Soundtrack of my Winter
The New Girl「SEHUN'S P.O.V」
There's this saying... and it goes like, "If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one because if you really loved the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second."
In my case, it's not true.
I never fell in love with Eunjung, no. I thought my feelings were returning and responded to my feelings quickly, but she turned out to be a lying . I sighed to myself and slapped my forehead. I couldn't have been more oblivious. I should have seen it all coming when I saw Eunjung talking to Hyuna and her stupid posse.
Ugh.
After a long day of trying to look for Haneul, I gave up.
Yes, almighty Sehun had given up. It's not like me to give up on anything, but it was almost impossible to find her. I checked her house, asked her family, called her several times, nothing. There were no answers to this problem that I've caused. I felt so stupid, I couldn't believe I just let another girl into my heart like that and then hurt someone so sweet and innocent.
I searched for her for more than five hours and came home with nothing. My mom asked where I had been all day, and asked if I was hungry. I couldn't talk or eat... I was too worried about Haneul. So I politely said no and just headed upstairs. I didn't smell too well because of all the sweat from running the whole day, so I washed up. Afterwards, I laid on my bed with my towel on my head. I laid there for a while and thought of everything.
Sigh.
It was 10:30 and I decided to call Haneul one more time.
I clicked on her contact card, but I didn't have the nerve to press call.
"Come on Sehun, you have nothing to lose..." I said quietly to myself.
I took a deep breath, and my heart was racing as the rings kept ringing.
30 seconds passed and it lead me to her voicemail. I sighed, frustrated at myself for being so stupid.
Okay, one more time... come on Haneul.
The rings returned, and I patiently waited. It kept ringing, and I almost hung up before I heard breathing on the other end.
「YOUR P.O.V」
He called twice, and if he was brave enough to call me once, then twice, I guess he deserved an answer.
So I picked up, but I had nothing to say, so I just breathed into my phone and wa
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