"​You can break me, hurt me, and abandon me. Make me suffer. But don't you dare say that I have hurted you".           -------------------             Where the hell I am? Why is it so dark? I slowly open my eyes. Everything's a blur. My eyes adjust slowly to the light. I rub my eyes to see Nini sleeping on the chair next to me. I sit up, massaging my sides. I wonder where's everyone else. I wonder where Jimin's at. Seeing him running away from me made my heart sank. Why did he run away? I shake my head and rub my temples. Nini shifts a bit in her sleep, her hair all over her face. I face to the side of my bed, leaning towards her. I brush her bangs away from her face. It's strange. Her eyes were closed yet her tears are overflowing. She stifles a sob.     I shift back to my bed as I lay down facing her. Her arms were crossed as her knees were slightly up. She must be cold. Right when I thought that, Taehyung comes in with a pink blanket. He gives me a sad grin, sitting next to the chair by Nini's. Taehyung tucks her in the blanket as she snuggles into it. He softly laugh as he look up at me. I chuckle lowly as the silence engulfs us in peace.    

" . . .Jungkook . . .," Taehyung uses a really soft tone. "We found Jimin . . .".

 

 

I sit up abruptly, my heart racing anxiously. "Where the hell is he?"

 

"Are you sure you're prepared?" Taehyung leans forward. I nod my head quickly. "He has a chronic heart disease. He can't see any of us now. Because he chose to be alone. I know you're stubborn and want to see him. Right now, we're back in Seoul".

 

 

I get up and angrily punch the wall causing Nini to wake up in shock. "!!" My tears fall again. I wonder how many times I cried for him. I don't what to do. All I wanted is to see him. Why can't he be simple and let me see him?! If he's sick, he should've told me. Why the is he like this?! He always put the pain to himself. I'm here for him and he knows it. Why?! Why?! Why?! I repeatedly punch the wall, making a lot noises and holes. I don't care anymore. Jimin is making everything harder for everyone. I'm tired of it. Sometimes I can't wait anymore.

 

 

This is the last straw. I can't take anymore. If he wanted to protect me, this isn't it. He's driving this relationship farther apart. The red string that connects us is slowly dis