Explanation
To know, To meet,To love, To part.Who was he talking to?
Me? He was looking at me...
I shook my head quietly as I saw Krystal walking away.
He turned to look at Krystal
L: Krys!
But she did not turn her head over, she just continued walking.
He then turned his focus back to me.
L: I'm sorry...
What I felt next was his embrace... Tears of hate, love and relief washed over me, but I felt angry.
I pushed him away immediately.
Me: What do you think you are doing?
L: I...
The innocent expression hung on his face made me want to believe him again, but the words just flew out of my mouth.
Me : One minute you are so nice to me, and the next, you treat me like dirt!
L: No... I can explain...
Me: Explain? Explain why you two timed me or what?
L: Sorry...
Me: Is that all you can say?
I felt my tears of frustration conceiving in my heart. Well.. No way was I going to let them fall.
L: No, but I need to talk to you...
Me: Talk? What do you have to say? Excuses for yourself??
By then, I realised that I was mumbling and talking like an angry child. The flame of anger in my heart just could not be put off.
L: Ok, give me five minutes, I need a chance to explain.
Me: No, I don't want to hear you say anything anymore! You get out of my life!
He held on to my arm forcefully to stop me from going away, but I pushed him away.
Then, I think I heard him fell to the ground. Was I so strong to be able to push him so hard that he fell?
I wanted to turn back to apologise, but I...
I don't know what the hell was happening in my head.
It just refuses to listen to my heart. I continue stomping away from the place.
Then, a sentence of his stopped me.
L: Don't you love me anymore?
I stopped in my tracks, but did not turn back.
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