The next morning I was awaken by the morning madness of the EXO dorm. It took me a while to realize where I was and why I was here. Just as I sat up and looked around to figure out exactly who’s room I was in, the bedroom door opened and in walked Kai. Well...not just any Kai...a shirtless Kai.

He froze at the door, a towel on top of his head as he was drying his hair, and he stared at me. It took a some time to digest what exactly was happening and when I finally understood the situation, I squealed and hid underneath the blanket.

I listened as Kai scrambled around the room to look for something to put on. I felt the blood rush to my face as the image of him remained playing in my head.

“You can come out now.” Slowly, I poked my head out from the blanket and looked up to find him smirking at me. “You seemed so shocked. It must be your first time seeing a gorgeous body like mine.”

I sat there, stunned for a moment before I glared at him. “Why do you always think you’re so great? It’s so annoying!”

“I don’t think it, I know it.” I rolled my eyes and he laughed. “I can dance, I can sing, I can rap, I model, I’m tall, handsome and I have an amazing body. What’s not to love?”

“Your personality stinks.” I grumbled and without doubt, he heard me loud and clear.

“Does it matter? That’s all the fans care about anyways.” He said in a matter of factly tone.

“I’m not a fan of yours so frankly, I don’t see anything appealing about you.” I declared and got out of the bed I was in. “Thanks for the hospitality, I will be leaving now.”

Just as I was about to grab the handle for the bedroom door, his hand took my wrist and pulled me backwards.

“The managers are outside, are you stupid?” Oh right, I didn’t think about that. Before I was able to reply though, an unfamiliar voice rang out from the other side of the door.

“Kyungsoo, where’s Jongin?...In his room? …No it’s alright I’ll get him, you eat your breakfast.” My eyes widened as I turned to stare at Kai in panic. What was I supposed to do? Where was I supposed to hide? What is going to happen to me when their manager catches me here?

I suddenly felt myself being tossed onto the bed that I had been in earlier and a warm embrace joining me. My face flushed bright red as Kai pulled the blanket over both of us and held me close to his chest.

The door to the room opened with a click and I squeezed my eyes shut in nervousness. ‘Please please please let this work out.’

“Aish this kid is still sleeping?” Their manager let out a frustrated sigh and made his way over to the bed. I froze as the sound of his footsteps got closer to the bed and Kai wrapped his arm instinctively tighter around me.

“Jongin-ah, wake up.” Their manager said surprisingly gently.

I felt Kai turn his head around to look at his manager and held my breath anxiously.

“Hyung, I thought I was excused for rehearsals today.” Kai said, his husky voice cracking a bit as he pretended to be half asleep.

“I know, I just wanted to tell you that breakfast is on the table and you might have to go out for lunch, there’s nothing left in the fridge. Be careful of your ankle okay? It’s not the first time you’ve injured it.”

Kai nodded and returned to hugging me like a pillow. I blushed at his closeness. “I’ll get up in a bit hyung.”

“Alright, you take care of yourself. Don’t injure yourself anymore, especially before your debut.” Kai grunted in understanding and gradually, the footsteps faded from the bed and the door clicked shut again.

I let out a giant breath of relief when we were left alone again. I tried to get up but I realized Kai’s arm was still strapped securely over my waist. I felt my face growing warm again as I realized how close we were the entire time.

“Kai...Kai-shii...Yah! Kim Jongin! You can let go of me now.”

I froze as he snuggled closer to me and pulled me completely against his body, my head tucked securely under his head against his chest.

“Just for a while longer.” He mumbled before he started relaxing. Within seconds, his breathing had completely calmed down. Was he asleep?

I listened carefully to check if all the other members had left with the managers before I made a move to turn myself around in his arms. I backed up a bit to get a clearer view of his sleeping face. I couldn’t help but smile when I did. He looked so innocent, so peaceful...so angelic.

“If only you weren’t such a jerk at times.” I mumbled to myself and scowled when I reminded myself of his ridiculous egoistic personality.

“Idiot...” I then smiled again as I remembered what he had done for me last night and just now. “Why can’t you be like that all the time?”

Kris was right though, I shouldn’t be around these people. They were idols, I was a no one. I’m not supposed to know them, I’m just supposed to be watching them from afar, nothing but a fan. But I couldn’t let him go...Luhan.

“OW!” I reacted instantly as a stinging pain was inflicted on my forehead. I looked up and glared at the idiot who flicked me on the head. “What did you do that for?!”

“Isn’t it obvious?” He replied, “You’re sleeping with someone as amazing as me, how dare you say another man’s name?”

Did I say that out loud? And what did he mean by- my face grew bright red for what seemed like the hundredth time that day. “Like hell would I ever-”

“I said sleeping. You next to me, me next to you. What were you thinking?” He challenged, raising an eyebrow.

“You know what?” I made a move to get up but a hand pulled me down and I was suddenly trapped again. “Let me go!”

“Let me sleep for a little and I’ll bring you to see him later.”

I glared at him. “Who said I want to-”

“Then you better have a damn well reason for disrupting my sleep with his name.” He pulled me close to him and slowly, I accepted his embrace.

“I know you miss him.” He took a deep breath, “I just....”

What was that? I tried to look up at him, puzzled, but he prevented me from doing so but pulling me firmly against him.

Slowly, we both slipped off to unconsciousness.

What was he just about to say?

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A/N: Ayo wassup everyone! Yeah...so...nothing else to say....really....oh! SM auditions were fun. There was this really good Korean guy. Like his voice was amazing! And they even asked him to sing twice. I on the other hand totally bombed my audition because I wasn't prepared because I didn't even choose a song until I was up there and realized it was my turn next. But over all, it was fun.

I got to chill with my friend and my older cousin who drove us there. And I got to see giant posters of EXO, Suju, SHINee, SNSD, DBSK, and like...yeah SM artists. Oh how I really wanted to take a picutre next to Sehun and Kai (or rip one down and bring it home)....wow I'm suddenly really having an obsession with Sehun..........which is weird.....oh well! They didn't allow us to take pictures. But we had fun rocking to the MVs while waiting. And um....yeah...that's it.....I can't wait to go again! Like...you have no idea how much I really want to be a singer and a part of SM town, not even for fangirling but for the sake of going through all that training (masochist? o.O) and feeling a sense of accomplishment. So I'm definitely going again next year or whenever and for reals this time, I'm gonna prepare myself. Over all, it was a great experience. So um...yeah...I don't know if anyone really reads this but....oh well!

See you guys again next chapter ^^ Hope you enjoyed some Kai fluff~ (Just to prove to you all that he's not really a jerk)