I’M A BABO.

I’M AN IDIOT.

I’M STUPID.

WHY WOULD I EVEN DO THAT TO MY VERY OWN BESTFRIEND?

OH YEAH, they told me that if I won’t do that then they’ll kick me out of the group. Why did I even agreed to Minwoo hyung? I, her best friend that she trusted the most, the best friend who loves her very much, embarrassed her in front of many students just so I won’t be kicked out of this group but lost one very important person in my life. I just wish she’ll forgive me and I won’t do this again anymore but everything’s late now. I can’t go back to the past. I just looked at my best friend crying. Crying because of the disappointment and harsh actions I did to her. Crying beside the man I hated the most. Being comforted by the man I hated the most. That was supposed to be me. But I don’t deserve it.

Jonghwan turned his back away from the sight. Step by step, his heart breaks little by little. Memories and pictures of his beloved best friend getting comfort and hug from a guy not him lingers in his mind. He stopped walking when he saw shoes in front of him and looked up. He saw Minwoo and the other members looking at him.

“You do know that we don’t want you to be with her because we don’t want you to get hurt, right? But here you are. Looking at that girl being comforted by the guy you hated the most. Give up Jonghwan. She doesn’t deserve y-“ Before Minwoo can finish his sentence, Jonghwan hissed and grabbed his collar.

“You know nothing about her hyung. Don’t judge her by the way she looks, she’s beautiful inside and out. And i am the one who don’t deserve her.” Jon