I'm Out
I Was Completely Okay... Until I Met the Choi Brothers
"Emma Lynne?" My mom knocked on my door the next day. I hadn't left my room Sunday at all. 2NE1 left around noon, and it was now three in the afternoon. I just felt broken. And hurt. I couldn't stop crying.
"What?" I groaned, facedown in my pillow. I hadn't even taken a shower today. My hair was still curly, and I was sure my makeup was smeared.
"Someone is here too see you." Mom said on the other side of my door.
My head snapped up. Someone was here to see me? Could it be TOP??
"Uh... Okay." I sniffled and wiped my eyes. I sat up as my mom opened the door.
"She's right in there. At least she lets you into her room."
"Thanks, Mrs. Moore." A familiar male voice said.
Minho walked into my room, dressed in a hoodie and black adidas sweats.
"Oh." I frowned, sitting up cross-legged on my bed, a pillow in my lap.
"H-Hi, Emma." Minho said shyly.
"Why are you here? You decide to tell me off, too?"
"No." Minho shook his head, leaning against my closed bedroom door. "I came here to check on you. See if you're okay."
"Do I look okay?" I sniffled, nodding to the tons of tissues and pints of Icecream around my room and on my bed.
"You've been better." Minho admitted. "I'm sorry about yesterday."
"You're sorry? It's my fault. I'm the who-"
"You aren't a ." Minho shook his head. "We all knew what was going on. It's our faults we put you in that situation."
I sighed. "Well, there has to be another reason why you're here."
Minho took a breath. "Becuase I wanted to tell you.... I'm out."
"Out?" I was confused.
"I don't want to hurt you or get in the way of what you want. So I'm pushing my feelings aside."
"You mean.... You don't want to date me?"
"It's not that I dont want to date you. I just realized I'm not the one you like the most. You like Seunghyun hyung the most. I could tell."
"Oh. Well... I'm sorry..."
"Don't be." Minho smiled softly. "I want what's best for you. Now, I know Siwon hyung won't give up, so I don't know what to say about him. But I will help you in any way with Seunghyun Hyung that I can."
"How is he?"
Minho shrugged. "I haven't seen him since Appa grounded us last night. He's been up in his room with Dong Wook Hyung. No one else is allowed in his room. He seems really upset, though."
I sighed. "Well don't I feel like crap... I tore him apart..."
"Everyone is at fault, Emma. Not just you. I just want to see you and my brother happy. He wasn't even this upset when he broke up with Bom. I'll be surprised of he goes to school tomorrow."
"I don't get it." I shook my head. "We weren't dating. Why is he so crushed about this?"
"Seunghyun hyung doesnt let others in that often. When he does, it's a big shock. We were surprised when we saw him warm up to you so easily. He seemed so happy and close to you. He really did like you a lot."
I shook my head, tears falling out of my eyes. "I can't be without him, Minho. I need him."
Minho came over and sat next to me. "I know. I'll do whatever I can to help. I don't like seeing you upset, Emma."
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