"​I'll wait for you because you're worth it"

                  --------------             Wait. Time's ticking in the hospital. I'm sitting nearby a window, the rain following the pattern of how my heart beats. Pip-pat. Pip-pat. Today seems like a solemn day ever since yesterday happened. I guess I'll live my life in Seoul, but I need to wait for him. Jimin. I wonder what's he doing. I hope he is doing well. Maybe right now, he's looking at the rain from the window. My eyes feel heavy as I yawn slowly prepping myself to sleep. But all that changes when Suga comes in, breathing heavily.       He smiles at me with a small chuckle. I sit up, smiling back. "What are you doing here?".      

He holds up some lamb skewers, making me smile even more. He opens the box of skewers, he holds one near my mouth. "Say ahhh". I shake my head, chuckling. But I end up taking a bite from it. Suga ruffles my hair, he's starting to treat me like a little brother. Unlike my brother. We sit there chatting away while eating lots of lamb skewers.

 

 

"So, you're interested in singing?" Suga's aura change immediately. He's so passionate about music. "You can sing my songs then!". My blush appears brightly on my cheeks. Me singing?! I don't have a passion, but I guess singing isn't too bad. Do I like singing? My mind races as my heart beats. I really do have a thing for singing especially singing RnB songs.

 

 

"I'll sing a little bit and see what you think," I clear my throat a bit. Making weird noises before singing. I start to sing a song from Big Bang of course, in my best voice that I can try. Suga's grin grows wider making me crack a bit. He starts to laugh as I laugh while singing. "I like your singing a lot"

 

 

I cover my face with my hands, being embarassed. He ruffles my hair again, making me look up at him. It's funny how a week ago, he was my sworn enemy. But, he warmed up to me as I did too. I learned a lot about him. He's an underground rapper under the name Suga or Agust D. He worked at the pizzaria and a convient store for five years, also working at other places. He met Jimin in high school where he was a bit of a rebel, Jimin was pretty popular and still wore glasses. I hadn't seen Jimin wear glasses for awhile since Taehyung's makeover on him and our first date.

 

 

But what hit me was Suga still loves Jimin. He's still hung up onto Jimin even though the ending is obvious. He won't be able to get what he wants. I'm not sure if I should even open up to him if he liked Jimin. I'm really jealous sometimes. If only I met Jimin before, maybe my life wouldn't be so painful. But I also realize how much Suga and I had so much things in common. But to me, he suffered more than me. We both were suffering a rough way of growing up. As little kids, all we ever wanted was a dream where we are passionate about. As we grow up, those childlike dreams fade away because we know we can't reach them. But, if I were passionate, maybe. Just maybe. Maybe I'll be a