There are so many things that I regretted...

Mom: You broke up with him?

Continuation:

Me: i dont know...Mom, I'm going to bed now

I was tired alright..heading to bed early.. Tired of everything happening to me...

Mom: But... your...

Me: Yes?

I turned to her to give her her a exhausted look.

Mom: Never mind... go to sleep now

I locked my door behind me and jumped into my bed that minute. I the air-condition and lie down on my bed staring at my ceiling.

Suddenly, my phone rang and I jumped up immediately.

Me: hello?

I asked in a irritated tone.

It took me awhile to almost fall asleep and this phone call just prevented me from doing so... whoever disturbed my peace..This person must be a jerk!

L: Suzy.....

Oh god, it's him.

Me: Yes?

I tried to emit an irritating tone despite the excitedness conceiving inside me.

L: Can i say something?

Me: What do you think?

L: Just listen

Me: Im going to sleep.

I slammed the phone down that instant and I regretted it the next minute.

I went back to my bed and suddenly, I felt myself imagining that I was in his embrace.

I remembered that time when we slept together. It was so warm and cosy..his embrace felt safe... Everything was wrong for me, but I still felt right.

While now? Everything seems right, my mom, my family, my school, but I felt wrong! Wrong! Wrong! Wrong!

The scene ran over my head again, the time he saved me from Yoseob, how he waited for me after class, I mean I waited for him, haha..it was the best days...

Maybe I should hear him explain...

Yes, I guess so...

I sat up straight in my bed and took my cordless phone out and started to dial.

The fingers were trembling you know... I was just so nervous

Then the line went through...

Me: Ha...Halo?

The words finally came out, I was so afraid to speak.

Me: Hello?

why isnt anyone replying?

Me: Hello?

I called out again...

Krystal: you are yoyo?

Oh... it's her...w..why???

I suddenly felt my spirits dampening...