Minhyuk POV:

Why do I feel so afraid? Is it cause that I don’t want everyone to think that I’m gay with Ilhoon? I can’t figure it out.

Even though Ilhoon just grabbed me out of the way, but for some reason it felt like there was something more. Even though I was only close to him for a couple of seconds… I don’t know what to say or how to explain what I’m feeling right now. With him pressed against me I felt safe, warm, and maybe just maybe I wanted a little more.

What am I thinking I can’t have him. He’s in a hit band called BtoB… Oh that’s where I heard his name! He’s in a band. Now I’m sure I can’t have him. I mean he probably isn’t gay and he meets stunning girls that are famous and I’m just… well me. I won’t ever have him. I can’t have him…

I look back at him and I can see that Ilhoon's looking around. When he finishes looking he looks back down at me. He looks at me with curious and worried eyes.

Danm it! My eyes are tearing up! But… why? Is it because I know I can’t have him? Maybe it is, but lets face the facts… there is no possibility that a guy this hot and this famous would fall for a guy like me… Ilhoon probably has millions of people wanting him… I can’t compete with that…

I got to get away from him and somewhere private. I feel like crying.

I push Ilhoon aside and walk quickly back into the room that we’re sharing. I just need to be alone…

Ilhoon’s POV:

I can’t believe every one’s staring at us.

I know that it may seem weird, but I mean for some reason I wanted to hold Minhyuk-hyung forever. Of course it had to end, but I wanted to hang onto Minhyuk-hyung and never let go. I wonder if he like’s me the way I like him. I wonder if I should take the risk and tell him how I feel… maybe not.

I look down at him and I can tell he’s been thinking about something and he’s upset. Why is he upset?! Did I do something? He looks like he’s going to cry…

He looks away and pushes past me and walks back to the dorm. I wonder if I should follow him…

To be continued…