Narrator's POV

You were stuck in your apartment sulking the night away. All you could think about was how the next day you're going to turn out. Whether you'll be okay, whether those crazy stupid fans will recognize you the second you walk outside, whether you'll ever be on talking-terms with L or the rest of Infinite, just... Whether you'll be okay.

You sat on the floor in your bedroom with the puffiest eyes and pink swollen cheeks, stuffy nose and drowsy mind, "I hate my life." You whispered, "Maybe I should just go to the states for Minyeon unnie's wedding. Forget about Woollim, forget about Infinite, forget about this scandal, forget about training, and forget about all of my hard work. It's not worth a penny anyway. I should just suffer with the rest of my family." You said.

Those words were words of pain and negativity. That's all that infested your brain right now. There's nothing more you could think of.

You were really thinking of going to the states with your parents and apologize for your behavior, thinking that your parents are all you have left. You would even pay back your sister or your parents for the plane ticket that you ripped up. You just wanted to get the hell out of here; to escape.

As your mind wasn't thinking properly, you thoughtlessly picked up your cell phone and felt like talking to your mom. But there was a knock at your door, waking you up from you depression. You immediately became alert for some reason. You answered the door and there was Hoya, "What are you doing here?" You asked.

"I should be the one asking you questions." Hoya barged into your apartment, "What the hell happened?" You were silent as you didn't want to answer his question. You just stared at the floor, feeling like you're being scolded, "Answer me. I did not sneak away from the dorm to check up on you for you to ignore me."

"Why are you even asking? You already know what happened! And no one told you to check up on me! I'm perfectly fine, okay?!" You shouted.

"I'm asking because I want to hear it from your mouth! Yeah, I already know what happened. But you mean so much to me that I want to hear it from you and I came all the way over here just because I care about you! Why would you even question that?" He shouted back.

All of this just made you want to break down even more, "Fine. Me and L broke up. There's thousands of fans dying to murder me. I am no longer debuting any time soon. I have to wait six to twelve months for anothe