Donghae's POV

I stared at the cheese burger in front of me. I know.. I knew it from the start. I already love hyukjae for a long time, so I know that some girls always do that kind of things to catch hyukjae's attention.

But still.. It hurts.. More hurts than when we weren't dating. Why hyukjae didn't refuse her? Why did he agree to be her partner? Why did he let her hugged and kissed him? Why he didn't do anything? Why he's so kind to her?

I know he's very kind, but.. Why.. Is he okay with that? I guess..he's still straight, I mean, he wanted to protect me, but he was straight after all, maybe he's not--

"Donghae?" I heard his soft voice and I could feel his gentle fingers on my cheek. Uh..

Hyukjae's POV

I called him for the nth times already but he didn't budge at all. Oh God what should I do..

The bell already rang ten minutes ago, and thanks to sungmin and kyu, they told everybody who watched our scenes earlier to go back to class.

Now just the two of us here at the cafetaria. I called him again and carefully touched his cheek with the back of my fingers, afraid at the fact that I would hurt him with my touch.

Suddenly he stood up made me jumped a little in shock, and he said,

"I-i.. I'm sorry.."

H-huh?

"Let's go back to class" he said as he walked past me, walking fast to the class.

I was still confused, still didn't know what to do but my body moved by itself. I quickly grabbed the cheese burger that left on the table and chase after him, and stopped him by grabbing his wrist before he touched the doorknob's class. I dragged him to the rooftop. He didn't say anything but let me dragged him, it felt like he didn't have any strength at all. I closed the rooftop door as I reached there and quickly turned to him.

He bent down his head sadly, uh.. It hurts to see him like this. I touched his cheek carefully, and regretted it immediately as I saw the tears flew uncontrollably from donghae's eyes.

Panic took over me, I was speechless. D-did I hurt him?? Oh gosh stupid hands!! I quickly pulled my hands away from him, holy , bad hands! I swear I won't touched him anymore with my dirty hands!!

He was crying really hard, I really didn't know what to do, I wanted to hug him, seriously, but I'm afraid I might hurt him again.. Seriously what should I do

I was still battling in my mind when suddenly I felt donghae hugged me.

...

Donghae

Yes, that little shy blushing guy

He

Hugs

Me

...

I froze..

"D-don't..touch.." He said between his hard sobs.

W-what?

Don't touch?? He kept sobbing hard,

B-but--

"Don't touch her.."

...

I blinked my eyes furiously. What?

"I.. Don't like it.."

He tightened his fist on my shirt and cried harder

...

HOLYMOTHERFU*26/-;;++)!:66(24#:"@.?)(353;+.,:;++KFODNWUDGWUDEW SO CUTE

I didn't say anything, I was still stunned,

"..i-im sorry.."

He said as he loosened his grip on my shirt and was about to pull from the hug but I hugged him back immediately, tightly, preventing him from pulling away,

"No, I'm sorry donghae.. I'm sorry.. I won't.. I love you, so much.. "

I said as I buried my face on his shoulder, hugged him more tight, and he cried even harder in my embrace.

~

I rubbed donghae's soft cheeks, trying to erase the track of tears that still visible on his face.

He already calmed down now, we still at the rooftop and I sat with my back leaned on the wall, and he sat in front of me, leaning his back on my chest as I hugged him from behind.

Ah~ I really love this position, I could hug my little little squishy yet fragile boy hae~ huh? Hae? Hum.. Its nice to call him that. I smiled at my thought.

I hugged him more again for awhile, before pulled a little and lifted his chin slowly so he could look at me, his eyes still looked really sad, made me felt a thousand stabs in my heart.

"Donghae, listen.." I said to him softly, more like a whisper while caressing his cheek with my hand, "I'm sorry if hurt you.. I'm sorry for agreeing to be jessica's partner.. I'm sorry that I helped her and that's too intimate.. I'm sorry that I'm too careless that she hugged me and kissed me.. But really I didn't mean to hurt you.. I was shocked too she did that to me.. I'm really sorry, I truly am.." I kissed his teary eyes.

"i promise i won't let her touch me again, I love you and only you, you can slap me" I took one of his hands and was going to punch myself with his hand,

"N-no!"

He grabbed my hand with his other hand, made me stopped. He slowly pulled his hand from my hand and he bent down his head,

"I'm sorry.. I thought.. You didn't love me.."

"WHAT?!"

I shouted as a reflex and slapped myself mentally for doing that because donghae seemed shocked and his eyes getting teary again, there's a fear in his eyes,

"No no no no no!! Donghae no I'm sorry, I was just shocked because I love you so much, I don't want you to think that I don't love you, it made me sad" I said panicy and started to kiss his eyes again, preventing it from dropping any tears.

And I felt I was flying to the cloud nine as I saw him smiling softly at me.

Ah that smile. I hugged him tightly, sighed in relief and smiled widely while saying "thank god.."

"I love you..too"

I heard him said, almost inaudible but I managed to hear it and I swore I could die anytime soon.

I pulled a little from the hug and saw him blushing cutely while looking down due the words that he said just now. I smiled really widely and whispered softly on his ear,

"I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you"

And his face went redder redder redder and redder.

I couldn't help it anymore, I pulled and turned him to sat on my laps, facing me. He blushed at what I did and I whispered to his ear,

"Isn't it the time for us to kiss?"

He blushed at my words and buried his face on my shoulder. I chuckled. He's too cute, isn't he?

"Hey, look at me" I said his cheek and he shook his head,

"Come on~" I and he shook his head furiously on my shoulder, made me laughed, and hugged him,

"Aish you little fishy guy why so cute?"

"W-what fishy" he said pulled from the hug and punched my shoulder playfully,

I smiled widely and leaned to kiss him, but instead of a soft thin lips that I love, I felt a hand on my lips. I pouted.

"I'm shy.." He said blushing cutely, biting his lower lip,

Holy .

I couldn't stand it anymore, I cupped his cheek with my left hand while my other hand grabbed his hand that was covering my mouth just now, and I kissed him full on the lips.

I kissed him softly, I could tell he was blushing right now, I caressed his right cheek with my left hand, while my right hand moved and sneaked slowly to his waist, pulling him closer, and I slowly moved my lips on his.

I was still afraid at the fact that I might hurt him, but when I felt how donghae kissed me back slowly, I couldn't help but smiled between our kiss and kissed him more.

Donghae moved his hands to my shoulder and slowly circled his arms around my neck, I was so happy at the fact that he was enjoying our kiss too. We parted from the kiss slowly before we lacked of air. I smiled widely at him,

"I thought you were shy"

I and his face flushed red, he buried his face on my shoulder again, made me laughed at his cuteness.

Then I remembered something,

"Ah, donghae, here"

He looked up at me and stared at the cheese burger in my hand,

"You haven't finished it yet, you must be hungry"

I unfolded the plastic that wrapped the burger and offered it to donghae, but he hid his face on my shoulder. I blinked my eyes in confusion,

"Donghae?"

He kept silent.

"Hey, donghae you should eat" I said as I rubbed his head, but he shook his head on my shoulder furiously,

"What's wrong donghae? You don't like cheese burger?"

He tightened his hands on my shirt,

"You want me to buy something else?" I asked worriedly, but he shook his head again.

"I loved..cheese burger.." He said, paused for awhile and continued, "but I hate it now"

I frowned, "why?" He ate it when I fed him in the cafetaria, didn't he?

"..."

"Donghae?"

"You..left me and went to her when you fed me that cheese burger"

He said, burying his face more on my shoulder. It took me 5 seconds to scan what he just said and I laughed whole-heartedly at his over-loading cuteness.

He frowned and pouted, and I have to try my best to stop laughing,

I leaned my head and pressed my lips to his, I kissed him softly and he kissed me back, it was just a short kiss then I pullled back,

"Why so cute my fishy?" I pinched his cheek, made him blushed and pouted more, I chuckled,

"I'm sorry I left you before, donghae, and I promised I won't left you anymore, okay?"

I said but he just pouted and leaned his head on my shoulder,

"Come on~ you make me worried now" I whined at him, made him chuckled,

"Come on little hae, open your mouth" I said positioning the hamburger in front of his mouth and he blushed,

"Hae hae still doesn't want to eat it?" I pouted and he blushed more,

"H-hae hae..?"

"You don't like it?" I pouted more, he chuckled and pinched my cheek,

"I like it"

I smiled my gummy smile and kissed his cheek, "now say 'aaaaa'"

And finally he opened his mouth and ate the hamburger slowly, made me smiled. I was about to feed him again but he turned my hand and positioned the burger in front of my mouth, I frowned,

"Hyukjae..you haven't eaten too, you should eat" he said, made me smiled,

"Na-ah, I already ate, now open your mouth"

He frowned, "don't lie, I know you didn't eat, now eat"

"No, you might get sick if you didn't eat much"

"But you would get sick too"

"But you're more important"

He blushed at my words but then said "eat or I will cry"

I widened my eyes in an instant and quickly ate it, made him laughed.

"Tsk, you know my weakness"

He still laughed, "What weakness?"

"You know I hate it when you cry"

"No I didn't, but I know now" he giggled cutely and I fed him again,

"I know your weakness too" I said to him as I kissed his nose, couldn't stand with his cute giggle just now, he blushed then frowned,

"What is that?"

"My handsome face" I grinned widely, made him blushed again and punched my chest playfully,

"So full of yourself, now eat" he offered the hamburger to me,

"No, you eat first"

"But its your turn"

"Is that matter?"

"Yes"

"No"

"Yes!"

"Tsk, I don't know you're this stubborn hae" I said and his face flushed at my 'hae' just now, I chuckled

"Okay, I will eat but in one condition"

He frowned, "what is that?"

"Call me hyukkie" I said, grinning at him and his face went redder,

"Come on hae~"

He blushed even more and palmed his face with both hands.

"Come on come on hyukkie wants hae to call him hyukkie hyukkie hyukkie~" I chanted happily made his face became redder and redder,

"Hae doesn't like hyukkie" I said pouting "fine" i sulked,

He chuckled and pinched my cheeks, "stop pouting, and don't sulk like that"

I kept sulking.

"f-fine!" He said made my eyes went bright,

"Uh..h-hyuk..kie?"

My eyes went brighter, and a wide smile crept on my face, I don't know why but I felt really happy he called me that. Its like we became closer with each other. I was about to kiss him again and leaned my head to his,

"now eat!" He said shoving the hamburger into my mouth with his blushing cheeks. And I couldn't help but chuckled and smiling nonstop while munching the cheese burger.

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We walked to donghae's..ehm, hae's house now while holding hands. I was still smiling widely at the fact we became closer with each other and called each other with nick names.

Ah~ I'm soooo happy! even though donghae-- ah, hae was crying again today, I sighed at the fact that I was the one who made him cry again. dammit lee hyukjae! You said you wanted to protect him, but it turned out you were the one who made him cry! I pouted.

I was still pouting because of my thought, but then stopped immediately as I realized about something.. Donghae.. Hae.. He..

"Hae"

He blushed as I called him, I guess he still didn't use with me calling him that, I chuckled silently.

"h-hmm?"

"Am I handsome?"

"W-what?"

"Answer me"

"Y-yah! Stop with the nonsense thing"

"But I'm handsome, right?" I grinned widely

"Humph, no you're annoying"

"What?!"

He giggled happily, "I'm just kidding~"

"So is that mean I'm handsome?"

"Hmm let me think.."

I pouted,

"For me, nemo's more handsome"

"What-- yah! Don't compare me with a fish!"

He laughed cutely and walked happily again,

SEE?! HE WAS TALKING A LOT TO ME!

WOOHOO!! I'm SO HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY~ FINALLY MY HAE TALKs COMFORTABLY WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!

"Um..hyukjae?" Suddenly I heard him called me,

"Hyukkie" I said,

"Uh yes, hyuk..kie"

He blushed and I smiled widely

"This is not the way to my..house"

I widened my eyes at his words and looked around us. Wtf?!

"OH GOD! Hae I'm sorry, this is the way to my house! I'm sorry hae I was too happy at my thought that you called me hyukkie, stupid stupid stupid, let's go this way!" I turned our body to the other direction and I saw he palmed his red face with one hand, oh maybe because of my outburst just now.

"Oppa??"

I stopped from my track immediately as I heard a familiar voice from behind me.

Huh? This..little voice..?

"Hyukkie oppa, is that you?"

I turned slowly at the sound direction and widened my eyes. Really, really big.

"HUA~ it's really you!! i miss you so so so soooo much!!" She chirped happily as she saw me and ran to my direction, but then he stopped from her track, frowned and gasped as she saw donghae and our intertwined hands.

U-oh.. that's.. my sister.

She suddenly ran to us again and I was about to pick donghae up and brought him away to somewhere I don't know like what romeo and juliet did, when suddenly my sister hugged donghae tightly.

E-eh?

yes, he hugged.. donghae.. tightly.

What the..

a/n : HUUUGGGGSSSS PLEASE hope heechul comeback soon and sungmin get well soon TT___TT anyway, hope you like the chappie <3<3