Donghae”s POV

 

Hmph.

“aaw~ hyukjae really is handsome”

I cut the strawberry hard.

 “I know right!”

 I pouted.

 “the last time I saw him was in the sports festival and now he’s even more handsome!”

I cut the same strawberry over and over again.

“oh my—he’s coming here!”

I pouted even more and continued cutting the same strawberry with all my strength.

 

“yah donghae~ until when you will cut that poor strawberry? Look, it already became juice and you still want to cut it?”

I looked at taeyang who was standing beside me, he was waiting for sungmin made a coffee latte for his customers.

I pouted unconsciously and took another strawberry before cutting it again, this time I do it properly..

Taeyang gasped, he then laughed and flicked my head, “are you really lee donghae? That gloomy guy who always sits at the back and never talk?”

I rubbed my head at the spot he just flicked and just continued cutting the other strawberry while pouting.

Taeyang chuckled and leaned his back on the counter beside me, “you know donghae, you’re amazing”

I tilted my head to look at him, “I never see hyukjae like this before. I guess everyone’s amazed with you now”

I blushed and continued my work. I know what he meant, sungmin and kyu already told me that.

“WHOA YOU’RE BLUSHING?!?!?!?!” taeyang jumped backwards and crashed on sungmin who had a café latte in his hand, luckily sungmin had a good reflect so the café latte didn’t fall.

“yah! Carefull!” sungmin snapped at taeyang.

“sorry sorry” taeyang took the café latte from sungmin’s hand before put it on a tray and went to his customers while mumbling “he’s blushing, wtf lee donghae’s blushing”

“what the hell is wrong with him?” sungmin frowned as he looked at taeyang who served the customers now with a blank expression, his mouth moved like he was mumbling something. I just chuckled and continued to cut the fruits.

“what were you two doing? Huh? What’s with this strawberry?” sungmin asked while cleaning the strawberry that already became juice due to my work just now. I blushed.

“nothing, he just said that I’m amazing” I said, ignoring his second question.

“huh? why?”

“he said he never see hyukkie like this before” I muttered while still blushing. I’m really happy.

Sungmin chuckled, “see? Now you believe me, right? He’s different! But just for you. You’re like a strawberry to him, even more than that.”

I chuckled at his statement and bit my lower lip, trying so hard not to squeal due to the happiness.

Sungmin laughed, “aww just smile, I know you’re happy!” I blushed even more.

 

“hyukjae, that girl wants to talk to you”

suddenly I heard someone said, I couldn’t help but looked at their direction. There. Uhh.. wait.. don’t tell me she—

“AH!” I gasped loudly as I felt the pain on one of my fingers.

“donghae what are you doing!!” sungmin panicked and quickly took a look at my left hand.

. I just cut my finger accidentally when I saw hyukkie and that girl.

Well it didn’t hurt

At all..

….

NEMOOOOO IT HUUUUURRRRTTTTSSSSSSS

I cried inside.

 

Sungmin went even more panicked when he saw my watery eyes. I quickly said to him, “I’m okay, I’ll just  go to the infirmary”

“no, I’ll accompany you!” sungmin was about to drag me outside, but I prevented him.

“no sungmin.. I’m okay, it’s getting more crowded and they’ll be in trouble when you’re not here”

he was trying to say something but I cut him, “I’ll be right back”. And before I went outside, I called him again and he looked at me with worriedness fill in his eyes.

“don’t tell hyukkie.. please?” I said hesitantly and bit my lower lips, afraid at the thought that he might tell hyukkie. I don’t want him to be worried again.

Sungmin’s like doubting it at first, but I guess seeing my pleading eyes made him melted,  he sighed and nodded his head, and said “comeback quickly please, don’t make me worried”

I smiled at him and went outside. Not forgetting to steal a glance at hyukkie and that girl.

She’s confessing, I know it.

 

 

~

 

 

I already had my finger plastered, and now i'm heading towards my class again.

Hah! See hyukkie? Sungmin? Kyu? Everyone? Who says I couldn’t take care of myself? I might be clumsy sometimes, but—

“ouch!”

uhh.. maybe a ‘little bit’ often..

“i—I’m sorry..” I said softly, lowering my head immediately. I just crushed into someone’s shoulder and I slapped my head mentally at the thought that ‘why I didn’t say it more loud??’ I tightened my eyes, afraid at the thought that that person might hit me.

“I’m sorry too”

…

eh..?

I opened my eyes and that person already went away. He’s a guy and he’s with his friends. I couldn’t help but shocked.. I thought he might hit me or cursed at me or something like that..

…

‘I’m sorry too’? was that mean he heard me saying ‘I’m sorry’??

I grinned unconsciously

 

HYUKKIE! NEMO! I DID IT!!!!!!

 

I ran to my class in excitement and regret it immediately when I fell on the floor.

Okay nemo, I’ll be careful I promise.

 

I tried to get up from the floor when suddenly I found something that made my eyes sparkles. I stop trying to get up and just sat on the floor. Looking at that ‘something’ intently.

There, a very big jumbo orange with black strips fish standing beside my class. It’s like he was trying to peek inside my classroom from the window.

A lot of people walked here and there around me, I bet they stared at the big fish and me who still sat on the floor weirdly, but I couldn’t be more careless, all I could see is.. that fish..

Slowly a big smile formed on my face.

“nemo?” I called that big fish. But it seemed didn't hear me, so I tried to call it louder, but it still didn’t turn to me. Humph, bad nemo?

“yah!! Pabo fish!!”

‘big nemo’ seemed shock and it finally turned to me. I pouted at first but then I grinned widely at it. It didn’t move even an inch for a good one minute. So I started to talk first.

“what are you doing here, nemo?” I tilted my head.

But then my heart broke when suddenly big nemo started to run away. But of course I didn’t want to loose my chance to talk with a freaking big nemo like this!!

I quickly got up and hugged it from behind, holding it tightly.

“why are you running away??” I asked but it struggled to break free. “noo I won’t hurt you! I promise! Please don’t run away! Please please please please please”

I kept shouting thousands ‘please’s as I held it even tighter until it seemed like to give up and stop struggling. I moved to face the big nemo and hugged it from the front.

“why were you trying to run away? Why?? Am I a bad boy?? Am I bad?? You don’t like me??? Why?????” I cried and buried my face on big nemo’s body.

Big nemo seemed panic and started to shake its body from left to right. Well, since big nemo and its body are connected, it couldn’t shake its head of course.

I grinned widely.

“let’s go inside, big nemo!! I want to introduce you to hyukkie!! He must be surprise!!” I exclaimed happily and pulled its fin to my class’s direction. I’m so happy!!

But then big nemo went extremely panic and tried to break free from my grip. “na ah! You should meet hyukkie, he’s a veeery very very good person!” I said as I kept pulling big nemo to my class, but big nemo kept being stubborn and now we’re pulling each other in the hall.

“why are you so stubborn????” I whined and kept pulling it, but then I felt how big nemo pulling me hard until we fell on the floor.

 

“ouch.. bad nemo! I don’t know you’re this strong!! Bad nemo! Bad nem—“

and I was shock when I found big nemo’s head dropped on the floor beside me.

I widened my eyes in horror.

Oh my..

DID I JUST KILL NEMO?!

I turned to the head-less big nemo only to widen my eyes even more.

…

the guy-who-supposed-to-be-big-nemo  froze and widened his eyes

…

“you’re not nemo?”

 

 

 

hyukjae’s POV

 

“where’s hae??” I stood up immediately when I realized I didn’t see hae everywhere in this class. I scanned my class not missing even an inch. And get more panicked when I saw there’s no hae again in this class.

I stood up panicky and about to get up when kyu pulled my hand suddenly, made me lied on the floor again, hitting my head on the floor. I groaned and he muttered ‘sorry’ to me.

“yah calm down! Just asked someone or call him, he won’t go anywhere anyway” kyu said and rest his head on his arms again.

I moved my feet uncomfortably as I press hae’s number. I waited but there’s no answer, I called him again and again and I got even more panic.

 

Suddenly I heard a loud thud outside the class and someone exclaimed, “ouch.. bad nemo! I don’t know you’re this strong!! Bad nemo! Bad nem—“

And I know it immediately to whose that voice belongs. I quickly went outside, but got a little bit stuck because of some girls surrounding me. As soon as I got rid of them in a polite way, I went outside quickly. But I found none.

I frowned and looked at everywhere.

Im sure, im pretty sure and I extremely sure that I just heard hae’s voice! Where’s he??

“what’s wrong hyukjae-sshi?” some random girl who-I-don’t-know-her-name-but-I’m-pretty-sure-she’s-from-other-class suddenly asked me,

“I’m looking for hae-- I mean donghae, did you see him? I’m really sure he was here, I heard his voice” I said in a rush, clearly couldn’t hide my panic state.

She frowned for awhile  but then said, “is he the one who just being dragged by someone who wore nemo costume??” she said and I couldn’t help but staring weirdly at her. Wtf nemo costume?

…

But then it hit me. When there’s nemo, there’s always donghae.

…right?

 

 

 

Donghae’s POV

 

I was sitting on the floor at the rooftop, staring at the guy in front of me with an angry yet watery eyes. He stared everywhere but me.

“explain” I said, holding back my tears.

“e-explain what?” he said, panic never leave him since the first time I saw him.

“why—why were you wearing nemo costume peeking in—inside my classroom like a pe—ert?”

“what the— yah!!“

“you made a bad impression of nemo!! You’re not nemo at all!! Don’t wear that costume anymore it doesn’t suit you!!!” I cried.

He looked weirdly at me and I threw nemo’s head to his head, made him fell backwards.

“it doesn’t suit you at all!! At all!! Don’t you dare wearing this thing again!!!” I cried while pointing at nemo’s costume beside us. Sobbing.

“YAH YOU DARED TO HIT ME?!”

I hit him with nemo’s costume again furiously. Until he completely flat on the ground and raised his hands in defeat.

 

 

~

 

 

“I’m sorry..” I palmed my face in embarrassment.

“…”

he laid his body on the ground, completely tired after 15 minutes getting hit by me. Uuh.. but I couldn’t control myself when it came to nemo!!

I waited for him to say something or do anything, but he just remained silence like a corpse, lying on the ground.

I poked his hand with my index finger, “say something please..”

He groaned. “what are you seriously?” he opened his eyes and looked at me. I peeked at him through the grasp of my fingers.

“are you really lee donghae?”

I blushed and lowering my head in embarrassment again. Made him chuckled and said “ you really are something”

 

After one minute of silence, I called him.

“yunho”

he tilted his head to look at me. Yes, it was yunho. I was too busy with nemo thingy to even mentioned his name.

“what were you doing.. in front of my classroom.. with that costume?” umm.. actually I was REALLY scared of him. But after that nemo thingy, seeing him wearing nemo’s costume made me didn’t scare at him at all. Didn’t know why.

He bit his lower lip, clearly nervous.

“answer please..”

“…”

“…”

“…”

“you like jaejoong” I said and he stood up abruptly immediately.

…silence.

I chuckled.

“yah! Don’t laugh! It’s not even true!” he shouted with his blushing face.

I smiled in amusement.

He stared back at me with his not-so-scary-eyes. And only within 2 seconds he parted from the eye contact and blushed again.

I laughed. Made him glared at me.

 

“can I look at that picture?” I asked and he shook his head immediately.

“what picture”

I pouted, “don’t pretend that you don’t know. You know I saw that picture when you dropped it before”

“…” he pouted and gave me the picture hesitantly.

I was shocked at first.. yunho... that yunho... pouting.. I laughed and took the picture from his hand, and he glared not-so-scarily at me again.

 

I saw the picture and couldn’t help but smiled. It was a picture of jaejoong at the café, sitting alone while closing his eyes calmly.

“stalker?” I said jokingly.

“NO!! of course not!” he took the picture from my hand panicky, made me chuckled. “I just saw him few months ago at this café for the first time, and I don’t even know why I took that picture of him at that time, my hand moved by itself!”

I bit my lower lip in excitement. Preventing myself from squealing.

“umm..” he glanced at me for a few times before finally said, “don’t tell anyone.. please..?” with a scared yet pleading eyes, “no one knows this, and if they know.. I don’t know what to do..”

And I was trying so hard not to laugh or squeal, before I nodded my head. “of course”

He grinned widely at me immediately. Making me chuckled.

“wait.. not even hyukjae.. don’t tell him okay?“

 

“don’t tell me what”

 

suddenly I heard a familiar voice that sounded really dark from the rooftop door,  made me widened my eyes.

 

I turned my head only to find hyukkie walked to our direction with a.. really.. scary eyes..

..is that even hyukkie..? my heart beats fast seeing his expression.

Yunho just looked at him with a calm expression, but I could tell there’s a nervousness in his eyes, afraid at the thought that hyukkie might know about his feeling towards jaejoong I bet.

“it’s none of your business” yunho said coldly. Actually, yunho always been a cheerful person if I could tell, but this time, I guess he really is afraid if someone knows about his feeling, that’s why he’s cold right now.

 

And what made me shock was when suddenly hyukkie squatted down and grabbed yunho’s collar shirt tightly.

“donghae is mine” hyukkie said, his voice’s more deep from before, and I couldn’t help but blushed at what he said,

“so everything about him is my business” he tightened his fist more hard, made me panicked.

“I’d rather get beaten up than telling you” I widened my eyes at what yunho was saying. Hyukkie greethed his teeth and I quickly grabbed hyukkie’s sleeve before he’s ready to punch yunho. But he seemed didn’t care at all.

“why you dragged donghae to this place? Alone with you?” hyukkie asked and I don’t know why but besides angriness, there’s also ‘scare’ in his eyes.

“TELL ME!” hyukkie suddenly shouted deeply, made me flinched. I never see hyukkie like this before..

when yunho didn’t say anything and just stared on the ground, I pulled hyukkie’s sleeve slightly. But still, he didn’t seem to care at all.

“you bastard. You dared to touch him?" hyukkie said between his teeth. "one touch equals thousands punches" he was ready to punch him, and finally i got my voice back,

"hyukkie!!'

i shouted, and he stopped immediately.

 

...

 

He turned his head to look at me. At that time, I was hoping that hyukkie would change his eyes to softness again when he looked at me. But.. no..

He stared at me still with his dark, angry eyes..

Is he.. really mad at me..?

My hands went trembling but I kept trying so hard to keep holding his sleeve.

This is not hyukkie..

I’m afraid..

I bit my lower lip to prevent myself from crying.

But of course I failed.

Tears ran down from my eyes furiously as I still staring at his eyes. Waiting for them to become soft  and loving again. And it seemed like centuries for me before finally I felt my favorite soft lips pressed against mine gently.

 

Fingers caressing my cheeks softly..

Lips kissing mine softly..

And finally, eyes that staring at me lovingly.

He kissed my watery eyes before pressed his forehead on mine, our noses connected as he looked directly to my eyes with his usual soft stare.

“I’m sorry.. I’m sorry hae, I’m sorry.. I’m really sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, please forgive me, I’m sorry, I’m sorry,  really I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry hae, I’m sorry, I’m s—“

I quickly hugged him tightly by his neck and buried my face on his shoulder before crying my heart out. He hugged me back tightly immediately.

“I’m sorry hae..”

gosh..

this is hyukkie..

 

I tightened my hug and cried even more hard. Mumbling “I’m scared”, made him hugged me even tighter and whispered thousands sorry’s in my ear.

 

After I finally calm down, he started to kiss my face, from my puffy eyes, to my red nose, my forehead, my blushing cheeks, and my lips.

He just pressed his lips on mine while whispering ‘im sorry’ and ‘I love you’ against my lips, before he started to move his lips on mine. I moved my lips too and kissed him back with the same gentleness, then I felt how his tongue my lips softly. I blushed. Are we going to do French kiss again?? KYAAA I parted my lips hesitantly, still awkward and didn’t know what to do. I could feel how his tongue slid inside my mouth slowly, and..

 

“YAH STOP RIGHT THERE TWO IDIOTS! STOP MAKING ME JEALOUS” yunho shouted suddenly and threw something to hyukkie’s head. Made us pulled from the kiss. Hyukkie pecked my lips once again before glaring at yunho. I couldn’t help but blushing madly.

Oh gosh..

WE JUST KISSED IN FRONT OF YUNHO NOT TO MENTION WE NEARLY FRENCH KIS—OMGMDLKSFDSKFDS

 

“WHAT THE HECK?! YOU—“ hyukkie was about to snap at yunho when suddenly he realized what did just yunho thrown to him.

I widened my eyes as I saw what it was and turned my head to look at yunho in panic. He just smiled at me.

“w—what..?” hyukkie’s eyes were REALLY big and froze while staring at it.

Yunho sighed “seeing you really care about donghae like that really touched me, you know. It was a really good show” he chuckled, made me threw him nemo’s head again with my blushing cheeks but lucky for him he avoided it successfully. Hyukkie still froze.

Yunho stucked out his tongue at me and chuckled again, “no I’m serious! It makes me jealous until now, and I’m sure you understand my feelings, hyukjae. So I guess it’s okay to let you know” he paused, “well.. I hope so..”

 

Hyukkie lifted his head up slowly and turned to face yunho.

…

yunho and I looked at him weirdly.

He kept staring at yunho with a red face and watery eyes while biting his lower lip. Really looked like a monkey. Umm.. a really handsome yet cute one though.

…what?

 

“WHOA MA FRIEEEENNNNDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!” suddenly hyukkie shouted and jumped from his feet and landed on yunho’s body. Hugging him tightly.

“I’M SORRY BRO I DIDN’T KNOW I’M SORRY I’M SORRY I’M SORRY I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND MAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN!!!!!!!”

“y—yah! Hyu—hyukjae.. s—stop—“

hyukkie kept hugging yunho extremely tight and shook his body with his hug, and I must tried my best to pull hyukkie from him, preventing yunho from dying soon.

 

~

 

“hyukkie stop crying” I said as I patted his head.

“yeah man, you make me feel like I’m really that pitiful” yunho said rolling his eyes.

“NOOOO! S—seriously it’s re-- really sad!!” he said between his sobs, “I don’t.. I don’t know you love him very much until stalking him into a café and took a picture of him and bring it everywhere you go like a total ert yet it’s so sad that you keep annoyed him just to get his attention when in fact it only makes him hates you and now you wear that fish costume just to stalk him in our class”

 

I laughed.  “well.. that’s mean hyukkie”

“YAH!! I DIDN’T STALK HIM FOR GOD’S SAKE!!!” yunho yelled in frustration at hyukkie with his blushing face. Made me laughed even more beside the crying-hyukkie.

Why is he crying anyway? I chuckled silently. SOOO CUTE!

“then why were you peeking to our class with that stupid costume?” hyukkie frowned and stopped crying.

“hyukkie it’s not weird!” I frowned and pouted at him, trying to be angry but I guess I failed, since hyukkie just chuckled pinched my cheek.

“tch, I just wanted to check him if he’s okay! Since I heard your class would make something like ‘host’ for your café, I got frustrated”

hyukkie and I looked at each other before looking back at yunho again.

Yunho continued with weak voices, “I felt really stupid for making that bet. I just wanted to make him angry because I like to see his mad face, but I didn’t know that he would do that. I feel like throwing myself from this rooftop when I saw that girls and guys flirting with him and even touching him.. but it got worsen when I saw he flirted with them too”

I could see there’s a pure sadness in his eyes, he looked really fragile, very different from the usual yunho everyone knows. There’s no selfishness, no arrogance at all. And I could feel his sadness too.

I looked at hyukkie’s sad face who was staring concernedly at yunho.

Images of hyukkie and that girls in the café back then suddenly came through my mind. I clearly understand how yunho feels. It hurts.

I shook my head immediately. No! it’s for everyone’s sake donghae, don’t be selfish!

 

“tell him that you don’t like it”

hyukkie said suddenly, made me and yunho turned to him immediately.

“just tell him to stop doing it because you don’t like it, at all.  I’m sure, he will stop”

“are you crazy?? He might think I’m weird and that I just don’t want to lose!”

“that’s why I said you should tell him that you don’t like it at all. You must do something to make him realize that you love him. Show him slowly, step by step, so he won’t freak out and understand” hyukkie said, smiling at yunho. And I couldn’t help but felt amaze at him. I smiled.

“I don’t think I can do it” yunho lied his head on the floor and closed his eyes, using nemo’s head costume as a pillow. “he hates me for god’s sake. What if he disgusted by me and started mocking me? He—“

I pulled nemo’s head costume, making his head hit the floor.

“OUCH! WHAT THE—“

“stupid” I said and threw nemo’s head at him, made him winched for the nth time already today, “don’t say that, pabo. You would never know if you never try”

hyukkie smiled at me and caressed my hair, made me blushed immediately. “yeah, you would never know if you never try”

 

“but you already know we—“

“yunho, you can do it” I cut his words and smiled reassuringly at him.

He seemed froze for a while, then sighed. “okay I’ll try, but what if he rejects me even before I confess?”

“it doesn’t matter if he loves you or not, the most important thing is you, yunho. You love him, right? And when you love someone don’t ever be afraid to show it. well, at least that's what kyu said to me” hyukkie said and started to caress my hand. I don’t know why, but I find there’s sincere in him when he said that.

Yunho didn’t say anything and just stared at the sky. He sighed again. “you’re right. I must try, aren’t i?”

I grinned widely, “yes you must! Now go go go go” I chanted happily and jumped a little while still sitting on the floor unconsciously. Then I felt how hyukkie lifted my body up by my waist and put me between his legs, before hugging me from behind. “stop being so cute please” he whispered and I blushed.

“tch, just say you want me to leave so that you two could continue your kissing scene!” yunho hissed and started to get up.

I couldn’t help but blushed madly. I covered my super red face with my both hands and could hear hyukkie chuckled.

“wait yunho, can you cancel the bet? Since you already want to show him what you feel, it’s time for us to make a peace, isn’t it?” hyukkie said, and I widened my eyes in excitement.

That’s right! So I didn’t have to see that scene again!! (the scene when hyukkie got flirted by those girls of course)

“oh you’re right, however I owe you two for this”

hyukkie and I smiled widely.

“but you two promise me to not telling anyone about this, okay?” yunho said glaring at us, but I didn’t know why it was not scary at all for me, instead I found it cute.

I chuckled, and yunho sighed in defeat.

“promise” I grinned happily at him.

“yeah yeah promise, now go away you brat” hyukkie said made yunho flicked his tongue.

Yunho was about to open the door, going back inside of the school but then got stopped when hyukkie yelled happily, “give us the live report okay! You’re my bro now!”

“bro your !” yunho hissed at hyukkie, but then smiled when  he turned at me, “thank you nemo’s friend” he said before going away and disappeared from our sight as soon as the door closed. And I smiled widely at what he just said.

 

 

“soo..”

I turned to look at hyukkie.

“we’re alone now” hyukkie looked at me with a mischievous smile, made me blushed.

He pulled me closer to him and I got shock when he leaned closer suddenly. I tightened my eyes.

…

he—he’s going to kiss me??? Isn’t he?????? KYAAA

…

eh?

I peeked a little and started to open my eyes. Only to hear hyukkie’s beautiful laughs and received a tight hug from him.

“gosh you’re just too cute to handle”

wait.. he tricked me??? My red face went even more red, I hit his chest playfully and got a lovable laugh of his as the result.

 

He kept hugging me and I rest my head on his shoulder, when suddenly he asked,
“where have you been, hae?”

Huh?

“huh..? What do you mean?” I tilted my head up a little to look at him.

“you weren’t at the class when I took a break. Were you with yunho since then?” he asked, and I didn’t know why but I felt there’s annoyance when he asked that.

“no! I was.. just went to the bathroom and—“

“liar”

he cut my words.

“i—I’m not”

is he mad at me?

“yes you are” he said as he took my left hand.

Oh no. he cannot see me finger!!

I quickly tried to pull my hand, but he held it tightly.

I thought he was going to shout or give a cold treatment at me, but no.. Instead, he pulled my hand and kissed my plastered finger which got cut earlier.

“is it hurt?”

I shook my head hesitantly.

“liar” he said and kissed my finger again.

He sighed. “you should’ve just told me hae”

I shook my head again. “no.. its just a little cut, its okay, I can take care of--”

I couldn’t finish my word when I saw hyukkie staring intently at me with a serious look, made me somehow nervous. I bent down my head and muttered ‘I’m sorry’ to him.

He kissed my finger for the third time and put my hand on his face. I looked at him hesitantly, and found how hyukkie closed his eyes with a light frown on his brows.

“im sorry.. I didn’t take care of you..” his frown grew deep as he held my hand tightly.

“no hyukkie, really its okay. Its just because my clumsiness, I promise I’ll be more careful” I said as I caressed his face with my hand that still on his face.

He didn’t say anything and just leaned his face on my hand. His face really is smooth, like a baby and like nemo. Kidding. I never touch nemo. But seriously it’s so smooth, I think I’m addicted to his face already. I caressed his cheek softly, enjoying his beautiful smooth face.

 

“I’m jealous”

huh?

I looked at him and blinked my eyes, he still closing his eyes.

“you seemed really like yunho”

I frowned and tilted my head in confusion.

“do you like him?” he asked and his question made me shock and I quickly shook my head furiously.

He pouted, “you seemed really comfortable with yunho, you’re more cheerful than usual, even I never saw you like that before”

I blushed immediately when I realized what I just did to yunho in front of hyukkie. Gosh! What did you do lee donghae?! Im so embarrassed!! Did hyukkie hate it??

Hyukkie sighed and lowering his head.

e-eh??

He didn’t say anything and just looked down while still holding my hand.

 

“hyukkie..?” I called him but I got no response.

I tilted my head down a little to look at his face and I felt a pang in my heart. His face clearly said that he really is sad, it was like someone had just taken his happiness away and I didn’t see sunshine in his face anymore.

“hyuk—hyukkie..?”

he still bent down his head.

"hyukkie look at me please.."

he tilted his head slowly to look at me and smiled weakly at me. Uh.. don’t smile like that hyukkie, it’s not your smile.. It’s really weak..

“i—I..” I tried to say something but he cut me immediately.

“it’s okay donghae” he smiled his weak smile while staring sadly at me, still holding my hand tightly.

‘donghae’..?

he never called me donghae since that day, he always calls me ‘hae’. My heart clenched.

“care to tell me what happened between you two?” he said softly while caressing my hand.

No.. he’s misunderstand. I never like yunho!! But.. I couldn’t help but melted.. he still using his soft voice and still caressing my hand gently even if his eyes is like could burst in tears anytime soon. Seriously it’s really heartbreaking.

My eyes getting teary.

“no hyukkie, i—“

“I love you..”

hyukkie suddenly said softly, like a whisper and really sad. I quickly hugged him. Wrapped my arms around his neck and buried my face on his shoulder.

I cried silently. I didn’t know if this is tear of sadness or happiness. I just want his sunshine back to him again quickly.

“I don’t--  I don’t like him! I just—I just see him as nem—nemo! Since he wore that nemo costume so i—I couldn’t help but see him as nemo! That—that’s why I didn’t sca..red at all at him anymore and.. and I-- ”

“ssshh… hae it’s okay, im sorry.. “ he cut my words and hugged me tightly while caressing my back. I couldn’t help it, I couldn’t stand seeing his sad eyes that was trying its best to not drop a single tear.

“I’m sorry hae.. please don’t cry..” hyukkie kept soothing me, and I felt my heart hurts everytime he says sorry to me. Why he always says he’s sorry? I didn’t like it. It’s not his fault, yet he’s the one who says sorry..

“I’m so—“

I pulled from the hug immediately and stared angrily at him. I couldn’t stand it!

“stop.. saying sorry..” I deepened my frown and pouted unconsciously. “it’s—it’s not your fault.. its my fault.. don’t say—sorry anymore or I’ll get mad!”

I’m seriously being mad here! I don’t like it! But got shock when suddenly hyukkie chuckled.

Wha—what?

“is this what you called as ‘mad’?” he giggled, and I tried my best to keep my angry face since I really wanted to smile right now seeing his smile face and hearing his beautiful little laugh.

He smiled widely, “okay okay, I won’t do it again, I’m sorry okay?”

“hyukkie you did it again!” I exclaimed unconsciously and quickly palmed my mouth.

I didn’t just yell.. did i??!!

Hyukkie had his eyes wide, but then he laughed whole-heartedly. He hugged me again tightly, still laughing and I buried my red face on his shoulder.

 

“I’m happy..” he said suddenly, “I can make you exclaimed like that, like you did when you with yunho”

I frowned, I quickly pulled from him and when I saw him, he had his beautiful smile on his face, clearly sincere at what he just said. I guess.. half of my heart already became a liquid since I felt it melted drastically.

I hesitated a bit at first, but then I cupped his cheeks with my both hands and started to caress it gently.

“hyukkie i'm sorry.. i make you misunderstand.. I don’t like.. him.. I never like him. I..  uhmm..” I tried my best to ignore my blushing cheeks and continued, “im really—comfortable with you.. you.. you’re the only person I can.. comfortable with.. really.. I swear.. I swear to god..”

he seemed stun for awhile and just blinked his eyes for some times. And slowly, a smile crept on his face, it grew wider and wider until my favorite gummy smile of his came into few. I smiled immediately as I saw him smiling brightly at me.

“really?” he said happily. I chuckled at his cuteness and pinched his cheeks.

“really”

“are you sure? More than your parents?”

“hm hmm” I hummed and nodded my head. He smiled amusingly.

“but they’re your parents”

“I know but.. I don’t know” I pouted. It’s true, I love being around my parents, but with hyukkie, it’s a different feelings.

“even more than nemo??” he asked excitedly.

“…”

“…”

“…”

hyukkie pouted and frowned at me.

“nemo is not a person!!” I said immediately, panicked. And he laughed happily.

“I guess my biggest enemy is nemo then”

“huh? Why? I want you to be nemo’s bestfriend too!”

he then laughed again and pulled me into his tight embrace. I hugged him back and put all of my sincerity in it. I smelled his sweet strawberry scent and hugged him even tighter, I rubbed my face on his shoulder and smiled,  enjoying his hug. Made him chuckled.

“you like my hug? Or you love it?” he asked and I blushed.

I nodded my head a little while muttered “both” softly, only to make him chuckled again.

He pulled a little and leaned his face closer to mine, and said, “how about my kiss?” while smiling lovingly.

I didn’t say anything and just blushing madly, he giggled at me and started to lean even more close, until his lips touched mine softly.

 

Hmm.. his kiss? I don’t know.. it makes me feel like I’m flying to the cloud nine. Makes me happy and feel loved by him. I more than ‘like it’. I more than ‘love it’. I’m sorry hyukkie, but really I couldn’t describe your kiss. It’s too beautiful. I don’t even know why I used the word ‘beautiful’.

Without me knowing, I already felt hyukkie nibbled my lower lip and it slowly. I blushed. Are we gonna continue what we did earlier?? What should I do what should I do what should I do, im so embarrassed!!

When he felt I didn’t open my lips, he started to pull from the kiss slowly. NOOO!

I quickly hugged him tighter, preventing him from pulling away and parted my lips immediately, letting his tongue slipped into my mouth.

Hyukkie seemed shock, but then he chuckled between my lips and continued kissing me lovingly, made me blushing hard.

He traveled his tongue inside my mouth and I could feel his sweet tongue touched mine gently. I wonder.. how could he do it so gently? Seriously it’s really gentle. Everybody said French kiss is not innocent, but why I feel like it’s really innocent and pure? Or is it only hyukkie’s kiss the one that’s pure?

I kissed him back with the same tenderness. I fist my hands on his shirt because I was about to lack of air  but I didn’t want to let go yet. And I felt my heart fell when hyukkie pulled from the kiss slowly.

He looked straight into my eyes, our faces were barely an inch and I just stared at his eyes and blinked my eyes while panting heavily. He smiled lovingly at me.

“you should’ve just stopped when you feel like lacking of air hae” he said while caressing my cheek. He chuckled when he saw I just bent down my head, hiding my red face.

 

Then I felt my heart back when I felt hyukkie’s lips on mine again. Kissing me lovingly like before. Should I explain how it feels again? Hmm.. I guess not. It would be a veeeeeery long story.

We kept kissing each other lovingly until I lacked of air again and he pulled from the kiss. And right after we pulled from each other, suddenly hyukkie’s phone vibrated. He frowned and took his phone from his pocket, he put his phone down a little so that I could see what’s on his phone too.

It’s a message from jaejoong.

 

To : hyukjae

From : jaejoong

YAH YOU BRAT ANSWER MY CALL AND COME BACK QUICKLY!

 

Hyukkie looked at me confusedly but then when he checked his phone, I widened my eyes. There are 74 missed calls from jaejoong, kyuhyun, seungri, and the other students from our class, and 56 messages from them too.

I stared at hyukkie in horror and was about to get up, but hyukkie tightened the hug, preventing me from doing so.

“hyukkie we must go back now” I said panicky and tried to get up again but he prevented me again. I frowned, “hyukkie come on, they’re gonna be mad at us”

instead of he starts to get up, he just pouted at me and pulled me into a tight hug again. Made me blushed for the hundred times already today.

“just let them be. I don’t want to go back”

“but.. they must be very busy  and in trouble now and need our help”

“it’s still 12.30 hae, just a little bit more~” hyukkie whined,  “they won’t do anything to us. they wont dare picking a fight on me.” he grinned proudly, made me chuckled.

“so full of yourself”

“what? It’s true”

I chuckled again, he caressed my head while smiling brightly and hugged me again. Made me smiled and hugged him back, deciding to just enjoy his comfortable hug a little bit more before going back to class.

i inhaled his scent and smiled widely when i remember hyukkie's bright smile.

 

Hyukkie, you know what? You said my smile is really shining. But your smile is more shining to me.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Suddenly he kissed my cheek, and said “thank you” before grinning his widest smile today at me.

I widened my eyes, and looked at him in horror.

…

“did I just.. say it.. out loud..?” I mumbled.

“not loud, but clear to me” he said, still smiling his beautiful gummy smile widely at me.

…

“oh no..” I muttered and buried my my bright red face on his chest. And he laughed whole-heartedly while hugging me tighter.

 

 

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