"How do I look?" I asked CL and Minzy as I turned around to face them. I had been in front of my mirror, checking out my strapless black leopard print dress, black leather jacket, sheer grey leopard tights, and black heels (http://i1142.photobucket.com/albums/n620/BigBangGirl1624/I%20Was%20Completely%20Okay%20Until%20I%20Met%20the%20Choi%20Bros/Fashion/idoloff2.png) My hair was pin-straight, and had a side part, and my bangs were styled to perfection.

CL looked at me, and cocked her head to the side. "Come here. Give me a comb, bobby pins, and hairspray."

I did, and sat on my bed, facing her. CL turned me around, pushed my head back so I was looking at the ceiling, and got to her knees on my bed. "What are you doing?"

"Bumping your bangs back." CL said as she brushed back my hair. "It'll make you look ier in that dress." she bumped my hair back, sprayed it, put bobby pins in to keep the bump in, and sprayed some more. "There. Perfect."

I stood and looked in the mirror. I did look better. "Okay. Let's go."

I would be driving with CL and Minzy to the Idol-Off, but Mason and Kyuhyun were following us. I just didn't feel comfortable with them. I needed my girls.

"Mom, we're going!" I called to my mom, who was in the living room with the kids. "Have fun!" Mom called back.

  The five of us walked out to our cars, and Mason and Kyuhyun followed us to the club.

The club was already packed, and I linked arms with Minzy and CL as we made our way past the crowds. And one point, Mason told me he and Kyuhyun were going over to the guys, and I just nodded him off.

"Where's TOP?" I asked as we got in view of the YG section. I didn't see any platinum blonde hair.

"He's right there! He dyed it again." CL said, pointing to the couch.

Sure enough, there was TOP, dressed in a black v-neck shirt, leather jacket, and dark jeans. Only thing different was his hair was styled up, and it was black again (http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-NfzWzeHXbDo/Ttdn6o3_dHI/AAAAAAAAAPU/kf6MYjr5fI0/s640/bigbanguniqlo3.jpg). He also had his glasses on. "He dyes his hair too much!" I said to CL as we approached the couch.

"Hey, guys." Minzy smiled, unhooking her arm from me. I did the same with CL.

"Emma? What happened with you going with Kyuhyun?" TOP asked me, shocked.

"Damn!" Seungri noted, checking me out. He got a scoff and push from G-Dragon in return.

I smiled and looked at TOP. "We did come with them, he's just with Super Junior. What up with the hair?"

TOP shrugged.  " White wasn't doing it for me."

I was kind of disappointed he hadn't said anything about my outfit. Seungri had, but not him. TOP cleared his throat. "You... Uh... Are you going to sit down?" he said.

I thought he was going to say something. "Oh. Uh, yeah."  I sat next to TOP.

"I'm, uh, I'm glad you're sitting here. With me- I mean, with YG. It's better than being with the SM preps."

I nodded. "I'm better friends with you guys. And I'm not comfortable around Siwon's friends."

"Are you comfortable around Siwon?" TOP asked me.

"Um... Yeah. I am." I nodded. "Alexa adores him."

"I saw that at your volleyball game." TOP nodded. I felt weird talking about Siwon, so I kind of changed the subject.

"Ayden, he really likes you, though. Its so cute seeing you two."

TOP smiled. "He is really adorable."

"Tool alert." Seungri announced, sitting on the back of the couch near me.

TOP and I looked up to see Siwon, Donghae, Heechul, and Yesung coming over. TOP groaned. "Really? I can even have five minutes to--"

"Hey, Emma." Siwon smiled warmly.

"Hey." I smiled and stood. I tugged down my dress. "What's up?"

"I just wanted to see your beautiful face." Siwon smiled. He looked at me from head to toe. "You... Look... Amazing. Like always."

TOP snorted behind me, and I blushed. At least someone knew how to compliment a person. "Thanks." I looked at his outfit. Light denim-colored button up t-shirt, dark jeans which were tucked into a pair of cowboy boots. "Your outfit is really..."

"American?" Donghae suggested. He was wearing a white t shirt and jeans which were tucked into boots.

"Yeah." I nodded. "I like it, though."

"I hope you like our song, too." Siwon smiled.

"I bet I will. You guys are pretty good."

I felt someone put their hand on my back. "Well, I was just about to go buy Emma a drink but you interrupted us. Go warm up your vocals or something." TOP said, now next to me.

Siwon held up his hands in surrender. "Okay, okay. I get it. She chose to be with you." he smiled at me. "I'll see you later, Emma. Can I get a good luck hug?" he smiled and held out his arms.

I stepped forward and hugged him, and Siwon put his arms around me tightly. To my surprise, he pecked me on the cheek before he let me go. I felt my face grow bright red. "Cheer for me, okay?"

I nodded silently, and Siwon and his friends left.

"What the hell was that?" TOP asked.

I cleared my throat. "Uh, nothing. Nothing."

TOP took a breath and rolled his eyes. "Okay. It's whatever. Come on." He led me towards the "bar", and it was packed. TOP looked behind him at me and held out his hand. "I don't want to lose you."

Why was I thinking there was a double meaning to that?

I put my hand in his. He repositioned our hands so our palms were touching, and intertwined our fingers casually. We had never held hands like this. It was so... Couple-ey.

This automatically made me closer to him, and he led me through the crowd. We passed Siwon's table (on purpose, I think), and he casually pulled my closer to him. Siwon definitely saw, and the other Super Junior members looked at us, confused. Siwon cleared his throat, and TOP ignored him and kept going towards the bar.

"So what do you want? They have everything but alcohol." TOP asked. He let go of my hand and grabbed his wallet from his back pocket.

"I honestly just want water." I admitted. "Thanks."

TOP ordered two waters, and he turned to look at me. "GD&TOP are doing a song tonight, too." he said casually.

"Really! That jibe Kajima song?" I asked.

TOP nodded. "Translated, it means Please Don't Go Home. I think you'll like the song."

The bartender gave us our waters, and TOP took my hand the same way again, this time without an explanation. Was he trying to make a point with Siwon?

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It was time for the competition, so we all crowded the dance floor. I was in the front, in between TOP and Daesung. Super Junior would sing first. 

The song started, and it was some happy poppy song. The dance looked pretty easy and fun. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POGVIz9bkjc

Siwon sang first. He looked at me the whole time, and I couldn't help but blush. He winked a the end of his part, and I knew TOP rolled his eyes because of it.

I couldn't help but notice how cute Donghae was. He was really good looking in his outfit.  When it was his turn to sing, I noticed he grabbed something offstage someone had handed to him before he sang. When he came back into view, it was a rose, and he was casually strolling towards me. And the end of his part, when he sang "Yeah", he handed the rose to me.

I took it, and my face got even redder as I couldn't help but smile. That was so cute!

Kyuhyun smiled and winked when he sang. Sungmin and Ryeowook were both cute. Heechul looked really cool with his blond hair and sunglasses. 

After the first chorus, the guys got in a v-formation, Leeteuk in front. He cupped one hand around his mouth, like everyone else, and said "Si won-eun Emmaleul sarang."

"Seriously?" TOP scoffed. I had no idea what Leeteuk said, but I did hear mine and Siwon's names.

"What'd he say?" I asked.

"Nothing." Seungri grumbled and shook his head. I could tell he was glaring at Donghae.

"Come on. Let's go get ready." G-Dragon told everyone.  Big Bang left, which left me with 2NE1.

"He said Siwon loves Emma." CL translated.

I looked at her confused. "Why?"

CL shrugged. "Because Siwon has his crew helping him get you."

I looked at Super Junior. Was it sweet he was trying that, or slightly annoying that he thought I couldn't make up my own mind?

They ended their song, and I cheered and clapped. Next was Big Bang.

The lights dimmed, and I could just see their shadows onstage. When the lights were brought up, I noticed the were all wearing some bright color. TOP was wearing a pink jacket and matching sunglasses. On him, it looked really good. 

The song started, and I immediately loved it.( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RlF4k1PwQ74 This performance but Korean song)

Whenever TOP said 24/7, he made the numbers with his fingers, which I thought was cute.

G-Dragon rapped first, and then it was TOP. He took off his sunglasses halfway through, and pointed at me as he rapped, too. I smiled and blushed while Minzy elbowed me in the ribs.

I loved the dance to the song. It was so cute, especially the chorus. I loved the move where they would like lean forward and move their shoulders and lean back and move their shoulders. I cheered for TOP when they finished their performance. It was so good!

I felt someone slide up next to me as SHINee set up to perform. It was TOP.

I couldn't help but wonder where Siwon was. "Did you like it?" He asked as he took a drink of water from the bottle he was holding.

I nodded. "Ohmygosh yes. It was so cute! And that dance was adorable! I've never seen that side of you guys."

TOP nodded. "I can probably watch about half of SHINee's performance. Then I have to change for Jibe Kajima. I want to see what song they are singing."

I nodded, and moved the lapels of my jacket. "It's so warm in here. How are you not dying?"

TOP smirked. "I always wear layers. I'm used to it." he nodded to my jacket. "Take your jacket off."

I removed it far enough to show one bare shoulder. "No sleeves or straps."

TOP shrugged. "Look around, Emma. We're in a club. Do you see a lot of girls wearing tube tops?"

I looked around and nodded.

TOP smiled teasingly. "I'll make sure I'll cover you up if I see any ajummas around."

I laughed. "Gee, thanks." I slid off my jacket and laid across my arms.

"I can go take it to the couch when I go change." TOP said, holding out one hand.

I nodded. "Okay." I handed him my jacket.

SHINee started, and it was a soft-pop song like Super Junior's song. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MwJ0bucIOJA but with these outfits: http://static.allkpop.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/06/20110621_shinee_replay.jpg)

TOP chuckled and shook his head. "Wow. Nice move, little brother."

"What?" I asked.

"The song is called Replay, or Noona Nomu Yeoppo. It means Older Girl Is So Pretty."

"Older girl as in-" 

"You." TOP confirmed. He smiled. "I gotta give him his props. That was a smart move."

It always amazed me with how well they danced, especially Taemin. And Minho was a pretty good rapper. About a minute into the song, G-Dragon came over to us. "Did you know Minho is signed up for a solo, too?" He asked TOP.

TOP shook his head. "No. What song---" he stopped and his eyes widened. "You have got to be kidding me."

G-Dragon shook his head. "I'm not."

"What?" I asked, confused.

TOP groaned an ran his hand through his hair. "Minho is doing his cover of Usher's OMG."

"Is that a bad thing?"

"No, he's really good at it." TOP scoffed. "You'll like it for sure. I'm sure he's doing it for you."

"Let's go get ready for our stage. They're having all the male performances go first."

TOP nodded, and they left.

I watched SHINee. Minho's rap was good, and he smiled at me. I couldn't help but smile back.

--- 

Now it was time for the duets and solos, and I stood between CL and Daesung. I was wondering who would go first

. I saw one person go out onstage, dressed in a black and white suit.

CL nudged me. "Oh my gosh! Watch! This is all for you!" CL squealed.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Is it Minho?" Minzy gasped. She was next to CL.

CL nodded. "Maknae Choi is so hot when he does this!"

"The OMG cover?" I asked.

Everyone nodded. The song started, and I gasped when I saw Minho. He was so... y!! And he didn't have a shirt underneath his shirt jacket. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tfNrlfgqRfo

"Oh my god!" I muttered to CL as I watched.

"It gets better!" CL exclaimed. I kept watching. He was so intense and into it. Oh my gosh... Was that a pelvic ?!?

I screamed and cheered for Minho. He did another pelvic roll thing, and I saw his hands move to the button of his jacket. He ripped open his jacket, revealing his six pack. Oh my god!!

"Oh my God!!!" I screamed as other girls shrieked. 

"I know!" Minzy exclaimed. He was so defined and built, and it was so hot. His song ended, and we were all screaming and cheering. I was screaming "Go Minho!!" At the top of my lungs, and he smiled at me so I waved.

He waved back, and walked backstage.

"That was.. Oh my gosh." I exclaimed.

I saw three people go onstage. "Who is it now?"

"GD&TOP. This is a really cute performance." Daesung nodded. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LgkOzELb0JA&feature=plcp

They started, and I thought TOP looked really good. He was wearing a blue suit and his glasses. There was a girl onstage, and it was like G-Dragon was going after her. At one point, G Dragon was about to hand the girl a bouquet of roses, and TOP ran in between them and grabbed it from G-Dragon's hand. This made me giggle, and I gasped when he came over to me with the bouquet and handed it to me. I took it, and he smiled and kept rapping, backing up to be with G-Dragon again.

CL and Daesung both poked me in the sides, teasing me.

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"I'm sorry Big Bang didn't win." I told TOP as we sat on the couch. The competition ended. Super Junior won the group performance, Girls Generation won the girls group, CL and Minzy won the duo/individual performance, but GD&TOP won the male duo/individual performance. "But at least you won the other one!"

TOP smiled and nodded. He was back in his black shirt and leather jacket. "I'm happy we won that. Do you like the flowers?"

I looked at the bouquet laying on the coffee table in front of us. I smiled at TOP. "Oh, yeah."

I looked out onto the dance floor. Teens were dancing, and it looked so fun. I even saw Mason out there... With Sooyoung.

I looked at TOP. I finally realized how close we were. My legs we crossed, and one of my feet were touching his leg. He didn't bother to move his leg. In fact, our thighs were pretty much touching, too. I looked back out at the crowd on the dance floor, then back at TOP. "Do you... Do you maybe want to go dance?"

TOP looked at me, slightly surprised. "Me?"

I laughed. "No, the invisible person behind you. Of course you, dude."

TOP chuckled and nervously ran his hand through his hand. "I, uh, I don't... Dance."

"Don't dance?" I scoffed. "Dude, you just busted a move out there for competition!"

"That's choreographed. I don't... Freestyle. Or club dance. Club dancing is really intimate."

"So? That's why it's fun!" I put my hands on to of his. "Come on. Please? I haven't danced in a club in forever!" We used to have teen clubs back in Florida.

TOP smiled and shook his head. "I don't want to embarrass you. Believe me, I'm saving you by not dancing."

I pouted and took my hands off his. "Okay...."

TOP cleared his throat. "So... I was thinking-well, I've been thinking for a while now, that, uh, you know, I-"

"Emma!" Someone said next to us. We both looked. It was Minho.

"Oh hey Minho!" I smiled. "Whats up?"

"Nothing." Minho shrugged. He was dressed in a black t-shirt, brown leather jacket, jeans, and black Nike high tops.

He nodded to TOP. "Great performances today, Hyung. Congratulations on winning."

"Hey, nice job today, too. Especially with OMG. I didn't know you were going to do that." TOP smiled.

Minho nodded, then looked at me. "I was wondering.... Do you want to go dance, Emma?"

I looked at TOP, then back at Minho. "Actually, Top was about to tell me something and-"

TOP interrupted me. "Go dance." he nodded to Minho. "Have fun."

"Are you sure?" I asked, looking at TOP. "What were you going to ask?"

"It's not that important." TOP shook his head. "Go ahead."

I stood, and Minho led me out to the dance floor. "What's this song called?" I asked about the hip shaking best that was playing.

"Uh, Seven's song Better Together, Actually." Minho chuckled.

We started dancing, and it was so much fun. I was moving my body to the beat. Minho was fun to dance with, for sure. By the end of the song, I had one hand on his shoulder, and he had one on my waist.

Someone tapped Minho on the shoulder, and we both stepped away from each other. To my surprise, it was Donghae. "Mind if I step in?" He smiled.

Minho nodded. "Sure. I should go find Taemin. I'll see you later, Emma." Minho smiled and left.

Donghae smiled and held out his hand. I took it, and he put my hand behind his neck and pulled me closer. "You do look really good tonight." Donghae smiled, flashing his bright white teeth.

"Thanks." I smiled. "Congrats on your guys' win. And thank you for the flower."

"It was my honor." Donghae smirked. He was really good looking.

We moved to the beat, and Donghae spoke again. "So, I have a question."

"What?" I asked. I put my other hand around his neck. His hands landed on my waist.

"Why don't we talk more? I mean, I would love to get to know you more. You seem like a really interesting girl."

"Well, I guess you just never asked for my number." I smirked, cocking my head to the side.

Donghae let go of me, and I let go of him. "Well, lucky for me, I happen to have a pen in my pocket." He pulled a pen out of his jeans pocket.

I laughed. "Yeah, you just HAPPEN to have one."

"Mind if I cut in?" I heard Siwon say. He was next to me.

Donghae looked at him, a fake smile on his face. I knew he was pissed off. "Sure. Why not?"

"Here." I told Donghae. I took his hand and wrote my phone number on it. "There you go."

"Ill text you." Donghae smiled.

He left, and I faced Siwon. "I was wondering when I was going to see you." 

Siwon chuckled. "Well, here I am." he listened to the song that came on. It reminded me of an American artist, Adam Lambert. "Oh, Junsu's Tarantallegra. This is a great song." Siwon smirked.

We started moving to the beat, and I noticed the song sounded really... y. And Siwon looked y dancing. I swear every few seconds we would move closer to each other, until his hands were on my hips and mine were on his shoulders. I rotated my hips and rolled my body as ily as I could, and Siwon definitely took notice. Hey, why not have a little fun with him?

I looked him in the eyes, and our gaze was intense. I got closer and rotated my hips, hitting his lightly. He pulled me closer so there was pretty much no space in between us, and I turned around so my back was against his front. I put one hand on the back of his neck, and moved my body against his. I had butterflies in my stomach. We were pretty much grinding.

The butterflies got more intense when I felt his lips graze the skin on my neck, but he didn't kiss me. I leaned my head back onto his shoulder, and we kept moving.

And then the song ended.

When it ended, I turned back around in his arms to face him. "I.. I uh... should get back to the YG section..." I said, panting softly.

Siwon looked at me, like how he did after the football game. Did I want to kiss him?

I cleared my throat and let go of his neck. He let go of my hips. "Thanks for the dance. Text me, okay?" I smiled, winked, and walked away.

That was definitely the best teasing I've done in a while.

I found TOP, still sitting on the couch. He smiled when he saw me. "Have fun? I lost you and Minho in the crowd."

I nodded and sat down. "Y-yeah. It was fun." I playfully punched his arm. "It'd be funner if you were the one I danced with."

TOP laughed. "I told you, I don't dance."

I checked my phone. It was midnight. Mom never gave me a curfew time, so I intended on staying out as long as I wanted. And I definitely didn't want to go home yet.

I looked at TOP. "So, why didn't you want to say the song You and I that Bom sings? And why weren't you watching her when she performed?"

TOP sighed. "That song... she wrote up me and her. It has no meaning now. I just feel uncomfortable about it."

"Oh." I nodded. He still didn't know i knew about the Siwon thing.

We ended up just talking about everything. You name it, we probably talked about it. And he was really fun to talk to.

At about one-thirty, we were sitting back watching everyone still dance. I was getting tired, but I didn't want to show it. We saw Seungri and Daesung out there dancing silly with CL and Minzy. Mason was still going strong with Sooyoung. Taemin was popping and locking with SHINee. Some Super Junior members were grinding with Girl's Generation, but I didn't see Siwon in the mix.

"It's amazing how people just... pair themselves." I yawned. "Look at that. Sooyoung and Mason. Seungri and Minzy. Shindong and Hyoyeon."

TOP nodded. "Some people are just attracted to others."

I nodded, and smirked when I looked at him. "Are you attracted to anyone?"

If it wasn't dark, I knew I would've been able to to see TOP blushing. "Well... I guess... yeah, I am. Isn't everyone? There's a difference between being attracted and actually having feelings for them."

"Well, do you have feelings for them?"

TOP thought for a moment. "I think I do. I'm still trying to figure that one out."

I yawned again and put my head on his shoulder. "Well, let me know when you do."

TOP chuckled. He put his hand on my knee, which was another couple-gesture. "I will."

What even was this relationship right now? What was my relationship with the other two Chois, as well?

Confused? Definitely.