"Why do you want to kill youself?" "You told me to be happy"

------    My lips quiver. I never knew I'll see the person I hate the most be here. All those years of bullying seems to crash within myself. Ever since Dad left and never came back, I shut myself out of the world. I discovered how much I cling onto people pretending to be nice. I look up at him, not uttering a word. I'm tired. I really am. Namjoon snickers at me, probably mocking me. I met him during elementary and he was one of those big kids who'd mess with my younger self. I mean it was my own fault, becoming a stoic person that prefers to be alone. He's been tormenting with words and mocking me verbally. But I guess . . .everybody does that. They don't know how words really affect people. People think they've been a lot when others hold it in for so long. For so damn long. Holding it in and not expressing it, it ing hurts a whole lot.   Namjoon surprisedly ruffles my hair, "Kid. I hadn't seen you since awhile" My jaw drops and I didn't even know what to say. He's actually smiling at me.   "Look kid. I been a horrible person but I guess puberty hits and . . .VOLA!!" He waves his hands slightly. "People change for the best" I deeply look at him, scanning him basically. He's seems a bit fashionable wearing a black t-shirt with overalls with combat boots. I put on a slight smile.   "I wonder what happened to you," I look up to him, my eyes squint suspiously as scan his face. "Hmmmm". I look closer as he awkwardly pushes me away. He starts to laugh, "maybe . . .we could actually be good friends".   "Uhh I guess. Good luck because I'm a ," I cover my mouth as I rub the nape of my neck awkwardly. "I mean you know . . .rough childhood made me who I am, ya know?" I tilt my head and smile. He sits next to me as he continues to talk about what's he has gone through high school and all that crap. I didn't even know it but my tears in my eyes disappear right when he ruffled my hair. I guess my heart feels a bit warm after that. After that class, I walk with Namjoon as he sees Jimin and Nini waiting for us at the end of the hallway. "Shorty!!" I cup my hand to my mouth to shout his nickname. He instinctly blushes as he turns his face away. I smirk at him as I run up to them with Namjoon keeping up with me. I put my hand over Jimin's shoulder, walking to the cafeteria.   "Yah! Stop calling me shorty, I ate more bowls of rice than you," Jimin pouts at me as he attempts to remove my arm. I pull him even closer to me as our cheeks touch. He snuggles his cheek next to mine, "Kookie. You're so cute". My cheeks were basically on fire as I push him away. He snorts at me, ruffling my hair. I couldn't help but cover my face with my arm. Jimin was no help but making me blush even more when he keeps teasing on about my cheeks. On the other hand, Nini and Namjoon seem to get along walking side by side together. Then out of nowhere, Jimin wraps his arms around my waist behind me. He swings me side by side as I try to pull away. Both of us couldn't stop laughing.   "Stop swinging Jungkook, Jimin!" Nini pulls Jimin by his sides and tugs as we all fall. Nini didn't break our fall instead I was literally on top of Jimin. Nini gets help from Namjoon as he pulls her up. Jimin sneaks his arms around my waist. He's really sly! He pulls me closer as he nuzzles his head on my chest! Like bro, hold up. We aren't doing what I think we doing? Like cuddling? Are you ing serious?! I abruptly get up but his hold on my waist is too strong. So we both just lay there, normally. "Can you let go?" I whines as he just sofly chuckles.   "Jimin and Jungkook. Can you both stop lying on the floor? Like I need my food," Nini puts her hand on her hip, waiting for us to get up. We both get up as dust ourselves as we walk to the cafeteria. I couldn't help myself but smile softly. Jimin showing affection makes me feel all warm and cozy, yet my reactions seem angry at him most of the time. Nini got her food and she even gives some to Namjoon. Her phone vibrates as she answers.   "Taehyung?" I could tell she likes that worker dude by her change of voice especially when she's around Taehyung or Jimin. Namjoon tilts his head in confusion, maybe he knows Taehyung. "Oh? Really? Just us?!" She frantically jumps up and down. "Okay!" She hangs up and holds her phone tightly on her chest. Her eyes squint and this goofy stupid grin appears on her face. "Guys, Taehyung asked me on a date!!" Okay. Maybe she didn't like Jimin. Oh thank god. I sigh in relief as Namjoon still looks at her in confusion. "You guys know Taehyung. Kim Taehyung?" We all slowly nodded as he sighs. "That kid . . .he's trying his best now".   What? We all look at him weirdly. Taehyung seems like a guy who's lived such a happy life or so we all thought. From his extrovertness, I thought he