L is angry?
To know, To meet,To love, To part.I straightened my uniform and make sure I looked ok.
I stepped down and I was expecting L
I remembered what he told me yesterday. He said that he would see me under my block in the morning today...
I waited downstairs by the lift, no one...
If he is not going to come, then I will be late for school.. Nah... It seems like he isnt coming.. its getting late
School has already started and im seriously late
I hurried off to school
Teacher: Suzy! What time is it now?
Me: 10
Teacher: It's almost time to go home and you just came?
I went to my seat and sat down, taking out my books and then I felt the teacher glaring at me through her thick spectacles.
Teacher: take out your history textbook, not your Maths book.
I looked into my bag. I forgot to bring my books to school.
I looked at the teacher tongue tied.
Teacher: Get out of my class
I grab my bag and books and get out of the class.
I knew it was a mistake, to go to school.
I walked out of the school feeling very disappointed.
Why didn't he come today? And I noticed something in class just now. Ljoe didn't come again..
Did they get into another fight?
That must be it! I ran to the old lady's shop.
Me: Auntie, has something bad happen toL?
Old Woman: Yes...
Me: Where are they now???
Old woman: I cant tell... I dont want you to get involved.. its dangerous
Me: Please tell me... please...
Old woman: It's going to be over soon. Few more minutes and I'll tell you where to find them.
I sat there frustrated. Something had happen and she didn't want to tell me.
Old Woman: Alright, they are now at the basketball court. Go find them.
I looked at her with gratitude and thanked her.
I ran all the way to the court and I saw a big group of guys lying on the floor.
I ran over to Ljoe immediately and helped him to sit down.
Me: Are you ok?
He looked like he is really injured. There is blood. I was so terrified, not because of the blood, but because I didn't know what kind of pain he is feeling now.
I helped him up slowly to a bench and then I saw L
He was still at the court. I then ran over to help him up. Then when I turned over to look at Ljoe I saw her beside him again.
After that, I caught L looking at me.
There was sadness in his eyes and his eyes are red. I assume that he must be feeling very pain now...
Me: Does the wounds hurt alot?
L: I feel hurt, pain...
Me: Do you want to come up to my house first?
L: No, go away.. just get lost.
Me: B..But...
L: I say... GO AWAY! SCRAM!!!!
Ljoe: YAH! what are you shouting at her for?
I looked over at Ljoe and back to L I don't know what I did to make him angry, but the hatred in his eyes... i could see that...i felt tears welling up..
I left the place. There was no point for me to stay. He doesn't appreciate my help.
I went back to find the old lady. The moment I stepped in, she stared at me.
Old woman: Why did you have to let yourself get hurt againand again?
Me: What do you mean?
Old woman: Ljoe, he already has a girlfriend.
Me: I know... But I still like him very much...
Old woman: Since this person doesn't appreciate, don't let yourself get back and get hurt again.
Me: And why does L seems to hate me?
Old Woman: Go find the answer from him yourself.
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