​"I'm always here for you, but why aren't you here for me?

          -------------     Suga's head is still pressed against my chest. He face his head sideways to avoid my chest. The train shakes a bit causing him to fall onto my chest. His flushed cheeks start to bother me. Why was he so flustered? He obviously avoid my gaze. I don't understand Suga. He's all talk, but no bite. Words are harsher than actions, so I guess that's his strength. His long eyelashes makes me intensely look at him. He looks up. Our faces are oddly close. His cheeks turn even more pink, his ears are visibly red. I don't know why but I feel like he has this crush on me instead of Jimin.     "Hey . . .," I poke his side. "Why are you avoiding my gaze?". He just stubbornly ignores my words. I sigh loudly.  

"Do you like me that much?" I sacastically lowly chuckle, causing him to glare at me. His eyebrows creases as he frowns. Maybe I shouldn't have said that. Okay, now I'm regretting my words. God. Please have mercy on my soul.

 

"Y-you're just too close! It's not like I like you damn it," He pushes me slightly as I bump into someone's back. Damn it, Suga. Why are you such a tsundere? Like you clearly are embarassed. I turn around to see a sinister smirk with dark eyes. That damn intern doctor. I already was frowning as he waves hi to me. I look away from him. He has this insignificant aura, something's off with that smile.

 

"Oh, son. You're looking for Jimin?" That had the audacity to mention Jimin. Of course I'm looking for him. I cross my arms as I make eye contact with him. Even, Suga starts to glare at him.

 

"Wow. I'm surprised you guys don't know about it," He laughs to himself causing me to grab his collar.

 

"Where the is Jimin at?" My voice cracks a bit. I really want to find him no matter what. Even if I had to deal with this person who makes me uncomfortable. "Tell me right now!!". All eyes were on me. I don't give a what others think. My mind is blank, my heart is pounding loudly. My answer is here.

 

"He ran away from my clinic. Something's developed in his guts. Like someone crushed his insides, he's awfully sick," His words broke my heart into pieces. Jimin was sick the whole time? My tears fall slowly. I was worried about myself instead him. He was always smiling, but he never told me. I wish he could be honest with me. If only he told me about it, I wouldn't be in this damn position in the first place!! . Jimin, why didn't tell me? I thought you could trust me. My eyes lower as I bit my bottom lip. Suga's hand reach my shoulder. He soothely rubs my back as I choke back my sob. "He . . .didn't tell you guys. I knew it. The poor kid is running away  . . .".

 

The intern puts a grimace look, his eyes look sadder. I didn't why but my heart stopped for one second. Jimin's running away . . .for what? Why is he running away from everything? I don't understand. I know he doesn't want to bre