"The wasted years, the wasted youth, the pretty lies, the ugly truth"

            ​Nini's POV --------------         ​That damn intern slammed me against the wall, whispering those haunting words saying how I wasn't able to save Jimin either. I was just caught up in the moment. I didn't mean to say that to him. Not all doctors can make miracles. I flinch a bit and close my eyes. Surprisedly I felt something against my lips. I opened my eyes, pushing him away. No. He can't just kiss some stranger. The more I pushed him away, he kissed me even more. I'm disgusted by this. Why is he kissing me?! My tears started to roll down my cheeks. He stopped as I slapped him across the face. My glare turned to ice. I hate this man. But, he gently kissed my teardrop, I pushed him away.       "Get the away from me!!" I cried out, anger filled into my thoughts. I only love Taehyung. Taehyung is always there. I don't want to ever betray Taehyung.     "How amusing. You don't remember your own childhood friend?" He hugs me gently. Suddenly my heart starts to pound loudly. As a child, I only lived in Korea for about a year and made no friends like always. When I was in 6th grade, there was a friend I met online. His name was under Pinkyfood, but I called him Pinky. The website had cute little animals we had as avatars as we played together. It was a lonely time but I had faith in Pinky. His words were soothing. I knew he's from Gwacheon and he was already in high school. We grew a bond without us even knowing. But I forgot everything and left back to America when I was thirteen.       "P-pinky?" I looked up to him, my heart racing. He was the one there when I was bullied and I would text him out of comfort. "You know I have a boyfriend . . . and aren't you . . .biual?"       "No duh. But, I just missed you so damn much. I waited for this moment for so long ever since Jimin met me and I overheard him calling you," he came closer, holding me tighter. "I finally met you". The person who brought me a little hope into this world is real. He's ing real. My hands started to twitch. Aching. Aching to hug him tightly. Taehyung's suicide attempt appeared in my mind, I pushed Seokjin away. He sadly looked into my eyes. "I have a boyfriend! We just met in real life . . . . "       ​" . . .we just met in the wrong time in the wrong place. . .it's funny. . . ," he laughs sadly, cracking his voice a bit. "I'm sorry. I'm horrible, not being able to save a good friend of yours. I wish we met before you've met Taehyung". He grabs my hand, pulling it close to his heart. "I just needed you, it hurts. The past years of being a doctor, I've been telling people . . .that their loved ones died and it hurts. I was praised for being a great doctor. I'm lonely and I hate it. I just want somebody to vent to like before. Plus, my boyfriend recently broke up with me".       "​Who's your boyfriend?" A smirk formed on my lips. He immediately started to turn red. "Who's this special person?". I hold both his hands, shaking up and down. "Tell meeeee"     "N-namjoon . . . .,"' Immediately I almost flipped out and burst out laughing. I never knew Namjoon was with Seokjin. I just can't---- wait. They broke up. His expression darkened a bit. "I love him so much, he just---- broke up-----" he sobs loudly now, letting it all out. I hold onto to him, patted his back for comfort. He hugged me tightly, since he was clearing a giant compared to me, I was squished real bad. I started to cough a bit as he letted go.       "I'm sorry. I just need someone," his face comes closer to me. Nope. Nope. No! I pushed him away, but his grip is really strong. He kissed my lips again, this time gently. I closed my eyes. This is the worst mistake I ever made in my life. He deepened the kiss as I opened my eyes in surprise. He finally stopped and smiled so sweetly. But Taehyung's face flashed into my eyes. "I can't be that someone!! Sorry!!" I ran away from him, crying a bit. Why did I kissed him back?     -------   Jimin's POV           "You kissed her?!" I facepalmed. "So you knew her, no wonder . . . ". He obviously eavedrop on my conversations on the phone. He would also ask me about if I had girls as friends. Seokjin always ask if I knew someone from America. He knew it was her. But, I never expect him to even kiss her since he was head over heels in love with Namjoon. I knew Namjoon and him were in a relationship. I guess somehow everyone is connected to one another.       It was fate to bring us all together. I can't believe the outcomes of us meeting all together. All those inevitable things. I really hate it yet love the thrill of facing my problems upfront. All these inside feelings are slowly peeling off, all the masks I wore is peeling off. I don't know how I ended up so negative. It's funny to see how much we all could change. How we all have these feelings. Jungkook. Ever since he arrived, I could face my problems. One by one. I close my eyes as I inhale the fresh air of the window where the raindrops gently touchs my cheek. I've been sick for so ing long and held it in all in. My stomach twists in agony as I wince abit, Seokjin gets up and puts his hand on my side.       "Don't stress. I can't lose another patient okay?" He massages my sides a bit as I end up laughing a bit. "Keep smiling, Jimin. As a doctor, I want you to be happy". He ruffles my hair as I pout. The nurse comes in and calls over to Seokjin. He waves a quick bye and leaves me alone. Me being happy? Right now, my life is falling apart and I thought I was happy. I thought I was happy. I used to be so naive and made myself think I was happy. Is there such a thing like happiness? Happiness is temperary, only lasts in moments but not forever. I lay down, clutching my sides. It hurts to be happy right now. I wonder if I close my ey