGSOO AH
IF ONLY U WERENT SO CREEPY...
TingSi
#8
Ah hate this. I would totally leave with L ...no...but i guess sora made the right desicion
sugarandalmonds
#9
i am L bias , but it is a wise decision in the end,
i respect that, sincerely though i am still lonely about L's death,although from the tittle itself i have a 5% feeling from the beginning that he might die,
but it's a wonderful/hearth warming story.
congrats on finishing this
sofina11 #10
I HATE YOU!
I don't really but... still :(