"​Telling the truth and making someone cry is better than telling a lie and making someone smile"

              ----------------         "​He's not even ing here!!" I burst out the Park's house. Ruffling my hair aggressively, my eyes b with tears. Taehyung's footsteps stop in their tracks. I turn around to face him. "H-he's in Gwacheon . . . "     Taehyung bitterly smiles at me. His expression darkens within seconds. "First, he disappeared and now . . .my girlfriend's missing too". We both sacastically giggle. Then he chokes back a cry. His tears falling down his dry cheeks as he crouches down, burying his face with his hands. I cover my face as well, hiding my tears. Why did he have to leave me?! I know he had to leave for his father . . .right? All these questions store into my mind. Seokjin is a doctor . . .but why is Jimin staying over there? Unless, Seokjin has his own clinic in Gwacheon. Maybe Jimin's dad is staying there? But why would he break up with me over text if he's staying nearby Seoul. I could just take a train to Gwacheon from Seoul. Damn it, Jimin. You keep making me into someone I don't even know.     ​I used to be that person who hates waiting for someone. I was impatient. I was ruthless. I wasn't calm or anything like that. I always had this bottled up anger inside of me. I used to hold it in. Nowadays, all these emotions stir into my stoic life. All these outbursts and tears. Why do I have to go through them? I don't even know who I am anymore. Now that I love someone, I take death not so lightly as I used. I mean if a car was approaching me, I wouldn't back away. If I fallen down a cliff, I wouldn't scream for help. That's just a part of me of wanting to die. I wouldn't mind. But, I have someone waiting for me. Someone precious to me.     Suga puts his hands into his pockets, looking at us with fierce eyes. "You guys are not giving up. We'll find them both".     "​What's the point of finding them if they don't want us to find them?" Taehyung gets up, dusting his shoulder. Suga mockingly laughs at him. I just squat down a bit, looking at the cement.     "​You want to find them, right?" Suga pats Taehyung's shoulder. "If you love her, then prove to her. Don't let her go. You love that person? Then show her all you've got". I didn't know why but my heartbeat increases. Hearing these words, I'll prove to him that I'm not someone to back down over some petty issues. I love him, if he's going somewhere, then I am. I'll show him. Taehyung throws a fit of laughter of Suga's comforting words. It was the first time I'd ever make such an effort for someone. Jihyun appears out of nowhere, clapping his hands slowly.     "​I'm rooting for you guys! Hwaiting!" he lifts his fist up as we did the same. Walking back to the hotel, Namjoon and Hoseok were already there. Sitting on chairs, on their phones.     "I'll stay here to find Nini," we all look at Taehyung surprisedly. "She just can't leave anywhere without her wallet. Something's up".     "​Taehyung, I'll stay with you," Namjoon pats his shoulder reassurely. Hoseok also joins with them two. I guess it's just me and Suga heading to Gwacheon. We bid our goodbyes to them, I turn around to see Taehyung running to me. He gives me a necklace with a cross. I just look at him with a confused expression. Taehyung just shoves it to me and the train arrives. The crowd pushes me aw