Departure and a new Beginning for Eli

Falling in Love Hurts.

"I haven't ever seen Eli like this." When I say Eli and not Eli Oppa that means I'm very serious, afraid, and even angry. Eli's head was now on my lap and he was sleeping peacefully with his body spread out on the rest of the sofa. Kevin was sitting in front of me on the floor holding my right hand while my other hand was caressing Eli's hair. Kevin had a disturbed type of look on his face but put on a small smile and looked at me and said, "I know me either, let him sleep peacefully for now Hyun Ae, Hyung never cries and if he does that means something very serious must have happened. I'll make us some ramen okay?" I nodded my head and he got up to go to the kitchen. "I'm afraid it has something to do with Unnie..." I whispered. Kevin being Kevin heard me and asked, "Hana Noona?" "De. I think something might have happened to her. That's all I can come up with. Umma and Appa aren't here all we have left is Unnie and you and maybe some family in America." I replyed. Kevin sighed and came to me. He took both of my hands and looked in my eyes, "Listen Hyun Ae. All I have is you and Eli Hyung. Okay? I need you to be strong and take care of yourself more. And Eli hyung. Be more strong okay? You know when you met me and I was so weak? You helped me become stronger. I need you to be strong and help Hyung get through this whether it involves Noona or not okay?" I nodded and he kissed me on the forehead and left to the kitchen again. "Komowo..." I whispered. I turned my head to see Kevin giving me his eyesmile and saying no problem.

Ten mintues later Oppa was waking up and I slowly cupped one of his cheeks. "How are you oppa?" He smiled but it quickly faded away. "Before I tell you what happened, do we have any food?" Eli oppa whined. I giggled and told him Kevin was almost done with the ramen. He smiled a small smile as Kevin came into the living room of our apartment with the three ramen bowls on a tray that he was carrying. "Thanks bro." Eli smiled playfully punching Kevin's arm. Kevin smiled and gave him his bowl. Wahh this was so good~! I thought as I started eating.

Soon we all were done. I picked everything up and cleaned and washed my hands. I came back and sat down on the sofa between my two oppa's. 

"Okay, there's no stalling huh?" Eli chuckled but Kevin and my face remained serious so he got on with it, "Okay then. Well today I got a phone call it was from Eun Sun..." Eun Sun is Hana's best friend who is Eli's fiancee aka the noona me and kevin were talking about earlier. "She told me Hana was in a car accident..." Eli paused for a second. "S-She told me that Hana is in the hospital calling for me and they're not sure of her survival chances. Then she told me I needed to come see her immediately. All she does is call my name. So I've decided I'm going. I don't know how long but I think I'm going to stay there. But I need to ask you first Hyun Ae... Would you be alright if I left you for a year or so here? Kevin will be here, he lives right next door. What do you think?" Suddenly I felt Kevin's hand on my face. I was crying I guess. "U-u-unnie... go to her asap Eli. Leave as soon as possible. Eli please..." I whispered the last part. Once again I didn't call him oppa so he realized I was being very serious right now. Eli oppa looked at me and took my hand. "I'm leaving tomorrow then okay? I'm gonna go pack all my stuff now. Kevin take good care of her. Okay?" Kevin nodded and I held onto Kevin's hand as soon as Eli let go of mine. Kevin walked me to my room and sang me my lullaby.

 

Han namjaga geudaereul saranghamnida
Geu namjaneun yeolshimhi saranghamnida
Maeil geurimjacheoreom geudaereul ttaradanimyeo
Geu namjaneun useumyeo ulgoisseoyo
 
Eolmana eolmana deo neoreul
Ireohke baraman bomyeo honja
I baramgateun sarang i geojigateun sarang
Gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni OH
 
Jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman
Hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun
Neol saranghaneun nan jigeumdo yeope isseo 
Geu namjan umnida
 
Geu namjaneun seonggyeogi soshimhamnida
Geuraeseo unneun beobeul baeweotdamnida
Chinhan chinguegedo mothaneun yaegiga manheun
Geu namjaeui maeumeun sangcheotuseongi
 
Geuraeseo geu namjaneun geudael
Neol sarang haetdeyo ttokgataseo
Tto hanagateun babo tto hanagateun babo
Hanbeon nareul anajugo gamyeon andweyo OH
 
Nan sarangbadgo shipeo geudaeyeo
Maeil sogeuroman gaseum sogeuroman
Sorireul jireumyeo geu namjaneun oneuldo
Geu yeope itdeyo OH
 
Geu namjaga naraneun geol anayo
Almyeonseodo ireoneun geon anijyo
Moreulkkeoya geudaen babonikka~
 
Eolmana eolmana deo neoreul
Ireohke baraman bomyeo honja
I babogateun sarang i geojigateun sarang
Gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni OH
 
Jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman
Hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun
Neol saranghaneun nan jigeumdo yeope isseo
Geu namjan umnida
 

It was our favorite ost from Secret Garden. Kevin's voice was amazing, no beautiful, no both. It was like wow. Is he an angel or something? I'd asked myself that alot of times. Sometimes I just think he must be my guardian angel from heaven. That's what it feels like. When I fell asleep I felt Kevin peck me on the forehead and close my door. I heard him whisper Goodnight and something else I couldn't make out.

 
Kevin's POV
I put Hyun Ae to sleep. Before leaving I tod her good night and saranghae. I wish she realized what I meant. But I couldn't confess to her. I just... couldn't, not now maybe when Hana Noona gets better. I stepped out of her room and went into Hyungs room to help him with the packing. "Hey... take good care of Hyun Ae while I'm gone okay?" "Ofcourse I will. Don't worry about it. Just make sure Noona gets better, okay?" He nodded his head. I ended up staying for the night. I was very worried for all of us. But I decided to stay happy to help Hyun Ae become stronger, I didn't want her to become as weak as I was... before. I was sleeping on the sofa even though my apartment was right next door I still decided to stay here for the night. I took out my iPod from my bag and fell asleep to T-Max's Fight the bad feeling. I had a dream about Hyun Ae. Both of us laying on a field of flowers and then she told me, Saranghae
 
And then I woke up.
 
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Kay guysszz how are you liking the story so far? Theres more to come I just need to find time to do it TT-TT I have a summer essay to finish b4 i can do any more updating!image Your feedback is my motivation <3 Saranghae <3
Anyway I dont want to do it >.<
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Oh and who doesnt love Hyun Bin Hes so cute love his work in secret garden which im actually only on like ep 10 XD
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Wonuda
#1
Chapter 49: Aigoo goodjob . This last chapter make me cry . Hehe
Mahwiii
#2
..... Saaraa hi q-q amsry xD i have stopped reading fanfics for a while so i just naw finshed this :P U MADE ME CRY BUT AM GLAD EVERYONE END UP WITH SOMEONE IN THE END Q.Q its great fanfic am proud of u :"<
thatislandgirl
#3
Chapter 49: I read this all in one sitting, and as you can imagine, the emotions just kept building and building. And then I played the song for this chapter and I started reading...and I lost it. You've officially made me cry the hardest while reading ANY story. Thank you SO MUCH for writing this. Seriously<3 I still have tears in my eyes, and I look like an absolute mess right now. The song choice was perfect for setting that sort of "so this is how it's going to end" bittersweet mood, and it complimented the ending lines very well. It left me with a content but also very heart-wrenching feeling in my chest. And I have no idea when it's going to leave T.T But this last song has become my new favorite song now. Thank you so much again for writing this. <3(:
inspiritkissmeemily
#4
Chapter 49: LOL SHAMELESS ADVERTISING. ONNI. i feel all proud to be mentioned in both thanks~ imma miss this story! *tears* i like commenting on chapters!
Maddynevergivesup #5
Chapter 49: A www finished but wonderful job unnie <3
kissmeemily
#6
Chapter 49: noooo it finished ;__; i remember we wer chatting about kevin not being our bias & that this would be a long chapter D: it was a great fic!
spring_tempo
#7
It..finished.....
pikasquad #8
Chapter 49: You actually finished. It was such a sweet ending ^-^ but Kiseop man. Kiseop is beautiful oh god. The wedding was super cute too
iamaflamer #9
OW..........