"God only gave me pain and sadness. There's no hope".

Nini's POV

Seeing Jungkook's lifeless face scared me. I never knew my heart woulf just break into pieces. Something precious to me is hurt and I couldn't do anything about it. I'm so sorry Jungkook and Jimin. I'm so ing sorry. All I want for them is to be happy. I just want them to be happy together. I really do love them. All of them. Taehyung, Yoongi, Namjoon, Jungkook, Jimin, and even Hoseok. I want them to be smile and live their lives without regrets. If only we all didn't had these flaws that destroy our sanity. What a weird group of friends we are. My tears start to fall as I choke back a sob. Taehyung hugs me from behind like always. Waiting anxiously makes the voice in my head even worse.

I suffered from depression but nobody even cared enough. Then tell me to get over with it. It's like telling a person born blind to see. Taehyubg reminds of myself except I never took action like he does. It scares me to lose Taehyung. His existence makes me want to live my life. I really am head over heels over him. He glances over at me as I give a soft smile, he grabs my hand and kisses the back of it. My cheeks flush as I scoot away from him.

He's the only thing that makes me feel like this. Not even Jimin could make me feel blissful and bubbly. 

"Yah! Taehyung stop!!" I push him away as he starts to laugh. Few minutes ago, I was all depressed. Waiting for Kookie. But, Taehyung's aura always brighten the mood. Hoseok laughs as well. Even if times get rough, you have to get up and be happy. You're alive and breathing. 

That's what I use to think. Everything fell apart when my depression consumed my mind. I never told anyone about my minor case of schizophrenia. I hate hearing that voice. That voice just makes me want to die. I can never be happy because of my overwhelming thinking. I hate it. But, that voice is shoving reality in my face. 

I hear footsteps rushing to the E.R room. I see the doctor who owns the clinic. Seokjin was his name. I seen him before though. He runs off pass by me, looking directly into my eyed as he pass by. Our eyes lock in slow motion. His eyes are filled with tears. It's scary to be a surgeon. What if you can't save your patient? Being a doctor means helping others in the best satisfyingly way. I can't do that. 

"Seokjin?" Namjoon questions himself as we oddly look at him. His face looking a bit hurt. I wonder if Namjoon knows this guy. Probably. I shrug off my curiousness as I look up on the clock. So ing slow. It keeps on ticking. Making my heart stop every time. I want Jungkook to be okay. 

Heavy footsteps were heard as we all look up to see Yoongi breathless. This was the first time I seen him run like that. He just puts his hands on his hips, lowering his head. I never knew he could run til he's sweating like there is no tomorrow. No way. It's really is a mystery why Yoongi ran. He actually cares about Jungkook?! 

"Yoongi . . ." I get up to see if he's alright. He leans his head on my shoulder. Geez. I could already feel Taehyung's eyes turner darker. I swear he is an overly jealous boyfriend. But I love him still.

Yoongi looks at us as he clears his throat. "Jungkook got ran over by a truck and . . .I think I saw Jimin".