"Your fall caused a bit of complications, if you want the baby to survive you have to keep complete bed-rest for at least the next month. We are going to expect you for regular check ups too. For the meantime you are going to stay at the hospital and we will monitor you for a while. It's a crucial period for your baby so you can't get stressed or move around. The first trimester of a pregnancy is really delicate."

I couldn't believe the doctors words, this day was getting worse by the minute. Now I couldn't even move to see Junho or Yong Guk. Himchan tried to comfort me but right now i was freaking out. The only thing I wanted is to see Junho. I had to apologise for hiding the truth about my pregnancy. I still can't believe I was that selfish, this baby is ours so he had the right to get involved. Especially now that even the baby is in danger.The doctor wouldn't let me go see Junho, I was forbidden to get out of my bed.

"The next few days will be crucial for your baby's survival so just do as I say" he emphasised again.

"Eun-Ju, just do as he says. i'm going to see what is going on wit Yong Guk hyung and come back".

I was looking for my phone and realised that earlier Myoongsoo had taken my bag so no phone. This was getting better by the minute. I heard the door of my room open and was hoping it to be one of Junho's guys at least I could explain it to him and they could deliver the message. When I saw Woo Bin enter the room I couldn't hide my disappointment.

"Not happy to see me?"

I smiled weakly "ani, Oppa I'm glad you are here. I was feeling a bit alone thanks for visiting. "

Author POV

Junho finally gained consciousness after his surgery, he was still a bit druggy but the first thing that popped in his mind was Eun-Ju. He scanned throught the room for Eun-Ju and didn't find her, he sighed he thought that she would at least be here to see him waken up.

“The doctor said that your shoulder will be okay after a couple of weeks.” Junho didn’t care about that, it wasn’t the first time he got injured.

" Did anyone see Eun-Ju? Why isn't she here?"

Everyone looked at each other and they just realised that no one had seen her since they entered the hospital. "We didn't see her, we were worried about you,"Junsu was scratching his head and tried avoiding Junho's glare. "Don't worry I saw her with Himchan. I will go to Yong Guk's room and ask them where she is," Chansung immediately left and asked the nurse for Yong Guk's room. He was just two room further. Chansung knocked on the door, he didn’t really feel comfortable about walking into B.A.P.'s room but it wasn't the moment to be picky.

"Did anyone of you see Eun-Ju? We are worried about her as we didn't see her since Junho went in for surgery."

Himchan motioned Chansung to go with him to the hall; Yong Guk was still unconscious so B.A.P. was still a bit nervous.

"Eun-Ju is hospitalised as well, the falls she suffered today has made things a bit dangerous for the baby so the doctor ordered bed-rest. She wanted to see Junho but she can't." Chansung turned his heels to walk away but stopped "thanks for letting us know"

"I'm doing it for Eun-Ju and her kid not for you guys. Ooh yeah she is in room 401 it's on the fourth floor." Chansung nodded and left to go see her first before reporting to Junho.

"Woo Bin, just go see if he is alright, I would do it myself but I'm not allowed to move." He still didn't move he was really annoying me. "Yah Woo Bin can't you do this for a friend."

"Eun-Ju-ah how can you still worry about him after everything you have been through? I still think this guy doesn't deserve you; he has done nothing right since you met him, and you almost lost your kid. He is worthless."

" WOO BIN" I screamed " we are friends so I'm letting it slide, but don't criticise Junho in front of me, actually don't criticise him at all." I tried to hold my anger in and remembered what the doctor said and started breathing in and out.

"Why not? You weren't like this before; you never got hurt when you were with me. Eun-Ju-ah I can't see you suffer like this anymore I want you back." He grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes. I looked away " I thought you understood my feelings, I’m in love with Junho, you are just a friend not more. I'm sorry but I can't go back t you." I pulled my hand back, I wasn't trying to hurt him but he needed to know the truth. At that moment someone knocked on the door. "Deh"

I saw Chansung peeking his head through the door opening "Chansung-ah how is Junho, did everything go well?" He came closer " he is fine, he just woke up and wanted to see you. He was worried about you, I'm glad you are fine."

"I can't go see him, can you say to him that I'm sorry." Chansung nodded and pinched my cheek, " I will tell him don't worry."

Chansung left the room and Woo Bin turned serious again " are you going back to him? What are you going to do, marry a mafia boss?"

"I will figure that out later, I just know that he is the one in my heart."

I think he finally understood, he blended over and kissed my forehead " take care of yourself and the baby, I will go now I think it's better if I leave you. I can't stand seeing you with him so it's better for me to just stay away of the both of you."

He just turned away and left. I buried my head in my cushion and tried falling asleep.

Himchan still didn't come back, hope Oppa is alright