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Your heart stopped beating and everything around you stopped moving. The only thing you could hear was your breathing, which was really heavy. From the heat that you felt coming from your cheeks, you knew you were red like a tomato because your face reddens really easy and you hated it.

You felt embarrassed like never before and wanted the ground to gulp you down and make you disappear for the rest of your life. The fact that your bikini was open and you were surrounded by five guys made you somehow feel really cheep. Right now, you were totally helpless. With your stomach facing the ground, you were lucky because the guys couldn’t see anything there except your exposed back.

Yes, you were helpless. With an open bikini, four guys behind you and one beside you, no girlfriend that could help you and no chance to escape from this place. You felt anger boil inside of you and there weren’t words that could describe the hate you felt towards Yongguk. Heck, you hated even Amber because she wasn’t there. Yongguk looked at you with one of his expressionless faces that you hated while sitting on the sand with his arms behind him, supporting his weight.

“Oh my God!” was everything that came out of your mouth after you came back to reality and realized what was happening.

“Hyung, that was not cool,” you heard Jongup’s silent voice behind you.

“Give me that,” said JB behind you and you heard his footsteps coming closer to you.

Suddenly you felt a towel land on your back and when you looked up you saw JB standing beside you with a really angry face. He took off his black t-shirt and bent down to put it over your head before he pulled the towel over your upper body including your head.

“You piece of I’ll-“

“Hyung, no!” Zelo interrupted JB who, you guessed, was on his way towards Yongguk.

Quickly, you pulled JB’s t-shirt over your upper body all the way till it met your shorts. Then you took away the towel from your head and jumped up, not caring about your open bikini because nobody could see it anyways. The first thing you saw was a shocked Jongup and JR and when you turned around, JB was a few steps away from Yongguk, with Zelo who was holding him by his shoulders.

You walked with determined steps, past JB and Zelo, towards Yongguk. You were so mad at him that you actually wanted to spit on his face and throw some sand into his eyes to make him feel some pain. You were so angry that your face was everything but attractive. In fact, if someone else saw you, you would scare the out of them.

“Are you out of your ing mind or what?!” you shouted and all the people around you looked at the scene beside them but you couldn’t care less.

Yongguk didn’t answer but smirked instead. “Oh, you think this is funny?! Do you even know what the word respect means?!” you bend down so you were in the same height as him. “You should be ing ashamed of yourself!”

“Ashamed?” he finally spoke. ”Baby, you liked that a lot.”

“Excuse me?!” that’s it. He crossed the damn line and you lost all respect towards him, even if you hadn’t so much in the first place. The next thing you did, and which isn’t typical you, shocked everyone around you. You slapped his face so hard that his cheek turned red in seconds. “You’ll never get a girlfriend, and even if you do, I ing feel sorry for her.”

What happened happened, and you couldn’t turn the time back so there was no point of you standing there and shouting at him when the guy won’t change anyway. You didn’t want to see his face right now and walked away from him towards the direction Amber went to.

***

“Jin Ah I said I’m sorry! Stop ignoring me,” said Amber while the two of you walked back to your spot with Youngjae.

“I can’t believe he did that,” Youngjae shook his head while holding the plastic plate with food.

After you walked away from Yongguk you met Amber and Youngjae at the store a bit away from your spot. They bought the sunscreen but then wanted to buy food for everyone. The line was apparently very long and it took extra time to order so many hotdogs, according to Amber and Youngjae. You didn’t hesitate to tell them what happened because you were getting crazy from the anger that boiled inside of you. You also scolded at Amber who was actually sorry but that didn’t help at all.

“I’ll ignore him for the rest of my and his life,” you said while looking at the ground.

“Good luck with that then,” Youngjae laughed through his nose.

“And why would you say that?” you arched a brow.

He turned to you and gazed his eyes at you before shaking his head. “Forget it.”

You rolled your eyes when the three of you approached your spot. You saw Yongguk and Zelo sit on some towels while the rest were in the water, surfing and swimming. You heard someone behind you ran towards you and when you turned around you saw JB.

“There you are!” he panted and held his hand on his chest.

“Yeah?”

He walked up to you and gave Amber a glare that told her that she was useless before turning to you again. “Are you alright?” he asked.

“Yeah I’m fine,” you nodded.

“Sure?”

“Yep.”

Zelo stood and walked up to you with sad eyes. “Noona, I’m sorry for what happened,” he whispered.

You gave him a fake smile and shook your head. “Not your fault that your friend is a jackass,” you said, not caring if Yongguk heard that or not. You didn’t care about his existence at all.

“We can eat later, let’s go join the others in the water,” said Youngjae and Amber followed him right away. You knew that she was someone who hated trouble, just like you, and she just wanted to escape from everything so she didn’t hesitate a second on following Youngjae.

“Want to surf a bit?” JB asked you while pointing to the water.

“I prefer swimming,” you said before walking towards the water. You heard JB chuckle behind you before catching up with you.

“Alright,” he smiled his famous eye smile that you haven’t seen in days and you kind of missed it.

“Wait!” you held your arm out, preventing him to go any further. “My bikini is still open,” you whispered.

You saw JB turning a little bit red and looked away before talking. “I-I can tie it if-if you want…”

You looked at him for a second before shrugging. It’s just a tie and JB is pretty harmless.

“Okay.”

“Okay?” he turned back to look at you with a surprised expression.

“Yeah,” you smiled, “Hurry up now!”

“Okay okay, I won’t look I promise!” he said and turned you around so your back was facing him. You felt his arms lift the shirt a little bit before tying the bikini faster than any girl in the world would ever do. You turned your head to the side and from the corner of your eye you saw him look at everything else but your back. ”Done,” he said and started walking towards the water.

A small smile formed on your face before you took off his t-shirt, ran back to your spot and threw his t-shirt on your towel, not caring about Yongguk who was sitting there alone because Zelo went after Youngje. You ran back after JB who waited for you.
 

***

After a good hour of swimming and surfing everyone decided to go back to your spot. The sun was slowly but surely going down so the sky was a bit of orange and red right now. You had a really nice time with your friends, especially JB and JR that you haven’t seen for a couple of days. You really liked being with them because they are easy going and surprisingly funny. They tried to teach you to surf but Himchan would be there and tell them that there was no hope which made everyone laugh, including you.

“Man, I’m starving!” said Luna while everyone walked out of the water.

“Food is waiting for us!” said Himchan excitedly and pulled Luna into a headlock.

You couldn’t help but think that they were really cute together and that their buddy-like attitude towards each other made them look even cuter.

“I wonder if there is anything between the two of you,” said JR while having a hard time carrying his surfboard.

“I wouldn’t be surprised if there was,” laughed Jongup, answering JR’s question because he wouldn’t get an answer from Himchan and Luna.

“Can everyone stop talking and hurry back to our things, I want to eat!” said Daehyun and ran off with his surfboard and Youngjae to be the first ones.

“Fatties,” said Amber and everyone laughed at that.

Everyone sat down on the ground and gathered around the big plate Youngjae brought. You were sitting between JB and JR and the two of them kept passing you all the food that was in front of you. Your mouth was full of food and you had a hard time chewing the food. They offered you something else before you took both of their arms and shook them. You couldn’t speak from all the food so you shook their arms telling them to stop.

“Look at her,” said JR and started laughing.

“So slow,” said JB and joined JR.

When you finished chewing and could finally swallow the food, you gave both of them a death glare.

“Very funny,” you said and took some french-fries from the plate. You noticed Yongguk looking at you from time to time but you totally ignored his presence. He was quiet and didn’t say much.

Suddenly you felt thirsty, which wasn't a surprise after all the seawater you drank. You looked around but didn’t see any drinks.

“I’m thirsty!” said Zelo and searched for the same thing.

“Me too,” said Jongup and turned to Youngjae, “Did you buy something to drink?”

Youngjae stopped chewing on his food and turned to Amber with wide eyes.

“,” said Amber.

“Oh man!” shouted Zelo while punching his own knee.

Everyone started looking at everyone to see if there were volunteers that could go and buy something to drink. Luna and Himchan were busy mocking around with each other, Daehyun was really into his food so nobody dared to say anything to him, Yongguk looked at the ground and ignored all the looks everyone was giving, Zelo and Jongup looked too innocent and nobody dared asking Youngjae and Amber because they were the ones who bought the food.

“Alright, alright, I can do it,” you said and jumped up. You were really thirsty and couldn’t wait for someone to agree on going.

“And this is why she is my favorite noona!” said Zelo and smiled widely, earning a glare from Luna.

“I can go with you,” said JB and jumped up too, while looking at JR.

“Don’t look at me,” he said while taking another hotdog, “Have a nice trip.”

“But you don’t have to,” you turned to JB but he put his hand up and walked past you towards the store.

You rolled your eyes, and before you ran after him, you took his t-shirt you wore before and put it on. After that you ran to catch up with him, totally feeling Yongguk’s glare behind you.

As you and JB walked on the sand towards the store, you commented on everything you saw, like couples who were making out under towels, older half- woman, older man who had really tight swimwear and so on. You saw a couple of guys riding some quad bikes and found it really cool. They weren’t so careful and almost rode over you one time. JB shouted after them but they didn’t care.

When the two of you arrived at the store, you headed towards the fridge where the cold drinks were and took one drink for everyone. Then you headed towards the cash register and waited in the line. The line was indeed long and you kind of felt sorry for shouting at Amber, but still, you were the one who were in a really embarrassing situation and not her. When it was your turn to pay, JB pushed you to the side and waited for the cashier to tell him the cost. While she punched some buttons on her screen she couldn’t help but look at you and JB.

“I’m so sorry for looking at you like this,” she said after realizing that you noticed what she was doing, “but is that his t-shirt you’re wearing?” she pointed at JB.

You looked at the t-shirt you were wearing and then at JB before turning to the girl, “Yeah, why?” you raised an eyebrow.

“Oh nothing! Really! I just thought that you were a really cute couple. You look good together,” she said and continued on punching the buttons.

You looked at her in shock and then at JB who smiled and made a funny grimace at you. You shook your head and turned to her again, “Ehm, we are not toge-“

“6 000 won please,” she interrupted you and turned to JB. He gave her the money while you literally gaped.

When JB received the exchange he pulled you to the side, allowing the one behind you to take a step forward. He put the money in his wallet and lifted the bags up before pushing you to the door.

“What a girl,” you said and took one of his bags.

“Funny,” he said and the two of you headed back.

“Weird,” you added.

“A little lost.”

“Retarded.”

“Cute.”

“D- what?” you gave JB a shocked look because the girl was everything but cute.

“Just kidding!” he said and started laughing. “You’re the cute one.”

You gave him an even more shocked look and he laughed even harder. “Just kidding!”

That made you stop in you track. “So you mean I’m ugly?!”

“Oh God, never satisfied,” he said and pulled you by your arm.

You started laughing with him and the two of you walked to your spot to give everyone their drinks and continue on eating.

***

After everyone ate, you were to lazy to go into the water a last time so everyone was just sitting there on the beach and talking about everything. It was getting darker and people after people started going home.

“Time to go home!” said Daehyun after he noticed that the majority was tired.

“Yeah, let’s head back,” agreed Amber and stood up to start packing her stuff which made everyone follow her actions.

After everyone packed their stuff and changed their clothes, all of you headed towards the bus station and waited for the next bus that came just minutes after you arrived. The ride home was long and silent because almost everyone fell asleep and couldn’t wait to come home. This time, everyone got a seat and you were sitting beside Amber, with your head on her shoulder. After a long ride, you arrived at your stop and everyone got out of the bus and said their goodbyes.

“Noona, thank you for coming with us today,” Zelo walked up to you while the others said their goodbyes. “And sorry for what happened with… you know.”

“It’s okay Zelo, don’t worry, I totally forgot everything after the nice time I had with you,” you patted his shoulder.

He smiled and gave you a hug before turning to the other. JB, who was beside you, turned towards you. “Do you need anyone to walk home with you?” he asked.

“Tsk, please,” you laughed through your nose, “It’s not even 11 pm,” you looked at your watch, “I’ve walked home alone waaay later than this.”

“Oh okay, see you tomorrow then?” he asked instead.

“Tomorrow?”

“Yeah, at JR’s shop,” he smiled.

“Oh,” you said and tilted your head, “yeah, why not.”

JB smiled and gave you a quick hug before everyone went to their own directions.

“See you Jin Ah!” shouted Amber and you just waved before going your own way.

You quickly saw a familiar figure in front of you and then it hit you; you and Yongguk are walking on the same road and direction. You face-palmed yourself and shook your head but continued on walking. You crossed the street to walk on the other side so you can avoid his presence but when he saw you across the street, he walked to your side.

As usually, you ignored his presence and minded your own business; going home. He kept on walking beside you and even when you walked faster, he would catch up.

“And now she was mad and just as a little kid ignored me,” he said out of nowhere.

You rolled your eyes and looked forward, not giving him your attention. It was silent again and Yongguk walked beside you, with his hands in his pockets and his backpack that Zelo brought him, on his back. From the corner of your eyes you saw him rub behind his neck with one hand before opening his mouth again.

“You have to admit, I was good,” he said in a mocking tone. “You did like the massage if you forget fact that it was me.”

He was right. The massage was amazing and he was indeed good at it. Your body totally relaxed and you enjoyed every second of the massage. But the fact that it was him doing it without telling you it was him, ruined everything, so you didn’t say a thing and continued on ignoring him.

After a while, your house was in sight and you were never this happy to see it. This time you turned towards Yongguk, who immediately looked at you, and looked at him then towards the other side of the road, signalling him that it was time for him to cross the road and leave you alone. He got the hint and raised a brow.

“Fine, you can ignore me now, but I promise you I’ll change that soon,” he said and crossed the street.

You made a grimace and entered your house hoping your parents won’t wake up. Tomorrow, you’ll go over to JR’s shop and just hang out there with him and JB because you’re totally tired of Yongguk and his bull. Secret moments my .

***

 Yongguk’s P.O.V

“Was that all mom?” I asked my mother after she said some address that I had to write down.

“Yes, that’s it. Be careful when you put the letters in the mailbox,” she said before hanging up.

This morning, she woke me up earlier so I could go and send away some stuff in the post office because she didn’t have time to do that herself. Although I really didn’t want to do that, I had to, because I love her and will always help her.

After I was done I left the post office and started walking home. The weather was nice and I forgot to bring my skateboard so I had to walk instead. This made me start thinking about yesterday’s events and Jin Ah’s face but also body. I couldn’t stop thinking about her ever since. When she first changed into her swimsuit I forced myself to look away and that was really hard. When she wanted Amber to put some sunscreen on her back, I was sitting right there on the other side and when Amber ran off with Youngjae to buy some sunscreen and left me and Jin Ah alone, I couldn’t help but take my own one and go up to her. She didn’t notice that it was me and instead started commanding. That’s when my mind went crazy and my side took over me. When Zelo interrupted our moment, everything went wrong. I was so close to getting her but was -blocked by my own friend.

She ignored me pretty much after slapping my face and was with JB instead. The way he was towards her made her smile to him and one could think that there were together. That’s when an idea popped into my mind. I need to make her fall in love with me. I need to make her believe that I have only eyes for her and that is the easiest way to get her where I want her. This does hurt my pride a bit but I needed her. My body needed her so much, especially after knowing that she is pretty damn hard to get.

My phone started ringing, interrupting my train of thoughts. I picked it up and saw that it was Himchan.

“Hello?” I answered.

“Hey, what’s up?” he asked with a husky voice. He just woke up.

“Going home, I guess you just woke up so I’m not going to ask you the same question,” I said coldly.

“Yeah,” he chuckled, “Listen, about yesterday..” he began and I didn’t want to hear anything.

“Don’t even start Himchan,” I interrupted him before he could say anything else.  

“But that wasn’t cool man!”

“So what?” I asked cockily, “I don’t care.”

“You won’t give up will you?” he asked instead.

“No, when I want something, I make sure to get it. And right now it’s Jin Ah’s body,” I said harshly to him, “Never heard about the saying ‘you want what you can’t get’?”

“The only thing I hear right now is desperate.”

“Well, good for you, but I don’t care. I’ll get Jin Ah laid even if that is the last thing I do!” I was more than pissed. Firstly because of everyone who was trying to stop me from something I’m refusing to, and secondly, because of the fact that it has never been so difficult to get a girl laid.

“Okay, okay. Chill man.”

“Oppa?!”

I turned my head towards the voice and saw Gyuri standing there totally in shock. I looked around and noticed that I was standing beside her father’s shop which is their house too.

“Himchan, I’ll talk to you later,” I said and hung up before he could protest.

“I-is that t-ture?” I could see in her face that she was hurt. Man, only this was missing.

“What is true?” I asked coldly as I walked up to her.

“About Jin Ah,” she looked to the ground.

Damn it! I need a plan, right now.

“Hey,” I changed my voice to a soft one, which made her look up again. “It’s nothing serious, I just want to get back at her,” I said and lifted her chin up with my finger. I really didn’t want to deal with her but had to, otherwise she will reveal my plan to everyone.

“Why?” she asked and looked straight into my eyes. Got you.

“Because she is a rude little girl and girls like that needs to learn a lesson from Yongguk oppa right?”

She just nodded and her eyes didn’t leave mine. “But you won’t tell anyone this won’t you?”

“I don’t know… I kind of… missed you,” she said instead.

Inside, I was exploding out of anger but had to do this one thing to make her shut up. I pulled her into a very deep kiss so she lost her mind and gripped my shoulders. I explored and felt that her kisses were desperate.

I pulled quickly away from her and looked into her eyes, “What did you say?”

“Your secret is safe with me,” she smiled and bit her lip.

“Good girl,” I pulled her for a second kiss.

“I’ll be right bac-... Oh !”

I heard someone leaving the shop beside us and looked at the directions. Beside us was Jin Ah with wide eyes and a disgusted look. I mentally face-palmed myself.

Very good start with making her fall in love with you Yongguk.