Maybe... maybe it was just a misunderstanding? I tried to assure myself that he won't do such a thing to me , yet there he was, at her house.

Has he stopped loving me?

Or is it really like what Ljoe says? He's a playboy.

So I'm just one of the girls....

I buried my head under my pillow hoping that I could forget about the whole thing.

But I just can't...

Mom: Suzy, you have to go to school today

I heard my mom waking me up.

Me: Huh? I thought...

Mom: I've talked to the principal, he says it's ok

I nodded my head and forced myself to act like everything was ok.

On my way to school, I was still thinking of what I would do if I saw L.......But I guess I don't have to think anymore.

I saw him and a girl holding hands at the school gate. Holding hands?

I wanted to shun, but the girl caught me looking at them so openly...

She pulled L and came towards me.

Girl: Hey, what's so nice to look at? Why you keep looking at us?

Me: L! I'm really blind...

Within seconds, I felt my hand swung over him, to his face.

And piak*, I left a palm mark on his face. That was hard enough huh?

Girl: Oh my god! myungsoo!! are you ok?

The girl asked him in a concerned manner and went over to check his face.

Then she came over to me and pulled me by my collar.

Girl: You can go on the streets and slap anyone you want, but not MY boyfriend!

Me: Oh... So you are the Krystal huh?

Krystal: How do you know?

I turned to A.K and look at him in the eye.

Me: I.. I can't believe you did this to me...

I turned away and then ran to school as the tears flowed profusely down from the side of my eyes.

How stupid can I get?

Everthing was true then, he didn't even speak a word to me just now.

Ljoe: Hey suzy, you're back!!

I looked over at him as I sat down in my seat.

Ljoe: Why? You cried???

I shook my head and put my head on the table.

Ljoe: Is it because of L..

For once, I responded.

Me: It was all a joke... he was just playing with me.. it was never real!

I shouted, then continue putting my head down tears flowing uncontrollably