「YOUR P.O.V」

And that's when I thought everything was going well.

A few days had passed and Sehun and I were getting along so well. We were almost a couple... almost. It felt as if we were.

Weeks were going by even faster. We were still... nothing, and after a while, it felt as if we were getting more distant and distant each day. He was busy with baseball and I was busy doing-- well I don't do much.

The more and more he and I grew more distant from each other, the more and more I got clingier. I wanted him, I wanted him so badly. Now, out of all times, had I finally realized how much he meant to me and how much we have been through.

My walls were coming down for him, slowly each day, and now I'm completely vunerable. I left myself out in the open for him, for us. I don't usually do things like this, especially for boys... but Sehun is different. I know he is. I missed him so much, so I decided to call him one night.

"Yoboseyo?"

And my heart skipped a beat.

"Hey Sehun!"

I nearly stuttered.

"Sorry, now's a bad time to call. I'm pretty busy, we'll catch up later."

His voice was cold.

"O--"

He hung up before I could finish my sentence.

My heart sunk so deep, I could have sworn I felt it beating in my stomach.

Please don't do this to me, Sehun. Please... don't...

I cried myself to sleep and woke up the next morning with swollen, puffy red eyes. I could care less how I looked.

I got ready for school looking like sh*t, but it doesn't matter.

Nothing matters.

He saw me and I saw him, I had the slightest hope that he would ask me if I was alright, if I was okay. If I needed a hug... or a kiss. God, that kiss... The one time we kissed. I remember it so well... He was my first and definitely my last. I wouldn't let anyone touch my lips, no one other than Sehun. My eyes were glowing as he walked my way.

He walked right past me.

I had been smiling the whole time, I almost opened my mouth to say something.

Nothing.

It hurts to know that you're the only one who's in love in this "almost" relationship. What's it called?

Unrequited love, that's it.

I'm so in love with him, but he barely acknowledges my presence anymore. Why do I stay?

Because he was the first person to have ever made me feel like this. Yeah, I've been in plenty of relationships, but I've always been taken advantage of. Sehun was different from all the rest, he made me feel like I was his fir