I sat on a bean bag chair I had in my room with my arms crossed, glaring at the stuffed bird in front of me. “Stupid bird, leaving me alone at a party to sleep for some girl.” I grabbed onto the stuffed bird and slapped it. “If you were going to be like that, why didn't you go alone?!” I wrapped my fingers around it's neck and shook it vigorously, “Stupid, stupid, stupid.”

“~~~-ah, why are you strangling that stuffed bird?” Yunho appeared and asked from the doorway.

“Because it's a stupid, giant, jerk!” I answered and threw the bird on the ground, kicking it away.

“Oh, for a moment I thought you had some serious psychological problems.” Yunho joked. He walked into my room, picked up the bird and sat on the other bean bag chair beside me. “Do you want to tell me what's wrong?”

I glared at the bird, “What do you mean?”

“With you and Kris.” He answered, “You think Changmin and me didn't notice how tense it was between you two down there?” I frowned but didn't answer his question. Yunho pulled my bean bag chair closer to him and turned it around so I was facing him. “Come on, tell me what happened. What did he do to get you so angry at him?”

“I'm always angry at him.” I muttered and avoided Yunho's gaze.

Yunho raised an eyebrow. Wow, her and Kris are pretty similar. “Not like this. This.....this isn't normal for you two's relationship?” He pointed out. “Even if you two fight, you're always talking. Just now, you wouldn't even acknowledge his presence.”

“So, can't you tell your Yunho oppa what's wrong?” Yunho sweetly urged, trying to make me break down.

I looked up at his face and saw him giving me a cute look.

I bit my lip and contemplated if I should tell him or not. “I...” Yunho eyed me expectantly. “I'll tell you later.” Yunho sighed, “Fine. I don't want to push you.” Yunho got up and affectionately patted my head,

“Whatever is bugging you, I hope you feel better.” I gave him a small smile before staring back at that bird.

After Yunho left, I slumped down even farther into the bean chair. “Why is it that the thought of Kris being with another girl bothers me so much.” I grabbed the bird again, “Do you know why?” I frowned, “Of course you don't, you're just a stuff bird.”

I tried to sort out my thoughts and figure out what I felt. “Am I...jealous? Was that why I felt so sick when I found out he was with a girl that night?”

“I don't like him, do I?” I asked myself. It suddenly hit me like a pound of rocks. Why I felt sick when I found out he was with another girl. Why my heart beat suddenly quickens when he's around. Why I actually like being around him now and why I think about him so much. “No. No, no, no, no, no.” My bottom lip quivered and I sniffled. “I can't believe it. Why?!?!?!”

I sniffled again and tossed the bird to the side and pulled out my phone. “Taemin-ah.” I spoke into the phone troubled.

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