Remembering
I'll Never Break Your HeartI was interrogating her like some kind of police. She must have felt burdened but I need to get some
answers. She started frowning, thinking back on whether she had seen me before. She looked up to me
for a second time with a 'Maybe..' expression but she clearly shook off the idea when she went back to
her serious face. I was quite hopeful to get the answer that night but unfortunately, it didn't happen.
I was looking down when my heart felt as though it is yearning. Yearning for something. I happen to look
up when the lady was awkwardly seating down.
Baby, don't worry yourself too much.
My hand began to cover hers that were on the glass. She flinched as retreated her hands. Then, she was
totally judging me. She looked at me up and down when she just left and went back inside.
Why is she like this? Why doesn't she seem to know me? Wait.. What am I saying? I am very confused now.
I lifted my head, trying very hard to remember any memory that I may have locked. My eyes were floating
at the shop's desk and there lies a picture.
She still kept it.. What am I thinking?
I did a double take on the picture and I saw a face that made my brain click.
Ji Eun. Her name is Yi Ji Eun. And how did I know? No idea.
I was slowly losing my mind so I went back home after looking at the shop one last time. I saw the glass
that she prepared for me so I went back to the chair to drink it.
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As soon as I reached home, I threw my car key on the table and sat on the sofa. I was seriously like a
slump, trying to remember every last bit of memory lingering around my head. But then, the scene of the
incident I was involved in emerged. I began to feel uncomfortable but I still went on with it.
The scenes that I saw flashed by me and it made me nervous even now so I went over and took a bottle of
wine and drank it in a glass wine.I remembered looking at the entire police and then, I saw me. Clutching
on to a girl. The girl; the one that I saw in the Florist Shop. It was as though I was in the.. the police's
point of view. The one that I shot.
Looking at myself, I was feeling angry. I felt as though a monster was inside of me, tied to a leash. My
anger was beyond description that I continued kneading my face, attempting to make the anger fade
away. I was totally losing it when all of a sudden, I familiar sound began ringing in my ears.
Kai, KAI! Please, don't give up. I need you.
I began crying incessantly when my own mouth mumbled something that made my heart no longer hurt.
My heart will always be yours. Remember that.
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