Author's Note
Two Different Worlds
First of all, I am deeply sorry for finally reappearing on AFF now. The past year has been rough on me, what's with juggling between school, work and social life. I'm sorry for not answering to the messages and comments you left. I've read them all, and I'm sorry I could have not answered you personally and sooner.
Secondly, I know I've always told you, convinced you, even, that I would finish this story no matter what. During the duration of my hiatus, I have been continuously thinking of how I was supposed to end it. I re-read my story since the beginning, and I could not help but feel... I don't know, ridiculous? Embarrassed? Thank you so much for appreciating the story and even loving it. But for me myself, re-reading it makes me very uncomfortable. Something that you wrote when you were seventeen (at least I thought I was seventeen back then) did not quite represent your thoughts and ideas when you are nineteen, that's what I believe.
And while it is really upsetting for me for not knowing if I still have the same spirit which originally drove me to write this story in the first place, I think I have improved my writing skill, overall. So maybe I won't finish this story, but will come up with a new story or two. Maybe not a novel 68 chapters long, but one, or two-shots. Or short story. More mature, less fangirl side of me shown. Maybe not OppaxOC, but about something else (I'm thinking of Super21, or Soshibang...).
Please leave a comment on this story, I wanna know what you're thinking. If you are disappointed, or if you want to read my new stories (or not), or if you have idea how I should finish this one, or if you think I have to delete my existence in AFF and move to another planet, just tell me on the comments. At this point I am ready to face anything you have to say to me. :) Thank you for all this time, it's been fun when it lasted :)
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