Xuan and her unnies were too more than shocked to hear about the news. Fortunately they were in the hotel when the news was out.

Many fans were causing a ruckus outside of the hotel, demanding an explanation.

And same as kai, the only question that was asked from Lee Soo Man was,

“The truth or the lie”

Xuan said the same answer as kai.

Irritated by the never ending calls from reporters , xuan switched off her phone.

She didn’t even know how the heck did these reporters get her number!

Feeling tired by all the events, xuan slept really early making kai unable to contact xuan at all.

“Jong in-ah Haneul said xuan asleep now, she’s too tired”

“arraso Kris hyung”

Feeling tired too, kai went back to sleep.

Sleep was the best escape solution for them as of now

NOW.

They have to face the reality soon.

And xuan had to face her first.

Her flight was tomorrow, in the afternoon.

As expected, reporters crowded around the airport, asking questions even though the official statement was out.

In Japan it wasn’t that bad yet but in korea, god could really imagine what was happening.

Apart from the girls fans and reporters there were exo fans, mainly kai fans and everyone was targeting only one person, xuan.

Bodyguards could do nothing, her unnies could do nothing, there was just too much people. They pushed her unnies, her managers, and the bodyguards away from xuan leaving her alone, squashed by fans.

Kai was there, outside the airport entrance waiting for xuan. He can’t go out though, it will add on to the oil if he step out.

All of a sudden, shouts were heard all over. Everyone froze and looked towards the noise.

What they saw surely could haunt them forever.

A kai sasaeng fans had actually took a knife

And stab xuan

In her abdomen,

Once wasn’t enough,

She stabbed it twice,

Blood immediately flowed out of xuan abdomen like a fountain,

If that wasn’t enough,

She was still burning,

With a degree of at least 39 degree,

And to add on, another sasaeng fan raise a brick and knock xuan on her head,

Causing her to faint straight,

She  lie on the floor,

The bloody floor,

She couldn’t move,

Her body hurts.

She needed air,

She’s desperate for air,

But the air just won’t go in,

She’s dizzy,

She’s sleepy.

“XUAN-AH”

A familiar voice shot through her,

Making her stay focus.

“o…opp…oppa”

“xuan-ah, andwae, no, don’t sleep please, jebal, I beg you”

“o..oppa…mianhe”

“I should be the one apologizing, not you, and if you are really sorry, stay awake please, SOMEBODY CALL THE AMBULANCE PLEASE”

“opp..oppa…i..jus…just…just..wa…wan…want…t..to..sa..say..”

“xuan no stop talking okay, save your energy”

Kai desperately said, pressing on her abdomen, trying to stop the blood from oozing out futher,

His hands was filled with blood,

Blood stained his clothes.

Xuan smiled weakly at kai before reaching her hands to touch kai face,

“I love you”

With that last breathe, she lost conscious, and slipped to maybe a forever dreamland.

“XUAN NO PLEASE NO WAKE UP”

Kai shake xuan frantically, wanting her to wake up.

All he could do now was just hold her in his embrace, crying his eyes out,

He blamed himself,

He cause this to her.

Seconds later the paramedic came and quickly assist xuan, kai was pulled apart fro xuan forcefully by xuan unnies.

“noona…”

All kai could do was just cry in his noona embrace,

Hoping he was the one injured,

The one to bear all those pains.

Now, he isn’t the charismatic kai,

The one who would endure everything for his fans,

His Kim Jong In,

He couldn’t be bothered to keep his image anymore.

He dashed up to the few girls who injured xuan who were now surrounded by police.

He pulled her by her collar, not caring if that person is a girl.

“WHY DID YOU DO THAT. TELL ME. TELL ME WHY DID YOU HURT HER.”

The police tried pulling kai back but it wasn’t of any use,

His anger now was beyond limit,

The girl was shocked,

She was guilty,

But not the other,

“She deserve it. She steal oppa from us. She deserve all this”

“BWO?! YOU DON’T HAVE THE RIGHTS TO CALL ME OPPA. XUAN DOESN’T DESERVE ALL THIS. YOU HURT SOMEONE I LOVE DEEPLY. SHE WAS THERE FOR ME. WHEN YOU FANS GAVE ME ENDLESS HEADACHE AND TROUBLE SHE WAS THERE TO COMFORT ME.”

Taking another breathe, he let go of the girl and said,

“I promise before that I would never hit a girl, don’t make me take back that promise”

Kai said, eyes filled with anger meeting the girl eyes.

The girl shiver from the intense glare, she could see the hurt and boiling anger of kai.

“Jong in let’s go to the hospital”

Haneul pulled kai. Kai nodded and they sped to the van, not bothering saying sorry to those they knock, because those were the ones who hurt xuan,

The ones who did nothing to help,

The ones who don’t deserve to be call as fans.

A fan is supposed to love their idols, and when you love someone,

You respect their choices,

You respect their privacy,

You respect who they love too.