Putting her iphone on the bed, she flips through the pages of her text book to prepare herselves for the exam she’s having tomorrow. She just finishes her practice as she clearly asks the company for them to let her go back to the dorm early as she needs to prepare for her exam. After a few second sitting at her study table, she stands up and walk around the room. Her mind only thinks of the practice room, is she getting too used with the company? Before this she always wants to find a way to get away from the company but now she feels like studying there with music bursting loudly to her ears.

A simple good luck message received on her kakao talk and she release a big sigh as she wanted to reply to him that she don’t want to study but that would make him worried because everyone knows how much she likes to study and how much she likes experimenting with people around her. Sometimes she would just do her own experiment to observe human behaviour without anyone knowing what she did. She will then tell them that she have come up with an answer.

Another text message wishing her good luck, she slightly pulls her hair as she question herself, what is she doing right now? She put her phone on the bed, away from her study table so that she won’t be bothered by it but she is the one who walks towards her phone and read all of her message. Reading another incoming message, she sits on the bed and smile to herself thinking of his sincerity towards her. No matter how much she ignore him, he still sends text messages every single day, the very least three message to wish her good morning, to ask her to take her lunch and good night. She doesn’t really reply him but he never fail to send message every single day. It’s like he’s trying to remind her that no matter how far she runs away from him, he’ll catch up to her just because he doesn’t want to lose her from his sight.

“I don’t know why, but my attention is on the practice room. I feel like I want to go to the practice room instead of studying… Am I getting too used to practicing?” She finally reply his message after such a long time. She don’t know how he feels when he receives that message, she doesn’t even know what he’s doing right now. Is he busy practicing or does he have any schedule?

“I was once like that Han Eun Mi, but I remind myself that I have a life to live despite having a dream. So remind yourself that you do like something else more than practicing. Everyone knows that you like studying more than practicing.” He told her. She don’t even know why doesn’t she look for Jun Myeon but look for him. Though giving him the cold shoulder, she still wears the necklace he gave her. She’s mad at him but it feels wrong for her to take it off. It’s like she’s ending something if she takes it off.

“Thank you,” she reply and goes back to her study table, ignoring the new text message she receive, probably a response to her thank you to him just now. Does she miss him? Sometimes she questions herself but she don’t know how to get the answer to the question she’s asking herself.

After spending three hours revising, Eun Mi went to the kitchen to cook dinner for herself. She then look at the clocks and realize that none of her group members are home yet. She went to her room to get her phone to text them that she will be cooking dinner for them but ended up seeing the text message she ignored three hours ago. She open it and Kris responded her thank you with a picture of the same necklace she’s wearing but it belongs to him and he included ‘I miss you’ at the bottom of it. Why is it that ‘I miss you’ is the word that Kris said to him the most? Whenever she breaks down and when she finally gets better again, he’ll hug her and tell her that he misses her. She never realizes it before but what he said is always full of sincerity.

When Hyuna, Hyori, Jongyun and Min Yoong finally return from their practice, they went straight to the dining table and eat dinner together with Eun Mi. All of them still have their underground activities while preparing for their debut at the same time. They’ve finished recording a few songs and had been practicing on their title track for their mini-album, twinkle.

“Kris oppa told us to give you this,” Hyori said reaching for something inside her bag.

“Are you still mad at Kris oppa?” Eun Mi suddenly blushes without any reason at Hyuna’s question. Though Hyuna might not have meant anything through the question, Eun Mi feels like Hyuna is reading her mind and Hyuna knows that she keeps on thinking about Kris for the whole day.

“I forgive him already. Today to be exact.” Eun Mi asks.

“No wonder he smiled so happily just now while showing off his phone to Chanyeol and Tao. He was being so moody these days that when we see him smile, we thought you told him I love you. What can make him happier than you telling him that you love him, right? Didn’t know that Eun Mi unnie forgiveness mean so much to him,” Jongyun starts talking so fast that they have a hard time understanding what she said.

“You know, I thought we’ve finished practice? Why are you still rapping?” Hyori asks annoyed by Jongyun who keeps on talking very fast.

“That just means I’m a really good trainee that even raps while eating.” Jongyun said praising herself.

“Then what does that make me?” Eun Mi asks jokingly.

“A step behind me.” Jongyun said jokingly. Eun Mi smile at the magne joke. She was being a bit stressed out about her exam and also about her questions on Kris but seeing them so cheerful right now makes her forget all of her problems. Probably it was because the house was too lonely just now, and that’s why she thinks too much.

“Min Yoong, how’s back and leg healing? Fine? And how much do you miss dancing?” Eun Mi asks the real magnae in the house. Min Yoong really likes to dance and when she was told that she can’t dance for two months for her injury makes her feel so sad. After the Running Man, Eun Mi brought Min Yoong to the hospital with the help from Yixing and Jun Myeon and it kind of surprised her that just from the collision with Tao and Kyungsoo, Min Yoong is hurt that badly. The company didn’t plan on pushing their debut behind though, they are just coming out with plans so that the fans can understand Min Yoong’s situation.

“They’re healing fine. I miss dancing so much unnie, that when they are dancing, my hand just automatically move with them. Can we debut like how Jaejoong oppa did in rising sun? He moves his hand around though not dancing that much while filming the MV,” Min Yoong said. She can easily mention Jaejoong name is because she was introduced to Jaejoong by SS501 members before as one of the best trainee in DSP Entertainment.

“I’ll see what I can do,” Eun Mi said trying to help Min Yoong as the leader. She loves her group members so much that she will try to help them in any way possible. She doesn’t like being called a leader because it burdens her how she needs to lead them. She just want to be an unnie, the one they can rely on.