"Is something wrong what's going on?" you asked trying to sound innocent and that you had no idea what's going on

"Sarah don't try to fool me you know what's going on" your heart sank Dad always knows when I’m acting, after a long pause

"Honey I thought you went to korea to clear your mind and reflect on your careless lifestyle and come back a better person, but guess you didn't do either of that"

"Dad...dad...it's not like that I..." you were cut mid-sentence

"Sarah I’m worried about your future when will you leave your street_rebellious_lifestyle and be a normal girl for once who your sister can really look up to and who we can be proud of" you father told you

You kept silent partly he was right but you were not in the news for a wrong reason you were just singing at a competition. You have always wanted to be a good daughter after they have done so much for you, but you were always a free_spirited person, you love doing things you love and you don't like being someone else you are not. You try your best to not get your folks in trouble but society as they call always have sets of rules and since your adopted family was respected people in the society even a slightest thing you do people would talk about it. Even the clothes you were wear made you a topic since you don't dress like the normal girl way of dressing.

"Dad it’s not anything big people won't find out about it" you try to reason with him

"Sarah you don't know how fast news spread around..."they could not control her here and they sent her to korea and there she is already making to the headlines for real"...that's what people are saying now" your father sounded troubled

"Dad I’m sorry I was just having fun, I didn't intend to"

"I know but when things are not fully understood people talk with what they know and it’s usually in negative way" he paused for a while

"I don't know when you will ever learn it but can't you be a daughter we want you to be, a good obedient daughter for once" 

His words stabbed you in the heart, you felt the pain slowly creeping in.

"Why don't you accept me for who I am Dad? I want to do fashion designing but you want to sent me to medical school, I’m not cut out to study through books and get a career I don't have talent for those, I love creating my own stuff come up with my own ideas and do what I love doing with the talents I have, why do you want me to be someone I am not?" you wanted to tell him but you didn't, you were afraid you might choke in the middle and cry and worst make your Dad more upset.

"I don't care what you do anymore when you realize your mistakes and decide to change, you can come back" he told you and hung up.

You stood without moving for a few second and then you walked in to your room and almost stumbled, Chansung caught you and steadied you. You forgot the guys were all still around you, they were looking worriedly at you because they heard your side of conversation and by your expression it didn't look that good.

"Are you alright" Nichkhun asked you, you nodded

"I need sometime alone" you said and walked pass them to the terrace. It was cloudy that day and the sky seemed sad too like your mood right now. You layed down on the swing there and looked up as tears was threatening to fall. Your vision blurred it was hard for you to control your tears. 

"Still trying to control the tears?"

You turned and found Chansung staring at you with worried eyes. He was damn worried that you were hurting which hurted him even more because he did not know what to do. He did not know what exactly went on with your conversation with your dad and what he said to you but he knew it must be bad cause you don't easily cry unless you really feel real hurt inside.

"It helps a lot see its almost unseen able" you told him wiping a tear that was running down your cheek

*You don't have to be strong all the time, why don't you just be a normal girl once in a while but then again that's why I’m falling for you because you are so different* he thought, then looked at you and smiled

"You are really the strongest girl I've ever met, but sometimes you are an idiot" he told you as he added the last part to irritate you so you will change your mood

You frowned at him and laughed. "I know I am an idiot but people can't get enough of it either so works fine for me" you joked back.

He always love this about you, you were humorous and even if he teases you and call you all sorts of thing you don't get angry you just come back with a witty respond which equals his comments and you would both end up laughing.

"so what did your dad ask for autograph?" he asked you, which made you laugh, Chansung always knew the right time to come up with smart comment which always made you laughed even in your worst mood. You smiled at him and told him about your conversation with your dad and how things at home used to be, and how you felt trapped between obeying your parents and just being who you are. You felt the familiar pain coming back and you just looked up again. Chansung saw your expression

"As far as I know sun doesn't move like the shooting stars, if you are waiting to make a wish" he commented, which made you laugh again. *God I’m falling for this guy more and more* you thought. 

"Then I will just have to wait till night then" you replied, laughing at your not so usually witty replies.

"So our future fashion designer, will I get to be your model for your designs?" he asked, you smiled at him

"well I'll have to think about that"

"What!!! I’m tall and handsome, you are suppose to say "really! you will do it" something like that" he said faking a sob

You laughed "okay let's try again"

"Oh Chansung I can't believe it! You will really be a model for my design!!?" You dramatically exclaimed "how's that?"

He laughed and pinched your cheeks, you didn't mind this time. He was 4 yrs older than you but he didn't mind being around you and he felt comfortable with you since you never treat him like he is a senior and he felt strange that though you were so young you were not like the normal 18yr olds you were daring, you didn't mind the age, you were comfortable around everyone and though you were very mature in many aspects you were also innocent and sweet in a lot more areas.

And Chansung can't seem to figure you out no matter how hard he tried. You both talked about what you wanted to do in the future and finally you both were in the topic of marriage

"When do you plan to get married?" he suddenly asked you

"Well am not so sure...you?"

"uhhmm" he coughed he didn't expect you to ask back "uhmm maybe when I’m madly in love and can't live a day without that person that time I'll ask the girl to marry me" he answered.

"Well I didn't know you were the romantic type" you teased knowing he would get irritated

"I’m not"

"You are and it you sounded so good when you said that line" you smiled at him

He looked at you and knew you were not kidding this time and said "so marriage plans is unknown for you, only about career you are sure what you wanna do"

"No actually I've thought of other things such as what my baby's name would be" 

His jaws almost dropped , "What!! Not marriage but you thought about children?" he asked, you laughed at his cuteness he looked damn cute with that surprise face.

"Yep...I love babies so I thought having one before marriage will be good"

"WHAT!!!!??" he asked more bewildered, you realized what he must have thought

"no no no not like that, not my own baby you know adopt a child something like that" you clarified. He sighed in relief,

"You almost gave me a shock" he told you , "Speaking of babies I saw the other day in the shop you are really good with them" he continued.

You told him how much you love babies since they were so innocent and whenever you are around them all your stress and worries disappear with them

"I got name for my future son... Alexander" you told him

He smiled amused and asked why the name "because Alexander the Great is one of my favourite king in history and his name is hot and for a girl Alexandra would be nice" you told him.

"Really!? He's also one of my favorite history figure, I use to think I would name my child Alexander/Alexandra" he told you laughing at the coincidence.

"And for a nickname it would be"  

"ALEX" you both said together and laughed.

That day went really fast you asked Nichkhun to take you to a Church nearby so that you could attend a service since it was sunday and Chansung wasn't very fond of Church so Nichkun took you there.Evening came nothing much going on it became boring. The guys were worried that you were still sad about the morning episode. Just then Wooyoung came and annouced

"Let's go to party my treat!"

The mood lightened up