*Morning

Mom: Suzy, do you want to bring the... Er... The name...Yoseob... bring him back home, I want to talk to your boyfriend

My mom suddenly asked while I was sipping some coffee on the table for breakfast.

In the end, I spitted out everything in my mouth in the bowl of cereal in front of me.

Mom: What's the matter?

She stared at me in astonishment.

Me: It's not Yoseob!!!.. It's L!!

I suddenly became aware of how bad I felt. When the name L came out of my mouth, I felt sad.

I was so desperate to want him back,but i didnt have the guts to confront him. Even if I do ask him, what would he say?

The answer would probably be negative...

Mom: Oh, L Bring him back today?

Me: Ar... We'll see how... Gotta go to school now...

I stepped out the door of the house quickly and closed the door behind me.

I didn't want my mom to find out that we had become like this... It's terrible...

I walked on and on and the thoughts flowed around in the tiny brain of mine, refusing to go away.

Suddenly, bomp*

I realised that I had collided into Ljoe

Me: Sorry...

Ljoe: You're crying again?

me: No... I'm not

Ljoe: But you look as if you are going to...

I lowered my head and looked at the ground, not responding.

Ljoe: If it's about L, then don't think so much...

Suddenly, my eyes lit up. What did he meant?

Ljoe: Do you believe that he's someone like that?

I shook my head, I don't believe.

Ljoe: Since you don't, then try believing in him. I've known him for so long, I know what he's like. Just don't think so much

Me: You mean he don't mean to do this to me?

Ljoe: I guess so

Me: What about Krystal?

Ljoe: She... ar haha... It's hard to explain to you...

The bell went and we went for class. What he had just said had given me new hope... I should believe in what i feel...