Talking was a lot easier to think about rather than actually doing, and for Lee Byunghun talking was something that gave him nightmares.

He ran into him at the store, literally ran right into Chanhee at the store in the middle of the frozen foods and ice cream.
"B-Byunghun." Chanhee said, voice lower than Byunghun remembered.
Byunghun shivered at the sound anyway, he didn't realize how much he missed it. He looked up, and that's when he noticed Moonchul, gripping onto Chanhee's hand and staring down at Byunghun with cold eyes.
"C-C-Chanhee, w-we need to t-t-ta-talk, p-please?" Byunghun cringed at his stutter.

Moonchul watched Chanhee's face soften, his eyes show millions of emotions, his head drop down as he nodded, and almost unconsciously lightly wrap his pinky around the shorter boys, tugging him away from Moonchul in the gentlest way.

-

"C-Chanhee, w-what would you do if I said I have a r-reply to your c-co-confession?" Byunhun hated how much he stuttered around the older.
Chanhee shrugged in reply, "Depends."

"Wha-what would you do if I said I l-l-love y-you?" Byunghun cringed at how weak he sounded and wouldn't be surprised if Chanhee hit him.
He was surprised when Chanhee sighed, "I-I want you to prove it, if you really do than, Byunghun."

Byunghun looked up at him through his hair, a smile on his face that was a mix of shy and sad, a look that made Chanhee's heart thump so hard he grabbed his chest in shock, "I'd kiss you right now, but your boyfriend's right there."

Chanhee's never forgotten how to breathe before.

-

Moonchul wasn't surprised when they stood in front of Chanhee's house and Chanhee looked up at him with sad eyes and said, "Moonchul, I'm sorry, you've been really, really rad, but... I can't stay with you anymore. I've barely been with you, and you don't deserve that. I'm really sorry." Chanhee kissed his cheek goodbye, and walked into his house as if Moonchul's heart was tearing.

It doesn't hurt as bad as it could, Moonchul.

-

Suji slaps hard. Byunghun already knew that, but he's never been at the receiving end of it. He's only watched from afar, though he expected he'd get hit after he said this relationship had to end.

"I'm sorry, Suji. You know I love you as a little sister, but that's all it can be. I'm so, so sorry Suji." Byunghun told her, holding his cheek.
Suji rolled her eyes, "I already know you're in love with Chanhee. I already saw this coming. It's okay, you'll always be my brother. We've been friends far too long to just let this ruin it."
Byunghun almost smiled.
"You're still a ing , Lee Byunghun."  Suji said, grinning at him.
"Thank you, Suji." Byunghun smiled.

"Damn ing right you thank me."

-

/sighs deeply

alright, confession time, i don't really know how to go about the next chapter(just guess what's happening)
and i don't have my seroquel anymore which means i don't sleep anymore until my mom ships them to v-land(woopedeeingdo, man) so

basically i'm ed and you get tired, half completed and thought through chapters for a while. maybe.

i'm sorry, i wish i could do better.