Donghae’s POV

“why should I listen to you?”

I heard jaejoong said as I and hyukkie sneaked to their voices’ direction. And when we saw them, we hide immediately behind the wall. Yunho was trapping jaejoong on the wall with his hands beside jaejoong’s head, right and left. I was too shock so I just palmed my mouth with both hands, afraid that I might made some sounds.

“Can you stop being stubborn?! Did you see how that bastards looking at you up and down with their disgusting lust eyes?! Hell! They even touch you!!” yunho shouted, I could see jaejoong shocked by yunho’s words, but he tried to keep calm.

“I know. And why do you care”

yunho gritted his teeth seeing how calm jaejoong was. Yunho looked really angry. No.. he’s furious.

“what the ! What are you?! A ?!”

my eyes widened hearing yunho’s words, I looked at hyukkie who seemed shock too and widened his eyes. I saw jaejoong fisted his hands.

“Can’t you just say it once?! Is it not enough for you to just say once?! Yes I’m a ! Are you happy now?! I’m a ! I’m a ! I’m disgusting! I’m a--” jaejoong’s scream got cut by a loud sound.

I nearly gasped but thank god I wasn’t when I heard the loud sound. But then my eyes became more wide when I saw blood started to drip from yunho’s right hand. He was punching the wall with his right hand really hard. His eyes filled with angriness.

I went panic and i was scared, hyukkie seemed to know and he pulled me into his hug, I hugged him tightly but I still could saw yunho and jaejoong. Jaejoong seemed really shock and I knew he panicked too but he kept reminding silence.

“please… just this once please listen to me…” yunho said with a soft, unstable voice. It was the first time I saw yunho like this. Blood still dripping from his hands.

“leave me…” I heard jaejoong said slowly, it was really soft more like a whisper but I still managed to hear. “i’m a and why do you care? Just leave me alone please…” jaejoong said as he bending down his head. I couldn’t see his face.

Yunho fisted his hand. He looked really furious. He punched the wall with his bleeding hand once again and turned away.

“do what you want” yunho said coldly before went away.

Tears.

That was what I saw on the ground where jaejoong stood. It dropped one by one, slowly. But then it turned fast. His tears fell uncontrollably on the ground as he sobbed hard. His breath was unstable. My heart clenched. It was so heartbreaking. Why it became like this? Yunho loves you, jaejoong. Why are you crying like this? Do you love him too? Yes… you love him too I know it just by the way you cry.

I wanted to hug him. I couldn’t stand it. Tears started to form in my eyes. I took a step forward but got stopped immediately by a pair of hands.

“don’t… I don’t think it’s a good idea” hyukkie whispered as he hugged me. I held back my tears and buried my face on his shirt. “this is the first time I saw him crying like this.. he never cried.. even when his dog that he loves the most died he didn’t cry” hyukkie continued with a whisper.

But… I couldn’t stand it. I could hear how jaejoong’s cry became harder and harder, he barely could breath. He even started to cough. I pulled from the hug slowly.

“I’m sorry hyukkie… I can’t” I said with my teary eyes. “please wait here…” I stared at him pleadingly, I really couldn’t stand it, I know jaejoong is a stubborn person, and I know he didn’t want anyone seeing him cry. That’s why I didn’t want hyukkie to show up in front of jaejoong. Hyukkie seemed to understand. He sighed and patted my head, then whispered. “I’ll be here”

I smiled at him and mouthed “thank you” to him and went to jaejoong.

I patted jaejoong's shoulder gently. Well… I was hesitating at first, but I didn’t even know where I got this courage.

He tilted his head to look at me, and he immediately changed his face to his stern look, made me shivered.

“what are you doing here” jaejoong said between his sobs, I know he tried to be stern, but I still could see a pure sadness in his eyes and in his unstable voice.

“cry with me” I said unconsciously.

And some seconds later, he already had his hands wrapped around my neck and started to cry hard.

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“I hate him… so much”

jaejoong said with his soft-like-air voice, he already stop crying now and I thanked to god for that.

Well… I was his back and soothed him to make him calm while crying too with him for almost half an hour, and now we sat on the floor and leaned our back on the wall with jaejoong rested his head on my shoulder. I was really panic, I thought jaejoong wouldn’t stop crying forever. Is this how hyukkie feels everytime I cried…? I feel guiltiness came into me.

“he always annoys me. What’s wrong with him” jaejoong said again, and I just could remind silence. I couldn’t tell him the truth about yunho’s feeling. Its better if yunho’s the one who says it to jaejooong.

“does he hate me that much?” jaejoong continued as I spotted there’s ‘hurt’ in his eyes.

“i—I guess he doesn’t hate you… at all…” I said a little bit stutter because my throat was kinda hurt, I guess it’s because I was crying too much this day…

jaejoong chuckled, “what makes you think that?”

“well…” I cleared my throat so that I wouldn’t stutter anymore, “hyukkie said to me before, he said he was.. um..  well.. jealous when some guys looking at me with maid dress..” I blushed with my own words.

Jaejoong turned his head to look at me. I continued, “I guess.. yunho is just like hyukkie.. He doesn’t like it when the guys looking at you, and he just wants to protect you. But he just couldn’t express it with words..”

“but his words were beyond mean” jaejoong said and I guess he recalled yunho’s voice in his head again because his face looked really hurt. “he just want to mock me. There’s no way he wants to protect me”

i turned my head to look at him and smiled, “then why did he do that?” I said, pointing at the wall above us, where there’s yunho’s blood stained on it. “I don’t think someone would do that if he mocked another person”

jaejoong just stared at the stained-blood-wall with unreadable expression. I sighed. “i’m.. I’m sorry to say this.. but.. jaejoong, I guess you should try to listen to him, just try to listen what’s inside him. Put aside your stubbornness and pride for a while and try to listen to what he feels..”

jaejoong frowned, “why must i? he’s the one who search for a problem!”

 I sighed again and started to pout. “I know jaejoong.. yunho is fault too, he shouldn’t say mean words to you. But please.. could you please try to listen to him just once?” I said pleadingly. I couldn’t stand seeing these two loving each other but couldn’t reach each other.

Jaejoong raised his brows and said “ but why should i?”

I started to getting impatient. “because you love him come on~!” I whined. He gasped immediately and widened his eyes in horror.

“NO I’M NOT! WHO SAID THAT!”

I grinned. “yourself when you cried”

His face went a little bit pale, i grinned. “I—I DIDN’T!!”

“yes you did~”

“no!!”

“yes!!”

“no!!!”

I pouted and folded my arms on my chest, “well at least I heard that”

“w—what” jaejoong just stared at me in horror.

I was still sulking. Urgh no wonder yunho was really mad, this guy really is stubborn!! I wonder what happened to him to become this stubborn-guy. Humph. But then I heard something coming from his lips that made me couldn’t help but grinned widely.

“…donghae... w—well.. uh, don’t—don’t tell anyone… okay? P—please…” he stuttered hesitantly while looking down at his fingers, playing with them nervously. I was amused at the sight, jaejoong looking nervous?? Its cute! His face was blushing and reaaaally red as red as a…hmm what’s the thing that more red than a tomato? A fire? I need to swallow my laugh so he wouldn’t kill me.

“tell anyone..? tell what?” I acted innocent, tilting my head.

Jaejoong glared at me, but then he bending down his head again, “about… what I said when.. I was crying..”

“about what??” I asked, squealing inside.

“yahh! You wanna die?!” jaejoong shouted at me, made me shock and jumped a little and looked at him with scared look. Jaejoong seemed to know that I was scared so he quickly said “I’m sorry I’m sorry” to me and patted my head. Made me calmed immediately.

“about... that i... that... I love him...”

jaejoong stuttered with his extremely deep red face and I couldn’t help but grinned reaaaaaaaaaaally widely.

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“sooo… you lied to him??” hyukkie asked me and I nodded my head happily, then he started to laugh loudly.

“oh god hae!” he tried speak between his laughs, “you’re really smart!!” he continues to laugh, holding his stomach.

I grinned, “you must see his face hyukkie, it’s precious!” I said excitedly and he laughed even more.

I just told him what happened when I consoled jaejoong, and I told him everything. Well, I felt kinda bad though since jaejoong said not to say anything to anyone and he seemed to trust me but… I’m sorry jaejoong, I told hyukkie for your own good too…

Oh, and now we’re in our way home from school with hyukkie still laughing beside me and his hand interwined with mine.

Actually, after jaejoong already calmed down, we went to the school’s yard to join the other students. Jaejoong acted like nothing happened and even played and laughed with our classmates. I quickly searched for hyukkie at the previous place, and we went to approached our classmates together and I received a tight hug from sungmin and a lot of questions from the girls and some boys immediately. They were so worried about me and kept on asking me where have I been and if I was okay. I couldn’t help but felt warm inside, they care for me. I nearly cried. And I could see yunho kept glancing at jaejoong worriedly from afar. My heart hurts seeing them like this.

“I want to do something but I don’t know what…” I said pouting. Hyukkie still giggling. Okay sooo the reason why he was laughing was because.. well.. I told jaejoong that he said he loves yunho when he was crying, uhmm actually… no. he didn’t say that. I was just teasing him but he admitted it himself.

Hehehe lee donghae isssssss smart! I knew he loves yunho! And noooow smart hae wanted to do something but doesn’t know what… whoa I’m really brave now!! Got to tell nemo as soon as I arrive home!!

“hyukkie stop laughing” I said, pouting more. He didn’t stop laughing since I told him jaejoong loves yunho.

“kkkkk im sorry… I just…” he let out a laugh for the last time before cleared his throat. “ehm, well… okay, I was just too shock, you know I never thought jaejoong loves yunho. So they love each other but they showed hate to each other” he chuckled. “its funny”

“yah! It’s not funny! It’s sad hyukkie” I said punching his arm playfully. He giggled a little.

“how could you know though that he loves yunho?” he asked,

“hmm.. I saw him when you were busy kicking yunho in the hallway after yunho got thrown away by jaejoong. I saw him looked really sad” I said and he raised his brows.

“really??” he asked and I nodded.

“but… what happened..? why they argued like that..?” I tilted my head to hyukkie. He smiled and played with my hand which was interwined with his.

“actually when you were gone, there were a lot of things happened hae” he said, and  I looked at him questioningly.

He continued, “jaejoong made the guys in class wore maid dresses like yours, well, just a few of them like sungmin, mir, ilhoon, and the other who fit in skirt”

“really??” I widened my eyes in shock, “sungmin??” he nodded his head. Wow… how does he look like??? I wanna seeee!! Wait,

“you were not?” I asked, and he frowned at me.

“of course not”

“why??”

“because... hmm, im not girly?” he said and I frowned at him before punched his arm again.

“yah I’m not girly!” I said angrily. Hyukkie laughed and kissed my hand.

“but you’re more beautiful than a girl when you wore that dress” then I blushed at his words.

“t—then, what made yunho that furious?” I asked, trying to move back to the main topic.

“well… jaejoong was wearing the maid dress too and that made everyone mesmerized by his appearance” hyukkie said and I couldn’t help but widened my eyes and gaped my mouth.

Jaejoong… he… WEARING THAT DRESS TOO????

w-wow I just… couldn’t believe it…

“how—how does he look like??” I asked and he stared at me for a while.

“he looks good, everyone was amazed and mesmerized by him. That’s why yunho was furious. Guys kept checking on him and flirt with him, and what made it worse was jaejoong followed their flirt and even flirted with them too” hyukkie explained and I tried to imagine jaejoong with maid dress… hmm…

“then when the guys started to touch him, he said to them that he’s a guy. But those guys didn’t even care and kept pestering him. It stayed like that with the other guys too, until yunho couldn’t stand it anymore and started to punch one of the guy who touched.. you  know... jaejoong’s private area”

I widened my eyes again in shock, looking at him in disbelief. I hear hyukkie chuckled and he pinched my cheek.

“h—he punched the g—guy??? Then—then what happened??”

“it started to become chaos since yunho didn’t even give a mercy to that guy and kept punching him. It took us some minutes until he pulled away. I was searching for you back then, I was so shock seeing the scene and quickly tried to stop yunho and made him calm before searched for you again”

“i—I’m sorry…” I bent down my head.

“nonono what I mean is, I didn’t know what happened after that, after separated them both I went to find you again. So.. I don’t know what happened after that” he said while caressing my hand with his thumb and looked apologetically at me. I smiled at him, motioning him that it’s okay.

“yunho is so scary when he’s mad…” I mumbled, imagining him punching the poor guy with no mercy. “but jaejoong.. he’s really beautiful indeed.. poor yunho, he must move fast and protect him so that people won’t snatch him away" i continued.

“well… poor me too” hyukkie said made me turned my head to look at him.

“what?” I tilted my head in confusion.

“nothing” he said while looking at the other side, I pouted.

I heard hyukkie chuckled as I continued to pout, and he started to jump up and down like a monkey while chanted “soooo hae what are we gonna do tomorrow??”

I chuckled at his cuteness and pinched his hand which was interwined with mine, he faked to be hurt and pouted cutely, made me laughed.

“lets make a plan for yunjae!” I exclaimed happily.

He frowned, “what yunjae?”

“yunho jaejoong, I combined their name, yunjae!” I said happily

he seemed like thinking for a while, “I prefer hojoong”

and now im the one who frowned at him, “that’s weird hyukkie”

“no it’s not! Okay lets do something about hojoong tomorrow!”

“uhh but I like yunjae more!”

“yunjae is kinda lame! Hojoong for the world!”

“nooo hojoong is weird! Yunjae!”

“hojoong is cool!”

“yunjae!

“hojoong!

“yunjae!”

Sooo… We continued to argue about yunjae-hojoong thingy until we reached my house, and we only stopped when mom opened the door while looking at us weirdly as she said “what are you two talking about”.

mom asked hyukkie to come over and eat dinner with us, but hyukkie said its almost late and her mom might be worried if he didn’t go home soon. I pouted a little, disappointed at the thought that we would be separated. I still miss him..

“I will pick you up tomorrow morning, okay hae? I’ll text you as soon as I got home” hyukkie said smiling sweetly at me while ruffling my hair. I smiled unconsciously and nodded my head happily.

“awwwww that is so cute!!!!!!” I jumped a little when mom suddenly squealing –more like screaming- beside us. I just blushed and hyukkie laughed. And after that, hyukkie bid us goodbye and went home.

I quickly rushed up to my room to take a quick shower. As soon as I finished showering I quickly checked my phone, and smiled widely immediately when I read hyukkie’s message.

From: hyukkie

To: hae

Hae~ I arrived at home already! Are you already asleep?? What about we forget about hojoong thingy and just have fun tomorrow? We will eat a loooot of strawberry ice creams~ ^^

I chuckled and shook my head at his cuteness. I looked at nemo who was swimming happily in his aquarium beside my blue-covered bed. Sometimes I still feel like it’s just a dream, having hyukkie as my boyfriend. even until now I still couldn’t believe it.

I remembered when I was still had a one-sided love toward him. When our first encounter.. I already fell in love with his smile. I still clearly remember what happened that day, the first time I looked at his gentle one-lided eyes. he was-- 

Drrrttt…

I snapped from my deep thought when I heard my phone vibrated.

Incoming call

Hyukkie

I felt my heartbeat increased immediately. O—okay, he’s your boyfriend remember? Its just.. because I was remembering when I still have one-sided love.. it made me… nervous. Oh gosh we just met 30 minutes ago for god’s sake! I answered the call hesitantly.

“h—hello..?” I answered and I slapped my head mentally for stuttering.

“haeee~” he sang through the phone. I chuckled. Hearing his voice calling my name like that made me calm.

“are you sleeping already??” he asked, I shook my head unconsciously, forget that he couldn’t see me.

…

“hae??”

“oh! I—I mean no!” I said panicky, I heard him chuckled.

“were you shaking your head?” he said and I frowned.

“how did you know?” I asked seriously and he laughed. What??

“its so you hae” I still heard him chuckling across the phone, I blushed in embarrassment.

“I called you because you didn’t reply my message” he said, and I was about to explain and say something when he continued, “I miss you already”

…

I heard him chuckled again, “hae is blushing~” he sang and my face became red even more. How did know!!
“no—no I’m not!” I lied

“oh yes you are~

“no!!”

“yes!! You shouldn’t lie!!”

“…”

he laughed again, “guess I win~”

I was still deep red when suddenly he said “hae stop blushing” while still laughing. Only to make me even more blushed.

“no I’m not” I lied again and pouted, and before he said something that would make me blushed again, I quickly explained, “I—I’m sorry, I was taking a shower when you texted me..” well… actually it was because I was deep in my thought, but no way I would tell him.

“really?? Then why I smelled something fishy from my phone”

“w—what?? But—but I already took a shower I swear!” I said panicky while started to sniff my arms. He laughed loudly. Damn. What am I doing?! Of course he couldn’t smell it!!

“pabo hae is so cute~ can I squish you??” he said and I buried my face on my nemo plushie which hyukkie bought to me that day on our first date.

Talking about first date, I kinda miss to have a date with him..

…

I felt my face heat at my own thought.

I heard hyukkie chuckled again, “hae stop blushing or your cheeks would be hurt, do you want to sleep now? You must be tired”

I ignored his first sentence and replied, “nehh.. hyukkie sleep too?”

He chuckled, “nehh, hyukkie sleep too”

…

silence

“should I hang up my phone?” he asked and I unconsciously said “don’t!” made him silence for a while – I guess he was kinda surprised - and laughed.

“okay, close your eyes hae~ I’ll wait till you fall asleep” he said and I smiled, starting to pull my blue blanket up to my neck and closed my eyes, hugging nemo plushie tightly while hearing his soft breaths.

“hyukkie..”

“hmm?” his voice was so deep, I guess he tried to sleep too. Awww… he must be really tired serving those people and running around searching for me. i want to hug him..

“hyukkie..”

“yeah hae?”

“…”

“…”

“hyukkie..” I called him again.

I heard him chuckled across the phone, “what’s wrong hae?”

“hmm.. nothing” I nuzzled my face on my nemo plushie, hugging it tight.

He chuckled again, oh how I love his little laugh… “good night hae, I love you”

I blushed and buried my face completely on the orange fur.

“good night hyukkie…”

and after that, I started to drift to my dreamland with the lullaby of hyukkie’s voice, who was hummed a song through the phone beautifully with his calming voice. And I remembered the last words hyukkie sang before I completely went to my dreamland.

‘I’m yours…’

I smiled in my sleep, couldn’t wait for tomorrow.

What will happen?

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