Hyukjae’s POV

 

I hugged this most beautiful creature tightly as he cried hard on my chest, burying his face on it.

Yes. ‘he’.

What? Of course I know that ‘he’ is my boyfriend!

 

He cried harder in my embrace and I hugged him more tight as I started to caress his back gently.

“ssshhh… stop crying please…” I whispered softly in his ear and kissed his head. And he suddenly pushed me hard, giving a distance between us, made me shock.

“i—i… uh… im o.. okay” he stuttered between his sobs as he tried to release from the hug, but I kept my arms around him, not wanting to let him go even for a second. It hurts when he tried to pull from the hug, made me think that he doesn’t like it when I hug him.

“what’s wrong ha—“

“i—I hate you...”

stabbed.

and stunned.

I felt the world stopped as I widened my eyes slowly.

Hearing his words, my heart was broken into pieces.

He covered his face with his palms as he cried hard.

I just stared at him blankly.

After felt like years, I tried to caress his hair, but what made me surprised was he slapped my hand away and took a step back, but I prevented him from getting away from my arms.

He hates me…?

His voice kept ringing in my head, like a song that stuck on replay, killing my heart slowly. I felt like crying.

“I love… you” I said unconsciously with my unstable voice. He snapped his head up immediately to look at me and his tears flew more uncontrollably than before. Made me panicked.

He started to hit my chest with his hands, and I just stared at him as he cried and kept punching my chest with his trembling hands. it didn’t hurt my chest, but it hurt what's inside it.

He sobbed hard as he kept hitting my chest weakly. I was letting him hit me only to think what was wrong. it was the first time i saw him like this.

 

But then I realized something. I quickly grabbed his hands and wrapped his whole body in my embrace again. this time was really tight until I could feel his heartbeat and he couldn’t hit me again. I kissed his head repeatedly. My heart clenched as he sobs really hard until he seemed couldn’t breath properly.

“hae… I’m sorry, I know it’s you… I’m sorry hae…” I whispered in his ear as I kept his back and hugged him tighter. I repeated his name for awhile and I sighed in relief when he stopped hitting me, even though he didn’t stop crying.

“hae.. I’m sorry hae.. lee donghae.. ” I still repeating his name and I could feel he started to getting relax in my embrace. AARGH stupid you stupid bastard! Of course he would think that I was hugging haeji, not hae! Idiot!! Ahhh I’m sorry my little baby…

I still whispering his name when suddenly he lifted up his head, staring at me with his red, teary eyes, which made my heart felt like being stabbed everytime I see them. Great hyukjae. You did it again. you made him cry again.

“you—you know..?” he asked between his sobs,

“I know what..?” I asked softly and caressed his wet cheek with my fingers gently.

“that i—it’s me..” he stuttered and I smiled lovingly at him.

“of course I know, silly”

“b—but”

“who else in this world has beautiful teary eyes like you? A beautiful fish face like you? A soft gaze like you?”

“I’m—I’m not a fish” he said with his red face punched my chest playfully, made me chuckled seeing his cute blushing face.

“i knew it was you when you asked me if I love my boyfriend or not” I said, caressing his soft cheek. “well.. before, I didn’t know though, because I didn’t see your face clearly since you kept bending down your head. And I was busy searching for my lost-boyfriend who in fact was standing beside me” I chuckled and he blushed, still sobbing hard.

“when you asked me that question, I turned my head to look at you and you tilted your head up to look at me. seeing your teary eyes,  made me immediately realized that it was you. But I didn’t say anything and kept cool since I knew you didn’t want me to know that it was you. So I just kept silence. Well.. I also kept reminding silence because I was too mesmerized by your beauty though” I said and his face went deep red immediately.

“pa—pabo” he mumbled and buried his face on my chest, I chuckled.

 

I hugged him in my embrace and kissed his head until I heard his sobs started to getting softer and his breath getting stable. I sighed in relief.

“please don’t say that words again..” I whispered,

“say.. what..?”

“say that you hate me..” I said with cracked voice. I couldn’t help it, remembering that words came from his lips… its just too hurt.

He fisted his hands on my shirt and shook his head on my shoulder, “i—im sorry hyukkie… I didn’t mean it… I th—thought…”

 “you didn’t think that I would do something like that with other girls beside you, did you?” I asked.

He hesitated a bit, but then said, “i—im sorry..i.. d—did” he bent down his head and fisted his hands on my shirt tighter. I sighed.

“I wont do that kind of things hae... i--”

“i.. I know. Im s—sorry…” he cut my words and buried his face on my shirt more. I hugged him back with the same passion and caressed his hair.

“sungmin and kyu told me…”

I frowned. “told you what??”

“uhm.. a—about you and your ex’s..”

I stunned, and couldn’t help but think… what’s about me and my ex’s? hae chuckled when he realized that I was deep in my thought, made me tilted my head down to look at him.

“they told me.. that you were so mean toward them” he said cutely and I tilted my head.

Huh??

“Did I…?”

I was deep in my thought again remembering what i did to them when suddenly I heard him chuckled again and he started to giggle. And I couldn’t help but smiled widely seeing him finally could laugh, even if his eyes still red.

“pabo hyukkie” he said between his laugh, I pouted.

“im not. Hae is pabo”

this time it’s his time who pout. “I’m not”.

I chuckled, “yes you are. Do you know how desperate I was when you ran away from me? I thought I wouldn’t find you and my mind wandered to the scary things that might could happen to you” I said and pouted.

He looked at me in guilty and bit his lower lip cutely, “I’m sorry…” he said softly.

I smiled and kissed his nose, only to make him blushed.

 

~

 

“hyukkie..”

“hmm?” I inhaled his sweet scent as I pulled him even closer. We sat on the floor with me leaning my back on the wall below the window and he sat between my legs, resting his head on my chest.

“I’m sorry…”

“for what?”

“I didn’t tell you anything… a—and said mean things…”

“hmm? It’s okay” I buried my face on his neck and inhaled his scent more, and I could feel he shivered a little.

“r—really im sorry…”

“hm hmm… it’s okay hae, I’m not mad at all. You look beautiful anyway” I whispered and I knew he was blushing madly even though I didn’t see his face.

 

I pulled from the hug a little and started to scan this beautiful creature in front of me in his maid dress. I swear. I swear to god this guy really is beautiful. He could beat the beauty of all of the men and women in this entire world. And I’m not kidding, at all. His body is slim and perfect for a girl, but not too skinny and perfect for a guy. His white, soft, skin face made a perfect combination with his black dress. Made his skin looks stunning. And his hair… I prefer his own hair though, he does look beautiful with this beautiful long wig hair, but I knew his own soft-hair is more beautiful.

Okay, how should describe him with words? Beautiful? Of course, but it should be more than beautiful because he’s far beyond beautiful. He looks like a porcelain. I want to keep him forever and don’t want to show him to other people. Just keep him for myself and protect him by myself. No one can touch him. No one. And no—

“hyukkie~! Stop staring!” hae whined cutely and turned his body, sitting back facing me. His face was as red as a tomato. I laughed seeing his cute side and hugged him from behind, but he moved away made me couldn’t reach him.

“hae? Come here”

“no…”

“come on~”

“don’t want to” he said, and I bet he was pouting now. I chuckled again.

“okay okay I’m sorry I wont do it again”

“still don’t want to…”

and it’s my turn to pout. “why??”

“because… i—im embarrassed…”

I smiled and tugged his shoulder lightly, “why?”

“because I.. look weird”

“weird??’ I frowned. The heck? He’s so damn perfect!

Huh? Oh right! Perfect is the most suitable to describe this cute creature! Yes! I ran happily in my mind with the strawberries.

“but you look—“

“ugly I know…” he cut my words, more like a mumbling.

I frowned again.

“no I mean—“

“disgusting…?”

 

…disgusting?

ok enough.

I went closer to him and quickly lifted him up before made him sat on my laps, his body facing me. He gasped and I quickly kissed him full on the lips. Made him widened his eyes. I kept kissing him and moved my lips passionately but gently, until I felt he was out of breath. I pulled from the kiss slowly and cupped his cheeks with my hands. He panted heavily. Uh.. so cute.

“listen, using that words to describe yourself again, then I’ll kiss you the whole day nonstop” I said, made him widened his eyes and shook his head furiously. I chuckled.

“why? I thought you’re gonna like it” I said, teasing him, and his face went red as he pouted adorably.

“you’re so beautiful in this dress hae” I whispered in his ear, made his already red face became even more red if its possible.

“i—I thought you were going to hate it” he said. I raised my brows.

“why am i?” I asked and he just pouted, knowing that if he said bad words to describe himself again, I’m really gonna kiss him all day. I chuckled.

“maybe I am.. I don’t like it when those brats eying you up and down like predator seeing their prey” I frowned as I remembered those bastards’ stares toward hae when we were promoting our café. They were freaking my boyfriend with their eyes! Fck.

“don’t wear this again” I unconsciously said sternly with my cold stare. And hae’s face became shock.

“ah-- n—no no no hae! I didn’t mean to say it that way! I just don’t want other people seeing you like that“ I groaned in panic, trying to find a better word but I guess hae already took it wrongly. I just don’t want them to see him with that stares again. it was really hard to control myself from punching their faces and wrap my arms around him at that time.

His face looked really sad and I stared at him in amazement. I couldn’t help but scanned his face again. he’s really beautiful… I know I already said it thousands times, but still… even when he had this sad expression he looked extremely beautiful. Especially with this clothes.

And I felt like my heart being squished when I saw him started to bite his lower lips and water started to form in his eyes. U-oh… not again.

I touched his soft left cheek gently with my right hand and my other hand went to wrap around his waist, pulling him closer to me. and I leaned my head to his, before connected our lips together.

I kissed him slowly as I pulled him even closer.

“hae” I whispered in his lips and he opened his eyes slowly, his face went flush.

“can’t you tell how many times already I said ‘you’re so beautiful’ to you?” I said, our lips still touched with each other but we didn’t kiss, and it made him more blushed. He shook his head slowly. I kissed his lips for 3 seconds and pulled a little again, still connecting them, only to make him blushed even more.

“what I mean is, you’re beyond beautiful with this clothes.. those jer—I mean, those guys might check on you and…” I stopped for awhile, almost drowned in his beautiful round eyes, then continued, “and I don’t like it when they see you… I’m jealous”

he stared at me for awhile, and I squealed hard inside when I saw how his face slowly became pink, and slowly again became red and how he started to avert his eyes from mine. Oh no… what should I do with this cute fish-like-human…

I kissed him full on the lips again and brought him even more close to me, feeling his heartbeat that became quickened each time goes by. This guy… what was god thinking when he created this creature? Did he accidentally dropped thousands glasses of ‘cuteness’ when he made this human?

I could felt how he wrapped his arms around my neck as he started to kiss me back with the same tenderness. How could everything he does seem so cute to me??? I moved my lips on him gently and was about to sneak my tongue inside, but then I felt hae was out of breath already so I pulled from the kiss.

Ahh hae… you’re just too adorable.

He panted heavily with his already red face as he fisted his hands on my front shirt. Made me chuckled and began to hug him again. he hugged me back tighter and leaned his head on my shoulder, burying his face on my neck.

 

“hyukkie…”

he called me suddenly, more like a whisper, and I hummed in response. He seemed hesitated at first, but then he continued,

“what… what were you talking about… when you were with.. y—yoona?”

I frowned as I remembered yoona. That girl… I don’t know why but I feel like there’s something wrong with that girl. She was offering me a strawberry pie and asked about hae. Of course I couldn’t resist my lovely strawberry and tell her about the love of my life hae happily.

Hae seemed to know that I was deep in my thought, so he called me again, made me snapped from my thought. “hyukkie..?”

“oh nothing, she was just asking about us”

“u—us??” he asked and I smiled.

“nehh..”

“o—oh.. really..?” he said unsure, I frowned a little.

“why?”

“...nothing...”

“…tell me”

“I.. I said its nothing..”

I frowned even more and started to peck his lips repeatedly while muttered ‘tell me’ in the middle. Made him blushed even more. Why he always blushing?? Oh my heart…

“i—I..” he started to talk and I stopped pecking him. And he blushed again. I guess he seriously needs to stop blushing. Because… well… poor my heart…

“because… you seemed… so happy with—her…” he said hesitantly and bent down his head. I frowned again hearing his words, but then slowly a smile crept on my face. I grinned widely at him, made him stared at me confusedly.

“ah~ are you jealous?” I . he widened his eyes and blushed again.

“no—no im not, im just—“

“my hae is jealous~” I said teasingly and hugged him tight.

“i—I said im not!”

“hm hmm…” I kissed his neck, made him gasped and shivered a little.

“h—hyukkie.”

“what, my jealous baby?”

“what?? I—im not jealous!!”

“okay~ ”

“ uhhh hyukkiee!” he whined in an extremely beyond cute way, I laughed seeing his red face and his pouting lips and pulled him closer.

“she was asking me about you and I couldn’t stop telling her how beautiful you are” I said, only to make him blushing even more.

 

“did sungmin and kyu tell you about me and yoona?” I asked, and he shook his head slowly.

“wanna know?” I brushed my nose on his.

“i—is it… something that can make me cry?” he asked, staring at me with his round watery eyes.

…………………..IS IT JUST ME OR THIS HUMAN IN HERE REALLY IS CUTE???????

I kissed his nose and curled him in my tight embrace, wrapped him completely with my arms and squeezed him. I couldn’t stand it, his cuteness is overloaded.

I heard him giggled suddenly, “wae hyukkie?”

I quickly looked at the ceiling. Don’t look at him don’t look at him. Don’t look at his amazingly cute face. I fake a cough.

“nothing, its just that… you’re too cute” I said honesty and he slapped my chest playfully, made me chuckled.

“well… actually it’ll show you how much I love you though” I said, and he tilted his head up to look at me. He didn’t say anything and just blinked his eyes expectantly yet cutely, waiting for me to story telling him. I laughed at his cute behavior and pinched his cheeks.

 

I started to tell him everything about yoona back then with him in my tight embrace. About me and my overwhelming strawberry addict, how yoona and I met at sungmin’s café, how she suddenly confessed to me without me knowing, and how confused I was when she suddenly claimed me as his boyfriend. And I told him too how desperate I was when I saw him crying uncontrollably in that rooftop, how frustrated I was when I tried to love yoona but I couldn’t, and how hurt my heart was when I realized that I wanted to protect him badly back then but I couldn’t since yoona kept pestering me. How desperate and frustrated I was when he didn’t come to school for three days, how I missed him, how worry I was. Then how I cried and felt really happy when I realized that I love him so much with the help of kyu and sungmin. Then when I wanted to brake up with yoona I knew that yoona used my ‘strawberry addict’ to make me as her boyfriend, how happy I was too when I finally broke up with her so that I could protect him, and lastly how happiness spread around me when I could start protecting him. Oh and of course when he said he loves me, that was the best day of my life.

When I finished my story, I realized hae didn’t say anything from then. I looked at him worriedly, afraid at the thought that he might hate me for being a jerk or something, but I just found hae staring at me with his teary eyes. Panic took over me when I saw tears started to form in his eyes, I was about to wipe it away before it could fall, but he already wiped it with his sleeve.

He sobbed softly. I couldn’t say anything since I was too shock, I didn’t know what to do. Will he mad at me? Will he hate me? Will he leave me? I swallowed hard at the thought that he might leave me.

 

My eyes started to getting heat. But then i froze  when hae cupped my face and kissed me on the lips. Made me widened my eyes and stunned. It was just a soft peck, but it was enough to make me froze, speechless, and send me to heaven right away.

It was the very first time hae kissed me first on the lips. When he kissed me on my cheek that day, it was already made me going crazy, but now he…

He kissed me…

On…

The lips…

…

“hyukkie… I—I love you…”

…

…

…

“…more than nemo”

…

 

 

~~

 

 

“h—hyukkie are you mad at me…?”

“…”

“hyukkie…?”

“…”

“hyukkieee…” he whined as I kept silence and kept hugging him. I put his head on my chest so that he wouldn’t see my stupid extremely big grin that wouldn’t vanished for 5 minutes already.

I chuckled inside. Oh my strawberries… you wouldn’t know how happy I am… its hard to make him say I love you seriously, and now…

HE’S FREAKING SAID HE LOVES ME AGAIN

Even if he compared me with nemo...

AND NOT TO MENTION HE SDSADJIJIDJEIJEAJEIEA

HE.KISSED.ME.

Okay maybe I’m too exaggerate it, but………

NOT IT’S NOT

IT’S A MIRACLE OMFG LIFE COULDN’T GET BETTER~

“hyukkie im sorry…” hae said, made me snapped from my thought – which was dancing with hae and the strawberries in the middle of the monkeys who were surrounding us at the park filled with flowers – and I saw how hae pouting his lips a little while his hands playing with my shirt. I chuckled.

I caressed his cheek and lifted his head before kissed that irresistible lips of his. He seemed shock and just blinked his eyes. I pulled from the short-soft kiss and began to kiss his face. From his nose, his right eye, his left eye, his forehead, his both cheeks, and then his thin lips, I gave him a soft three seconds kiss, before pulling away and connected our foreheads and our noses together, made his face became as red as a strawberry. I grinned.

“im happy… really happy” I said, still grinning like an idiot.

“huh? why?”

“because you kissed me for the first time and said that you love me” I said what’s in my heart to him, and the strawberry-color face of his turned to be like a tomato, made me grinned even wider if its possible.

“do it again please”

“w—what?”

“kiss me”

he widened his eyes immediately, and his eyes wandered around panicky looking at everywhere but me. I need to suppress my laughter.

“come on~”

“i—I…”

“hmm?”

“…”

“I’m waiting~”

he glanced to look at my eyes and it was barely one second he already averted from the eye contact. I chuckled silently.

“u—uh.. i…”

“hmm, its okay…” i faked a sad voice.

“huh…?” he tilted his head to look at me.

“I understand, its okay if you haven’t ready yet and didn’t love me much” I said smiling at him, okay I just wanna a little~ its definitely okay though if he didn’t kiss me, I’m already beyoooond happy with his kiss and his words just now~!

but then I regretted it immediately when I saw his eyes started to getting teary, he stared at me with hurtful eyes. I widened my eyes, shock at the sight.

“b—but i… I lo—love… i—“ he stuttered as tears falling to his cheeks uncontrollably.

Panic took over me and I quickly pulled him into my embrace, hugging him tightly.

“oh gosh I’m sorry hae I was just teasing you, I’m sorry I’m sorry please forgive me, seriously I was not  serious, it’s okay if you don’t kiss me, I already more than happy when you kissed me just now and you said you love me, I’m beyond happy! I’m sorry”

 I said panicky, I lifted his body and made him sat on my laps like a baby, you know, his head on my left shoulder and his both legs on my right side. Since… I just realized that when he wore this clothes, it was kinda awkward if he sat on my laps with legs spread… okay pull that aside, my baby is crying because of me now.

I pulled him closer and kissed his head, he buried his face on my left chest and cried. Okay I swear. I will never . Ever. again.

“ssshhh… I’m sorry hae please forgive me, please… don’t cry… really I was just teasing you, I know you love me so much, you’re just too shy, I know… sshh… I promise I wont do it again…“ I soothed him and started to whisper a hundred ‘I love yous’ into his ear.

When he started to calm and his sobs became soft, he suddenly lifted his body a little and wrapped his arms around my neck before nuzzled on the crook of my left neck. I chuckled.

“ticklish hae” I said softly and hugged him soooooo tightly. Not wanting to let him go.

“pabo hyukkie…” he mumbled on my neck.

I smiled and kissed his shoulder. “nehh, pabo hyukkie”

“hyukkie is pabo…”

“neh… hyukkie is pabo”

“sooooo pabo”

I chuckled, “nehh, sooooo pabo”

He chuckled and hugged me tighter, made me smiled. i always love when he hugs me, made me think that he really loves me.

“you forgive me?”

he shook his head, “I never mad at you”

“but I made you cry… again” my heart clenched with my own words. Its true though.

“no you’re not…”

“yes I am”

“but that’s just because im a crybaby”

“yes you are, but I was the one who made this crybaby crying” I said and he hit me playfully, made me chuckled.

Hae really is a kind person, he never made me feel guilty and always said he cried because of himself. Really is an angel.

 

“hyukkie…” he mumbled against my neck, made me chuckled at the ticklishness.

“hmm?”

“can i… have a… request?” he said doubtfully.

I frowned, “request? what is it?”

“uh…” he seemed hesitated, and said “no no… nothing”

I frowned even more and pouted. I was about to say something but he cut me,

“hyukkie… can you help me taking off this wig?” he asked and I raised my brows,

“jaejoong used hairclips and I don’t know how to take it off…” he said looking worriedly at me.

…

okay I did say I didn’t want to tease this innocent guy ever again, but… please… just this once I just want to see his cuteness.

“really?? But I don’t know how to take it off too hae” I lied, and he gasped adorably.

“se—seriously??”

“hmmm what to do…” I acted like thinking about something, I chuckled inside when he stared at me, scare took over him.

“will—will I be like this for the rest of my life????”

I stunned by his words. And after 3 seconds of silence, I began to laugh whole-heartedly. He looked at me in shock.

“oh gosh hae seriously??” I continued to laugh as he kept staring at me with his cute confuse face.

“hyukkie why you laugh?! Im being serious here!” he tried to snap, but it was just look cute on him. I didn’t stop from laughing.

“hyukkie so mean…” he mumbled and stood up from my laps, then walked toward the door, I quickly ran after him and closed the door, still laughing.

“I’m sorry I’m sorry, I’ll help you” I said between my giggles.

He pouted,“but you said you don’t know how to take it off”. I grinned at him and turned him so he was back facing me, I started to taking off his wig carefully.

“I lied, I used to help amber with her hair”

I bet he pouted more, then I heard he mumbled “meanie”. I chuckled loudly before kissed his cheek from behind. And I knew he blushed.

 

“there you go” I said as I succeeded taking off his wig. I put the wig on the desk beside us and started to tidy up his soft hair. I heard him sighed.

“what’s wrong?” I asked as I kept doing his hair.

“I’m glad I could take it off…” he turned at me and sighed in relief again, “thank you so much hyukkie!” he exclaimed and smiled widely at me.

I chuckled at his innocence and ruffled his hair. I went to search for something and when I saw hairbrush on one of the desk, I quickly took it. I guess it’s one of the girl’s in our class.

“I knew im right, you look more beautiful with your own hair” I said as I brushed his hair with –I don’t know whose- hairbrush.

He pouted, “but I look more weird if I wear this clothes but don’t use wig…”

I raised my brows and tucked his nose, “did you just say something bad to describe yourself again?”

He gasped cutely and palmed his lips, afraid at the thought that I will kiss him the whole day for sure. I laughed and pinched his nose.

“no you’re not, you never see girl with short hair? Besides, your hair isn’t that short” I said, continued brushing his hair.

“should I get my hair cut so that I wouldn’t look like a girl?” he asked staring at me with his round eyes. I chuckled and looked at the window, couldn’t stand with his cuteness. If I were a wolf, maybe I already ate this guy and saved \ him in my stomach for the rest of my life so that no one could see his overwhelming cuteness. I looked back at him and chuckled again seeing his curious face.

“but I love it this way” I said as I finished brushing his hair. I saw him blushed and I kissed his cheek.

 

 

~~~

 

 

“hyukkie?” I heard hae called me from the door. I smiled.

“finish?” I asked and he nodded his head.

Hae had just changed his clothes in the classroom just now and I waited for him outside, since we needed to go to the yard where the students were. Actually, I prefer us to cuddling in class though, but I need to tell the others that I already found hae and he was okay. Well… I was really freak out back then when hae was gone, I searched him everywhere desperately like some retard, and my classmates started to getting panic too seeing me so frustrated and they tried to help me to find him between the busyness we had in class.

And now he already wore his uniform again and put the maid dress on the desk neatly. Ahh~ even if I love his pretty figure with the dress and wig so much, but this usual hae is the best! I kissed his head and hugged him as he turned his body to me, enjoying his usual self for a moment.

“haeji is breathtakingly beautiful, but I still love donghae the most” I whispered and pecked his lips. He just blushed madly and I locked our hands together before going out the class.

 

But then before we reached the school’s yard, hae suddenly stopped walking. I turned to him and saw him bending down his head. What’s wrong? I was about to ask him, but he already said a word,

“a—about my request… hyukkie…” he seemed hesitated and I felt he tightened his grip on my hand. I caressed his hand with my thumb, signaling him to just continued.
“will you… granted it?” he asked while still looking down, I kissed the back of his hand.

“anything” I said and I saw him blushed. “well except if you ask me for not protecting you” I continued with seriousness in my tone and I heard him chuckled, he glanced at me with his flushed cheeks and said, “of course I won’t ask you that”

I smiled widely, “then I will”

He hesitated again and bit his lower lip, but after I caressed his cheek with the back of my fingers to calm him down, he said something that I wished him to say since this morning.

“could—could you stop… doing it…? Stop… serving them” he said softly, more like a whisper and he bent down his head immediately.

I stared at him for a while before pulling him into my embrace. I smiled really reaaallly widely.

“you... you don’t know how desperate I am for waiting you to say it hae” I whispered, still grinned like an idiot. I pulled from the hug a little and leaned my head to his. His face already red when I connected our lips together.

I kissed him gently as I sneaked my hands around his waist, and he clenched his fists on my front shirt when I moved my lips on his, slowly sneaking my tongue inside. I pulled him closer as I traveled my tongue inside his mouth, feeling how sweet his tongue is.

He started to move his hands up and wrapped his arms around my neck as I his tongue slightly, he mumbled “hyukkie” when I did that and I found it cute. He’s so cute even when I kissed him like this. I really want to treasure him. No one can kiss him like this. No, I mean, no one can touch him. No one.

I kept kissing him until I felt he lacked of air, I pulled away. I saw how red his face was and how cute he was when he panted like that. I gave him five seconds to breath before continued our kiss again.

His lips really are addicting, so sweet, more addicting than a strawberry. They’re mine, these lips are mine, no one can touch it besides me, and when I said no one, it means no one. I couldn’t imagine if someone kiss him like I did. Suddenly an image of those brats who eyed hae up and down when we promoted our café came into my mind. I twitched my eyes and pulled hae even closer immediately, made him gasped a little.

Without me knowing, I already ravished his mouth with my tongue. Jealousy slowly took over me as kissed him more. He is mine.

“you’re mine hae” I whispered between the kiss, and I could hear he moaned a little but I couldn’t be more careless, and I guess he was too. We kept kissing each other until we lack of oxygen, I pulled from the kiss slowly and immediately welcomed by his extremely deep red face as he panted really hard.

I kissed his forehead and whispered on it, “you’re mine hae, and im yours”

He still panting heavily and his ears slowly became red. He hugged me tightly and buried his face on it. “hyukkie is mine?” he mumbled.

I chuckled and hugged him even tighter, “of course, I’m all yours” I kissed his head,

“hyukkie… is donghae’s…?” he mumbled again and I couldn’t help but chuckled louder, “yes hyukkie is hae’s”

“hyukkie is hae’s…” he mumbled once again and I laughed.

“you like that phrase?” I asked and he nodded his head slowly, made me laughed again and kissed his red cheek.

“I’m all yours only, hae” I said and I could see he smiled beautifully.

“tomorrow we can visit all of the stands and buy some ice creams together” I said and he snapped his head up immediately with his sparkling eyes and said, “really??”

I chuckled, “of course”. A wide smile started to creep on his face as he squealed cutely, made laughed at his cuteness and pinched his cheek before killing him with my tight hug again.

 

“what are you doing?!”

suddenly we heard someone snapped. We pulled from the hug and looked to the voice’s direction, but we saw nothing.

“can’t you listen to me just this once?!” we heard another familiar voice.

...

“hyukkie, aren’t that jaejoong’s and yunho’s voices?”

 

 

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