...Because I'm leaving (part 2)

I will be fine no matter what!

 

Enjoy~ 

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-Why can’t she L.Joe?

I took tightly Niel’s other hand. He was becoming angry towards L.Joe again.

-I really can’t…Sorry. I muttered.

-I will call you brother for you if you want it, Min Yeon. offered CAP Oppa

-It’s not-

-We will kidnap you after the exam Min Yeon Noona! You can’t escape from us! Cut me off Ricky.

I couldn’t say anything more.

-So when the exam is over...mmhhh...we will meet near the cafeteria? said Chunji and everybody nodded.

They looked at me and I forced a smile on my lips.

I’m really really sorry guys.

I bite nervously my lips. My eyes were watering.

 

 

-FIGHTING! We all shouted together.

We were in circle next to the front door.

-We can do it! Said CAP

-Don’t stress out! Everything is going to be alright! Said Chunji

-We will do it successfully! Continued ChangJo

-I trust in you guys! Added Niel

-We just have to be concentrated…concentrated… mumbled Ricky putting his finger in his temple.

 -Trust in you! I added

Then everyone looked at L.Joe who didn’t talk yet.

-Youuhooou! He exclaimed while rising up his hands

He was a little bit embarrassed because he didn’t know what to add.

-Let’s go then! Concluded CAP

Suddenly Ricky hugged me.

-Yah! Scolded Niel

-Mianhae Noona! He said letting me go I just felt the need to hug you right now. Don’t ask me why… he scratched the back of his head.

-Me too then! Exclaimed Chunji

-Yah! Don’t forget me! Said Changjo then CAP.

They all let go of me and my eyes became to water even more.

I bite my lips hardly to prevent my tears to fall.

-Me too~ said softly Niel and he hugged me.

This time my eyes widened.

My heart was pounding. I could only hug him back tighter then with the others and closed my eyes. I inhaled his scent for the last time.

When we pulled back, Teen Top’s members understood that something was wrong with me.

-FIGHTING! I said with a shaking voice then left them.

If I stayed here any longer, my voice will crack and my tears will fall down...

Don’t turn back…don’t stop…just walk…

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It was finally over! I felt relief but also worried for Teen Top’s members! I wish I could ask them if they succeeded!

The Math subject was really hard and the Chinese too… I sighed.

However, I quickly left the classroom.

We were all separated because of our family names. I didn’t know that they were a lot of Lee in this school! L.Joe and Chunji were in the classroom just next to mine. (Yeah I know, not enough space for the entire Lee ^^)

Because of that, I ran quickly in the corridor, in order to avoid all Teen Top’s members…especially Niel.

I entered in an empty classroom and waited everyone to leave the school.

My phone rang several times…I received a looooooot of messages but didn’t want to read them…I was sure it was Niel….

My heart was hurting. I sat on a chair and cried because of the huge pain.

When I felt better, I left the classroom. The corridor was empty.

My eyes were still red and puffy so I decided  first to go to the toilet before leaving. My brother, Sungyeol Oppa, Hyeon Sik Oppa and Jaejoong Oppa must wait for me in the park near the school so I didn't want them to see my like that!

-Min Yeon! Suddenly I heard someone yelled my name .

L.Joe! Argghh just leave me!

I didn’t listen and walked quickly to the third exit of the school.

I took another corridor, he was still following me.

I stopped…My eyes widened…

-Min Yeon!

This time it wasn’t L.Joe.

-He is also looking for you… said a panting L.Joe Everyone is looking for you!

-You told him… I muttered, feeling betrayed again.

I couldn’t help tears falling down my checks.

Niel…he was in front of me… he entered another classroom.

The corridor was filled with classroom and Niel was looking everywhere for me. He was trying every single classroom with this desperate look.

I hid myself between two lockers. L.Joe was standing not far from me but Niel could notice him. What should I do? 

My heart tighten in pain.

-You can’t avoid him. Exclaimed L.Joe

-You promised!

-Min Yeon!

I could hear Niel’s pained yelling. His voice was breaking every part of my heart.

-Please…I pleaded L.Joe.

I was crying a river and I could hear Niel’s sobs too. He was running in every classroom.

-You can’t leave! He yelled

My legs became weaker. I fell on the ground.

L.Joe was still looking at me.

-You can’t leave him…I can’t let you do that…he said with a cold voice.

Suddenly, Niel’s footsteps seemed a little bit far from the corridor.

L.Joe opened his mouth:

- NIEL-AH! He yelled.

My eyes widened.

I took my bag before L.Joe could do anything more and ran to the exit without turning back…

 

 

I felt guilty…I felt so bad but… But he was going to be better without me!

I couldn't see clearly where I was going because tears wouldn't stop.

I finally found them in the park.They were waiting for me. When I saw my brother, I ran and I hugged him tightly.

-Min Yeon! exclaimed Sungyeol Oppa

-Sungjong-ah! I said, my voice cracked.

-What happened? Why are you crying? Min Yeon-ah…

-My heart…Oppa…I can’t stand it…

He hugged me tightly.

-Listen. Everything is going to be alright!

He made me look at him. Then I also saw Hyeon Sik’s pain look. He can never be used to this side of me…

-It’s so hard… I muttered in pain

My face was cover with tears.

-You will be fine, no matter what! He will also be fine! You’ve made a decision…I trust you for that! So just do what you have to do! If you guys are really meant to be together…It will happen and nobody can change it!

Hyeon Sik Oppa, Sungyeol Oppa and Jaejoong Oppa nodded…but those tears…never left me…

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JaTOQOiGsmM  Infinite-Only Tears∞

 

"I love you. I'm sorry. But I can't do this anymore.
I don't even have the right to get close to you. Don't love me. 
I don't have the ease of being able to give you my heart
I live every day beyond my strength, each day is too much so I cry.

∞∞
Oh, I... I don't have anything I can give you, (but I'm) missing you.
I can't even give you loving words, but I'm missing you.
I can't even boldly wish for you to be mine, but I'm missing you.
So I push you away.
Because I'm a guy who has nothing but his own heart.
I'm holding back, even though it hurts. Even tears are a luxury for me.
I don't even have the right to look at you. Don't look at me.
I know that my heart is wherever you are.
Close enough our breaths can touch, always in that same place.

∞∞
Oh, I... I don't have anything I can give you, (but I'm) missing you.
I can't even give you loving words, but I'm missing you.
I can't even boldly wish for you to be mine, but I'm missing you.
So I push you away.
I hold back more because I love you more than anyone else in this world.
Oh I... I can't hold your hand, but I'm missing you.
I'm worried I might just have my tears to hold, so I'm missing you.
I can't tell you to stay with me, but I'm missing you.
So it's too much, but in the end...
It's because I'm a man who has nothing but his own heart."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Next chapter will be the end :'(  

I really hope that you enjoy this story~ PLEASE COMMENT ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS~ xDDD

How do you find it? She really left Niel! :( But like Sungjong said if they are really meant to be together...they will^^

 for everything<3<3<3

   about INFINITE~ *sorry* xD

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JungJeWon #1
Chapter 36: i love dynamic black...
because have gikwang and cool leader like l.joe oppa in there...
love you very much l.joooooeeeeeeee ooooppppaaaaaaa.....
JungJeWon #2
Chapter 34: yupppp...i think its l.joe or niel...
l.joe because the dialog line was red...and you always made l.joe line red...
niel because i dont think l.joe will take care of her anymore....because you know that she have his love again...
JungJeWon #3
Chapter 16: i want minyeon with l.joeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
but then i think i will like minyeon with niel cause i can take l.joe to myself... <3
shashing21 #4
Chapter 41: DAEBAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
zxcvio
#5
Chapter 41: qwertyuiop!!! Omgadd!! Yayyy for niel & minyeon xDD
EuropeanLover #6
Chapter 41: Finally happy in love! Im a bit sad that the story is over, but happy that it ended good. See you at your new story!
lovelyeoja
#7
Chapter 41: AHHHHHHHHHHh...asdfghjkl *too busy spazzing to make a comment* :""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""> YOU DID GREAT!!DAEBAKK!!!!!!! *squeals like crazy fangirl* aaahhh dearest author, you just showing a gif of EXO-K is enough for meee.... can I suggest? make an EXO fic next time when you are not busy.. okaaaaay? *goes back to spazzing*
xTsuki
#8
Chapter 41: AHFDSFSFSK OMYGAD THEY'RE FINALLY TOGETHER OH YEAAAAAAAAAH :partyhard:
Aww I'm a little sad that the story is over T.T
But I really liked it ! Can't wait to see your next story ! :D
lovelyeoja
#9
Chapter 40: The feeeeels... If you can only see me now... AAAAAAAAAaahhhh asdfghjkl why is the world so cruel.. TTATT *rolls on the floor crying* *takes the chance to hug sungjong* (enjoys it a bit)
BUUUUT STIILLL...THE FEEEEELSS IS TOO MUCH!!!
xTsuki
#10
Chapter 40: AFHDFDSDFJ IT'S SO SAAAD ;AA;
Min Yeon you can't leaaaaaaave T.T