Luhan was sitting at the corner of the room, with a blanket over him. The tears were still flowing down his cheeks. His eyes were red from all the crying. Xiumin switched on the light and looked down at him then gave a deep sign.

‘If you’re going to regret it, why did you say to break up?’ Xiumin almost yelled his voice was strong and commanding. Kris wanted to ask the same question. The both of them wanted to know, why did he do such thing when he still love her still very deeply? Luhan was in search of the same answer. ‘You’re an idiot you know.’ Xiumin sat on the bed and sign deeply. ‘You must have hurt her a great deal.’

‘Lulu,’ Kris sat down beside Luhan. ‘You should go back and get back together with her.’

‘I made her cry,’ Luhan finally said after a long silence. ‘I made her cry after promising her a happy future together. How can I possibly mend her broken heart when I’m the one who broke it?’

‘Then why the hell did you break it in the first place!?’ Xiumin yelled. One again there was nothing coming from Luhan. ‘Your eyes are about to fall out from all the crying. You came to me asking to check up on her on Christmas, do you even know what I saw? She nearly got ran over by a car.’ Luhan looked up at Xiumin. ‘Luckily she was saved.’ Luhan was relieved. Xiumin looked at Luhan and he was even more frustrated. ‘God you make me want to punch you.’ Kris watched Xiumin walking out of the room and slammed the door then he turned to Luhan who had his head down. He put his head on top of Luhan’s head and patted it.

‘You know he’s right, and I really want to punch your guts out too but I’m not going to do that because I’m the king of the galaxy. You should talk to us. We’ve known each other since forever and now it’s like you don’t even trust us. Xiumin is just frustrated. You know him the longest and you know how he is like. I know you’ve gone though a lot. The accident and losing the chance to have your debut. I’m very deeply sorry but I hate the ‘you’ right now. If I had the ability to turn back time, I would take you back and make sure you amend your mistake, but I’m human and unfortunately can’t do that.’ Kris stood up and walked to the door. ‘You should get some fresh air.’ Luhan wiped the tears and stared at the door. He knows it was his entire fault and he regretted his action. He shouldn’t have said those words. He knew both his friends were right but he was scared. At the back of his mind, everything seems impossible. But the first step was like Kris had said, he needs to g