TOP's POV

"I can't believe you!" Daesung exclaimed at me after I told him what I had said to Emma. We were at my  house, in my room. All of Big Bang was here.

I shrugged. "I had to do it."

"No," Jiyong shook his head angrilly. "No you didn't! She still likes you, Top! You crushed her!"

"No I didn't." I shook my head. "I told her to go out wih Siwon."

"She doesn't want to date him!" Youngbae exclaimed. "She wants to date you!"

"Well it was a funny way of her to show it." I muttered. Whenever I thought of Emma, I couldn't breathe. Whenever I thought of her kissing one of my brothers, I wanted to punch the wall. I couldn't even be around my own brothers. They all betrayed me. Emma betrayed me.

"Uh, hyung, news flash! You weren't dating when she did what she did!" Seungri fumed.

"But she knew I liked her!" I yelled. "I kissed her. We made out on her bed."

"But you guys weren't dating!" Jiyong said slowly, trying to get that stuck in my head. "It's your own damn fault you kissed her."

"Why did you say that to her anyway? It's obvious you still have feelings for her." Daesung stated.

I sighed. "Because... I know I wouldn't treat her like Siwon will. I'm a really mean person."

"No you aren't." Taeyang shook his head. "You're just rude sometimes."

I sighed. "I said something really mean to Emma..."

"What'd you say?" Seungri asked.

I took a breath, glancing at the guys, then back down. "In Biology class I may have called her a ..."

"And she still liked you after that?!" Jiyong scoffed. "Wow, okay, now you are easily the biggest idiot I know."

I shrugged, trying to not make it seem I was on the verge of crying. "Which is why I don't deserve her."

Daesung sighed. "Top-hyung... Don't think that. She cares for you so much. Despite everything that happened, she still would have been in your arms in a heartbeat if you asked for it. I've never seen you so happy around a girl. Not ever. But with her, you were. There's still a chance."

I shook my head. "No there isn't. I told her I didn't have any feelings for her so she would forget about me."

"I know Emma." Daesung told me. "And she won't forget about you."

I shrugged. "I think everything's too broken anyway. Nothing can be fixed."

"Well, you still like her, and if you see her dating Siwon, you'll be crushed, but I'm sorry man. That's your own damn fault." Jiyong sighed and shook his head. "Don't come crying to us when you see her with your brother."

"I honestly think she'll date Siwon JUST in spite of you and to piss you off." Seungri told me.

I gulped and looked down at my comforter. Emma was once asleep in this bed....

Emma....

I saw a tear drop from my eyes to the blanket.

One thing was for sure. I didn't like Emma.

I was in love with her.

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Thought I'd show TOP's side of the whole thing.

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