Donghae's POV

I was sitting in front of my closet, blinked my eyes watching all of the clothes that scattered all over the room. I sighed and dropped my body lying on the floor.

What should I do?

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SERIOUSLY GOD WHAT SHOULD DO? OH MY GOD WHAT SHOULD I WEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg omg. I groaned, ruffled my hair in frustration and rolled on the floor back and forth with the clothes.

What to doooo I'm gonna die this is my freaking first date!!!!!!!

Oh god, I still couldn't believe that hyukjae became my boyfriend is real and now he's freaking invited me on a freaking date!!!!

I already searched for some clothes from yesterday but I still didn't know what to wear. And now, I ONLY HAVE ONE HOUR TO CHOOSE! He said he will come at 11am and now it’s already 10am, oh my.. how can I choose if I don't know where will we go. I was about to cry because of this frustration when suddenly I heard my phone beeping,

Hm? One new message? I quickly opened it.

To : donghae

From : hyukjae

Don't forget our date okay! I'll be there in one hour, wait for me ;)

I don't know but I blushed. Well, I don't know how suddenly I have his number in fact..I guess he saved it when he hugged me yesterday. He took my phone without me knowing, because when we pulled from the hug, he already smiling widely at me while handed me my phone. I thought my phone was dropped, but it wasn't. Well..he's cute, isn't he? I blushed at my thought.

From : donghae

To : hyukjae

Okay :) where are we going?

From : hyukjae

To : donghae

Wherever you want, its up to you ;) just get ready, okay! *hugs*

My face heated when I imagined he really hugs me. Wait, its not the right time to blush pabo! Omo omo now I only have 50 minutes to choose my clothes!

- about 50 minutes later -

"Hae babyyy hyukjae's already here~" I heard my mom shouted from downstairs.

What?! Nooo! I haven't prepared my heart yet!

Drrrrrt

Huh? Message?

From : hyukjae

To : donghae

Where are you? :(

I chuckled. Seriously this guy, why so cute at a time like this? I quickly checked myself in front of the mirror, finally I just choose a white loose t-shirt and blue cardigan with black jeans, since I don't know where we will be going, I hope it'll be fine to wear simple outfits.

I went downstairs slowly and peaked from the stairs, there! I saw hyukjae talking happily with my mom in the living room, and I sighed in relief when I saw hyukjae was wearing a black sweater and a blue dark jeans.

"Ah there you are sweety~" my mom chanted happily as she saw me and approached me, hyukjae immediately looked at my direction and.. Oh my. Why so handsome. His black sweater made a contrast with his milky white skin, made his skin became more flawless.

He smiled widely at me, stood up from the couch, approaching me and-- u-oh is he going to--

"H-hyukjae!" I quickly stopped him. Hell he was going to hug me! In front of my mom! I mean.. I miss his hug so much I could die, but my mom will ask me a lot of things and I'm not ready to have some problems.

He stopped and blinked his eyes. "S-shall we..go n-now?" I asked while blushing.

He smiled at me, and turned to my mom, "auntie--"

"Yes yes!! You don’t have to ask! You can go now my babies!! Have fun have fun~" she cut hyukjae's words and dragged us outside the door.

"Oh my~ its been a long time since my hae went out with friends, since elementary school I guess? Omoo but now why I feel like my one and only daughter is going on her first date? I'm saad~" she mumbled with a sad tone, made me blushed,

"Y-yah! What daughter umma? I'm your son!" I said, umma and hyukjae chuckled.

"Neh neh my beautiful son, have fun okay! Oh and hyukjae, please take care of my son, neh? bye~ have fun!" she said happily and closed the door behind us.

I pouted and crossed my arms in front of my chest while mumbling "what beautiful?"

Hyukjae chuckled and caressed my left cheek, "well, you're more than beautiful to be honest"

I blushed madly at his cheesy yet sweet words. he then grabbed my right hand and dragged me to the street, I was going to ask where are we going when he stopped suddenly and turned his body in front of me, made me bumped into his chest. He hugged me tightly and inhaled my scent.

"I miss you" he said while tightening his hug. Ah..this warmth, I never get tired to feel this warmth. I hugged him back with the same passion, hope he will understand that I miss him more without me saying the words.

Uh..its already 10 minutes we hugged each other and it seems like hyukjae wasn't going to move even an inch, thank god there's no one in this street.

"H-hyukjae?" I tried to call him,

"Hmm"

"Where are we..going?" I asked, he immediately pulled from the hugged.

"Ah s-sorry donghae..let's go" He said-- omo, is he blushing?? And he started to walk, leaving me behind.

I pouted, why he said sorry? Why he pulled from the hug? Why I feel lost? Why he walked so fast? Why he left me behind? Ugh why I'm sad..

"Stop pouting my fishy" he poked my nose, huh? I blushed, since when he already in front of me?

"I'm sorry I left you behind, shall we go now?" He said smiling sweetly at me and offered his hand to me. W-wha? did he just read my mind? I hesitated a bit at first, but then I touched his hand and we started walked hand in hand, a small tint red never leave my face.

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"You like it?" Hyukjae asked, I bit my bottom lips while smiling and nodding my head furiously.

Hyukjae chuckled and pinched my cheeks, "okay, I'll take this one" he said to the woman in the cashier and gave her the nemo pen that I held just now.

I stopped him when he was about to pay the pen, signaling that I'll pay on my own. But then he pinched my nose lightly while smiling and continued paying the cute nemo pen. I pouted.

Well.. Since we didn't know where to go, we decided to just walk around the town visiting several shops in here and watch a movie, since he said that there's a good movie in the cinema and he was so curious and really wanted to watch it. So now, we're on our way to the cinema with me pouting all the way there.

"Hey don't pout, little fishy", he said poking my cheek. I blushed and pouted more. I love it when he poked or touched my face and said something with his gentle yet sweet voice of his, but I couldn't help but pouted more.

Since we arrived at the town he didn't stop buying me things, like this blue hat that I'm wearing now, he said that it suits me and I look cute in it made me blushed, so he bought it for me, and chocolate that I love the most, hot chocolate drink, and this nemo pen. Ugh I don't want to burden him you know.

"What's wrong donghae? You don't want to watch a movie?" He asked with his worried face.

I shook and lowered my head, "no.. I want.." He smiled and we went to the counter.

He was going to pay the tickets again and I quickly stopped him, "let..me pay" I said to him slowly. But he just smiled sweetly at me and pulled my head to his chest by his left hand, hugging me. W-what? my face flushed red, since hell! the cashier man is watching us! And when I pulled from the hug, he already had our tickets in his right hand and kissed my head. I stunned and blinked my eyes, then blushed. Omo..why is he so cute and sweet? But then I sighed at the fact that he payed for me again.

When we watched the movie, I couldn't help but cry. It was a really sad story, when the girl in the movie finally realized that she loves the guy who loves her from the start, she found out the truth that the guy is actually had leukemia and he was going to leave her soon. I'm too into the movie until I felt a pair of hands on my cheeks and lips on my right eye. I blushed madly when I realized that hyukjae just kissed my eyes.

"Let's get out of here" he said, grabbing my hand. What? What's wrong? He doesn't like the movie? But I'm still curious with the ending!

"What's..wrong?you don't like..the movie?" I asked him, he still busy wiping the tears that still visible on my cheeks.

"I don't like it. I hate it." He said made me frown because he said he really wanted to watch it on the first place.

"Why?" I asked, he was still caressing my cheeks.

"Because you’re crying” he said with full concern in his eyes. I blinked my eyes for awhile and chuckled, omo..why so cute?? He hates the movie because I was crying? I have to cover my mouth to suppress my laughter.

He frowned in confusion, I chuckled again and grabbed his hand that still on my left cheek, "I'm sorry..I promise I won't cry anymore" I said smiling to him.

He frowned more. "I promise" I said assuring him.

He sighed, "okay.. But if you crying again, we will definitely et out of here, okay?"

I chuckled and nodded my head. He circled his arm around my shoulder and put my head on his shoulder gently. I smiled, he's so sweet. I guess I have to stop crying a lot, but I can't help it..I'm such a crybaby since I was born. I nearly cried because of his sweetness but no, I'm still curious with the ending of this movie.

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"I hate that movie" hyukjae said bluntly, looking at his food.

I chuckled, "I like that movie" I said while cutting my steak. Its already noon and now we eat our dinner at the restaurant.

He frowned "No I won't let you watch that kind of movie anymore"

"But I want..its romantic" I said still trying to cut my steak.

"No way. Its a criminal to make the actor die and make a lot of people crying because of watching it" he said in a serious tone, eating his food.

I laughed whole-heartedly at his cuteness yet silliness. He saw me with an amused looked and started to smile really, really widely.

"W-what?" I asked, stop laughing.

"Nope. I love your laugh" he said while took my plate and cut the steak. My face flushed red to hear his words and his sweet gestured.

"Finally I could see and hear your laugh, you should laugh more donghae, it's shining" he said, gummy smile never leave his face as he cut my steak, made me blushed redder and redder.

"I-- I can do it by myself.." I said, trying to take my plate back.

"Na-ah, I won't let you cut your own finger and crying again" he said with a serious tone. I chuckled lightly.

He tilted his head to look at me, he smiled more widely and gave me my plate back. "See? It's shining"

And I blushed more more and more.

We finished our dinner and we decided to walk around the park since there's some..hmm kinda like festival or so maybe? Because the park was so crowded, kids mostly and there are some stalls selling some foods, candies, toys, and etc. Um..and I didn't want to go home yet in fact, I still want to be with hyukjae more. Ahh why time flies so fast?

He intertwined our hands together and walked through the crowd. Whoa this place surely is fun! There are a lot of games, chocolates, toys, and many more! We played several games happily and looked at some stands that sell clothes, candies, toys and--

My eyes brightened as I saw a very jumbo giant big NEMO PLUSHIE!! No no not /that/ 'very jumbo giant big' but its still really big! Really me want me want me want! I wanted to tell hyukjae that I wanted to buy that nemo plushie, so we could stop by for awhile but..if I tell him, he will definitely buy it for me and I don't want that, noo!

"Donghae look! That's a very big nemo plushie!"

Bingo. .

"You want that donghae?" I bit my lip, "let's go there! I will buy--"

"N-NO!" I stopped him from his track, he looked confusedly at me.

"H-huh? Why donghae?"

..what should I do? "I-i don't want..that"

"Why?? You love nemo right?"

"O-of course I am! I just..don't want a plushie" I said lowering my head, hoping he wouldn't know that the truth is I REALLY want that cutie fishy plushie so so badly.

"Hmm.. Okay then" he said and I sighed in relief. Now what should I do to get that fishy plushie without him knowing? Should I come back here later alone? Noo mom won't let me and the plushie might be already sold to someone else’s! Since I saw there's only one nemo plushie there and its only in that stall. Ummh..

"Donghae are you tired? Do you want to sit on the bench while I go buy drinks?" He asked worriedly.

In fact I'm really tired now since we played the games nonstop and kept walking around the park, so I nodded my head and he guided me to the bench. But then the crowd started to be more crowded as if it's going to explode, hyukjae tightened his hand on me, afraid we would get separated but suddenly there are some kids running through the crowd to our directions and made us loosened from the gripped and.. Oh no!

"Hyukjae!" I called him panicy, noo I started to drown to the crowd.

"Donghae! Donghae where are you?" I heard he shouted panicky but I couldn't see him.

I was sitting on one of the bench, alone. Watching the crowd that went more crowded and crowded, searching for the blond guy. It's been already 30 minutes I'm waiting here. I wanted to search for him in the crowd but I'm afraid I will get lost and it’ll be more difficult.

Where's he? Where are you hyukjae? Please come out soon, I'm afraid, I don't want to be alone in my first date. Oh my..its our first date, please I was so happy I nearly die, but now I really want to cry. Without me knowing tears already fell from my eyes.

"Why are you crying oppa?"

H-huh?

I turned my head to my left side and found a little girl around 7 years old standing beside me holding a candy in her right hand.

She gasped, "ah..oppa..”

I blinked my eyes, “are you an..angel?"

W-what? I blinked my eyes more in confusion.

"Omg! Angel oppa so cute! hello~ I'm amber and I have a dream to become an angel like you, angel oppa!" She said bowing happily and smiled widely. Oh my, her smile, I don't know why but it reminds me of hyukjae's smile.

My tears fell more as I remembered hyukjae, and the little girl so-called amber panicked, "no no no an angel should've not cried, its a big no no no!" She said while shook her head furiously and wiping my tears away with her small hand.

I chuckled at her cuteness, "I'm not..an angel" I said softly.

She gasped again and clasped with her both hands made the candy dropped to the ground, "you can talk!"

I laughed softly, seriously I don't know why but somehow this little girl reminds me of hyukjae for sure.

"Of course I can..I'm a human"

"Nooo! Don't lie! An angel shouldn't lie!" She said shaking her head furiously.

"But I'm not an angel, seriously."

She stunned, "Umm..really?"

I nodded my head.

"So why you're so beautiful like an angel?"

I widened my eyes and blushing madly at her words. Oh my! Seriously what's with this little girl?

She giggled cutely, "awww I guess you really are not an angel, right oppa? I doubt it that an angel could blush like you"

I blushed more and palmed my face with my hands

"I know! You're a prince!" She said happily while clapping her hands cutely.

H-huh? I chuckled softly, what again now? A prince? I turned my head to her and she was about to say something when suddenly someone called her.

"Amber! Where are you?"

"Ah! That's my mom! Uuh..I still I want to talk to you prince oppa, but I guess I should go now or my mom won't buy me an ice cream later. Well, bye prince oppa! Don't cry anymore, okay? See you again!" She said happily waving her hands and ran into the crowd.

I chuckled, what was that?

"Donghae!"

I snapped my head and turned my head to my right side. My eyes getting teary as I saw the person who just called me, running approaching me. I quickly went to the certain guy and hugged him tightly, buried my face on his chest, not wanting to let go.

"I found you..thank god..I'm sorry donghae, I'm sorry.." Yes, its hyukjae.

I cried silently on his chest. Its just about 40 minutes we separated but it felt like 40 years.

"Ssshhh..its okay donghae I'm sorry, really.. I'm sorry" he said rubbing my back and my head, and hugged me more tightly.

He was about to pull from the hug but I held my fist more on his back sweater, not wanting to pull away.

"Hey, donghae its okay, look at me" he cupped my left cheek with his right hand, while his left hand still hugging me, but I still didn’t want to let go.

"Donghae.." He tilted my head so I could look at him.

It was like a slow motion. Just like in the movie we watched today. He slowly moved his head closer to mine. Slowly.. And slowly.. And after like some years, I felt a pair of lips on mine.

He kissed me.

Softly and gently.

His lips.. so soft.

He moved his lips on mine very slowly, its like he is afraid that he would break me, to touch me, as if I'm the most fragile thing in the world. I closed my eyes slowly, enjoying the kiss.

Everything went like a slow motion. And he pulled from the kiss slowly, as If afraid to hurt me by kissing me. I looked at his eyes with my teary eyes, he my cheeks gently.

"I'm sorry donghae.."

I quickly shook my head, why is he always apologizing? "N-no..its okay" I said. but worriedness, concerns, and apologetic look still in his eyes"

"You're here now..its..okay now" I said hugging him again. I could felt he's smiling softly and hugged me tightly again.

We remained in that position for awhile when suddenly I saw a big plastic bag on the ground beside us,

"Hyukjae..what's that?" I asked him while looking at the big plastic bag

He smiled widely yet softly, he took the plastic bag from the ground and said, "Open it, its yours"

I blinked my eyes in confusion, and started to look inside the bag and-- Oh my!

"NEMO!!!" I shouted happily while hugging the big squishy nemo plushie I was longing for.

"H-how..?" I was so speechless, did he..buy it for me when we were apart?

"I know you wanted it so badly even if you said you didn't want it. I was planning to buy it after I send you home or when I buy drinks for us, but it turned out we got separated. And when I was desperately searching for you, I saw that plushie again and I decided to buy it now". He smiled smiling sweetly at me.

I smiled widely at him but then pouted immediately when I remember..

"You bought it for me again.." I mumbled softly

"Huh?"

"You..always buy me anything, I don't want to..burden you" I said lowering my head.

He chuckled softly, "of course not donghae, you're not a burden for me even a little. I just want to see you smile, my happiness is to see you smile, so let me pamper you, okay?"

I blushed madly at his words, "why so..cheesy?"

He laughed, "you don't like it?"

"I..like it"

And he kissed me full on the lips again.

a/n : hi!! i just back from my vacation and i forgot to bring my laptop that's why i only can update it now  :'D umm and i really want to continue this story, but i'm afraid if i would ruined their innocent relationship *cough* you know i might make it *cough* rated *cough*  XD anyway, i really hope you'll like this chappie ^^ lovelove <3